Random MSN Gibberings LVII - What Does B&W Stand For, Mummy?

[bignbrown]

sup, hows it going eadd

i cant stop drinking coffee and now have the shits YAY

 

[Ghostface]

Morning Eadd!

Went through about a gram of mdma last night and just got home. Enjoying the warm afterglow...

 

[wibble]

morning eadd. In't sheffield for the weekend and it is sunny again . Went to chatsworth yesterday, was so nice. We walked up the cascade fountain barefoot, teh awesums.

 

[TheSpade]

Spade can't remember if there's been endless benzo chat or not because he's scoobied out his dial. Cunt doesn't even know what day it is fuck sake.

I am actually benzo'd right now. Woke uo about an hour ago on my mates couch freezing my tits off with no cover or fuck all ( can't even remember deciding to sleep there), looked down to see spew all over the floor. Thought "what manky cunt has been spewing all over the floor" before realising it must have been me. Don't remember it, might have been sleeping when it happened. So got up and tried to clean it up, was all the Pirngles and popcorn I'd been eating...the rum, beer, whisky, polish vodka and cider never helped either obviously. Was all over the floor and on a pillow which I seemed to have chucked on the ground to spew on. Got it cleaned but it left a massive staine on the carpet. Tried to go back to sleep, freezing so just got up and bailed without saying anything, couldn't be fucked to face the consequences. What a prick, canna beleived i did that. Felt pished buit was alright, dunno when or how the night ended. Don't remember people leaving or decided to kip there. Definitely don't remember spewing and didn't even have that spewy taste in my mouth. Would be amazing if it wasn't me but it can't have been anyone else, it would have gotten cleaned up.

 

[tekkeN]

went to the beach yesterday, but was kind of half arsed with the suncream, forgot you have to rub it in.. so I am now either red or my usual pale but in neatly lined areas, my arms for example are red at the back with stripes of pale across the top %)

how about today then druggos? I actually had a packed joint last night with my sister, god I really needed it.. was getting a bit sick of not having any drugs and it was only a bit of hash, not going to root round the house for the comfy meds I know are here, they will be fully hidden anyway mum isn't taking any chances this time

today though just working on the essay, weather isn't so good so it won't be as hard to focus.. am in a good mood really think I needed that smoke last night

 

[Myshkin]

Afternoon EADD.

It's nice to wake up and still be tripping a bit. Not so nice when you realise you've agreed to cook for somebody today whilst off your face though. Or to get a flashback of drinking your housemate's rum and having a KLF marathon as the sun came up. Not to mention the football.

There were some beautiful moments spent looking out of my friend's skylight though. Skylights are one of my favourite tripping accompaniments.

Ah well, respectability will have to wait a little longer. For those with sunshine, use it. Those without, go and make some. Sharpish.

 

[brimz]

Neither are you. Benzos to sleep makes perfect sense. Benzos for breakfast makes less sense.[/QUOT

Doubt you even had a script , well i have for every benzo out their including Flurnitrazepam n all the liquid benzo's .
My tolerance is too high 4 benzo's to put me to sleep cos i've been scripted for 15years boyo.
I could have drunk all my nitazepam 245ml n still not slept .
But i would rather have a smaller dose inte morning n actually get summat off em.

 

[tekkeN]

Flurnitrazepam, jealous, their supposed to feel great (if you don't knock yourself out)

 

[brimz]

^^ I was scripted em b4 the Date Rape scenarios , when they got that press i was switched to ativan n Diaz.
Honestly i could do a whole 30 roche blues still not sleep i ain't proud of it , i'm from a different generation 2 a l;ot of u guys , back when docs would dish out Benzos like sweets

 

[Myshkin]

Flurnitrazepam, jealous, their supposed to feel great (if you don't knock yourself out)

I'd love some of 'em. I've been hammering the benzos (unscripted) for a bit too long now though. Trouble is, I've not left myself enough diaz to taper with.

Solution: buy more and perpetuate the problem. Vicious circles, eh?

 

[brimz]

Nobody should ever get to the point where 100mg diaz is 'nothing to them'. Nor should your tolerance behave in the manner you describe.

Nor should you continue to whine about diazepam, hangovers and GABA in the gibberings thread. We have a benzo thread here for that.

Thus spake the Angel of Death, and all Canaan fell silent.

Oh, and good morning EADD. Hope all is well.

Didn't see that post Sam but must say 100mg don't do much 2 me

 

[Myshkin]

Aye, but you've been scripted the stuff for so long that you've got a 70-30 benzo-to-blood ratio.

What I'm saying is that building your tolerance up so 100mg is 'nothing' is not something anyone should be doing, unless they're on a long-term script. Which we've already said is not necessarily a good thing.

 

[bignbrown]

done about 150mg dhc and 40mg val, (be careful mixing the two!)

feel nice but just makes me crave harder europhic opis.

also making me want more val, but thats dangerious and will refrain myself.

Not sure what to do with myself, was having a great sober life then went on a little oxy binge, now all i want to do is get high on downers and am so bored without them, should probs start hitting the gym a bit or something,

 

[Myshkin]

Oxy binges will do that. It's a bitch for tolerance, not to mention fiending.

The gym sounds like it'd be a good idea for you.

 

[Mugz]

wow, have spent way too much time in bed this weekend, got bored of the 2ci towards the end of it on friday night at about 5am so turned the lights out and lay in bed, didn't get up till 6pm saturday then had some food then did some mxe with tv show then went to sleep pretty much from about midnight until about 3.30 - 3.45pm today waking up a few times in between.

Really can't wait until payday so I can start to get my act together and sort my life out.

Looking forward to going to visit my family next week on wednesday or thursday too.

On the subject of Oxy, my sister is prescribed that, lucky bitch, well actually not so lucky as she really does need it for her constant agonising pain.

 

[brimz]

Aye, but you've been scripted the stuff for so long that you've got a 70-30 benzo-to-blood ratio.

What I'm saying is that building your tolerance up so 100mg is 'nothing' is not something anyone should be doing, unless they're on a long-term script. Which we've already said is not necessarily a good thing.

one gp was givin me 120mg diaz n 80mg temaze a day i wish i knew what i do know, i could sue the Bastard

 

[tekkeN]

wow that is a lot for a script! they used to chuck stuff out didn't they, got a mate who used to get methadone amps, to get him clean, but they just used that as water to dissolve the b in! dont think you get em anymore

back in the day they really didn't give much of a fuck did they

 

[Myshkin]

My mother was a purple hearts addict, plus barbs, benzos and opies. All thrown at her by her GP, so she didn't consider herself a 'druggie' at all...

Great advert by the way.

 

[tekkeN]

not as bad as what they used to do but my mums the same, on temaz, diaz and lorazepam and there are some pretty addictive painkillers knocking around, as well as the usual anti-depressants every fucker seems to be on these days, she doesn't consider herself a user at all because it 'comes from the doctor'

and I know its great, theres a load here some of them are fantastic :D

 

[brimz]

my 1st sctipt was methadone amps funnily enuff 50ml concentrates
re the doc that gave me that huge benzo script . It was in Dunbar Scotland and i didn't even have a permanent address . lovin the adverts lol!