So, what happened when BL was offline....
On my birthday weekend I was served a warrant for my flat to be raided and all persons inside it searched and was arrested after being grassed up. They turned the place upside down, but failed to find the two Valium that were in my knicker draw. My boyfriend got strip searched, I escaped as there was no female officer. The dogs were misbehaving, so they didn't come in! The police said if they found any more evidence of Class A's (My mate had left syringes and wipes in the bin, I didn't realise he'd done that, so I had words with him) and there was used foil lying around that they were going to close my flat down as a crack house for three months! Luckily all they found was half a g of MDMA which I was arrested for and am now on Bail.
Court case was on Friday, so I now have an injunction on my flat that means if I have more than three people in my flat at one time, i'm arrested on the spot.
I took an overdose (again) on Saturday and was admitted to hospital, ran away, then was picked up by police and taken back.
Then was sectioned on Sunday for my own safety,took four police cars to catch me and a lot of running kicking and shouting on my part to get away from them all. I'm waiting togo into a crisis house for people who are mentally ill to get away from drink and drugs, everything has all just got too much.
On the positive side, work is going great, I've currently got five days off in a row, as I do 36 hours over 3 days. Fucking exhausting, and very very challenging work. The 3 mile to , and 3 mile home walk from work is also doing my fitness levels and weight wonders, I love it.
BL shouldn't disappear for so long!