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Random MSN Gibberings LXII: Sounds like angina / Slow-motion Tamagotchi

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Mugz said:
The afterglow from MXE almost feels like being high on coke sometimes, the delusions of grandeur part, and feeling like the big bossman, it seems to come without acting like an arrogant prick though.
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He has risen! How are you feeling after your epic weekend mate?
 
haha, not too bad now I have eaten some food and drunk some water, still don't feel up to doing much else at this point. Need to get a shower soon as I am a smelly bastard. My mouth is surpringly painless which makes eating more pleasurable :)

Am going bowling with angelsmoke tomorrow, so hopefully my strength will be better by then as it was hard going carrying two pizza boxes and a bottle of coke up the stairs earlier.
 
brimz said:
Yeah i agree . The track should really have Dre om th MIC cos Crooked ain't even from Compton , he's from Long Beach it sounds kinda fuked up.
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What's Compton got to do with it? Dre isn't from Compton.

Mr Smokes Blunts. said:
I honestly can't begin to imagine how bad i'd be if I took coke and drank...
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I know that feeling. Combo of MD, booze & then coke on the comedown from the MD had me swaggering about my mate's living room the other week with sunglasses on, joint hanging out my mouth, banging on about how (if I could sing) I'd make a fucking top frontman for a band. Giving it Ian Brown impressions & shit, acting like a total knob end lol. That's definitely not the first time I've done that lol.
 
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I've never experienced ego issues with Coke. Always just been a bit more talkative and feel nice (while it's there ofcourse!).

I've never understood how people who are normally really reserved find themselves turning into "arrogant pricks" (your words, not mine ;) =D ).
People who are arrogant pricks in the first place - Easily understood.. But otherwise :?
 
Honestly monsta, I'm not arragant at all even timid mabye, but once I've had a few pints and a few lines of charile I turn into a right prick!
 
Mugz that was in the past, I don't post nearly as much these days and my posts are limited to a couple of threads.
 
So, what happened when BL was offline....

On my birthday weekend I was served a warrant for my flat to be raided and all persons inside it searched and was arrested after being grassed up. They turned the place upside down, but failed to find the two Valium that were in my knicker draw. My boyfriend got strip searched, I escaped as there was no female officer. The dogs were misbehaving, so they didn't come in! The police said if they found any more evidence of Class A's (My mate had left syringes and wipes in the bin, I didn't realise he'd done that, so I had words with him) and there was used foil lying around that they were going to close my flat down as a crack house for three months! Luckily all they found was half a g of MDMA which I was arrested for and am now on Bail.

Court case was on Friday, so I now have an injunction on my flat that means if I have more than three people in my flat at one time, i'm arrested on the spot.

I took an overdose (again) on Saturday and was admitted to hospital, ran away, then was picked up by police and taken back.

Then was sectioned on Sunday for my own safety,took four police cars to catch me and a lot of running kicking and shouting on my part to get away from them all. I'm waiting togo into a crisis house for people who are mentally ill to get away from drink and drugs, everything has all just got too much.

On the positive side, work is going great, I've currently got five days off in a row, as I do 36 hours over 3 days. Fucking exhausting, and very very challenging work. The 3 mile to , and 3 mile home walk from work is also doing my fitness levels and weight wonders, I love it.

BL shouldn't disappear for so long!
 
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Shit cherry, that sounds like a hell of a crappy time :( Really hope you can get things going better for you soon, you really deserve to be happy. If you ever need to chat about anything you have my phone number. Really hope you can get past all this and be happy again.
 
Cheers, It's my own fault for coming off my medication, taking too many drugs. I've always been up and down with my mood swings, just having a rough one at the moment. My boyfriend also broke up with me a few days after my birthday as he claimed he couldn't handle me anymore, after it was him who made it so so easy to access drugs that have clearly made my brain situation more difficult to handle. I got clean from H, then went back on it recently, but have just done 6 days clean so over the worst and intend to keep it up.

But yeah, i'm sick of the fucking sight of police.

Things will get better, eventually :)

Right now I have to go to bed, as I'm fucking exhausted as I'm covered in bruises from running from the police, and fucking myself up, AND my ex pushing me over so I cracked my head on the floor giving me a tiny black eye and a massive lump, and i've been on missions on foot all fucking day. Sleep will be lush tonight.
 
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Dear Cherry:

(((((((((((((((((((((((( Massive cuggles )))))))))))))))))))

<3 I've little to say tonight, but I hope that the little I have typed speaks volumes...

xxx
 
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