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Random MSN Gibberings LVI - Until You've Lived It Like, Divn't Preach It
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Sadie
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This Saturday night is a bit rubbish.
Had my night last night. Just drinking cider ATM and watching an extremely shite film. Ooooh what a day.
Had my night last night. Just drinking cider ATM and watching an extremely shite film. Ooooh what a day.
bighouse911
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start new job at 8.30am tomorrow so desperate to sleep but cannae 
GlasgowE
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I just got a strange drunken phone call from a mate of mine tonight.
"Aye mate im sure he's gay, he's been eying up ***** for weeks"
He's convinced a pal of ours is gay, lol. Theres fucking no chance he is!
He's a bit shy and never really had a bird, but that hardly makes him gay. But now that he has this idea in his head there is no letting go of it regardless of how many times I tell him that he's not gay just shy.
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"Aye mate im sure he's gay, he's been eying up ***** for weeks"
He's convinced a pal of ours is gay, lol. Theres fucking no chance he is!
He's a bit shy and never really had a bird, but that hardly makes him gay. But now that he has this idea in his head there is no letting go of it regardless of how many times I tell him that he's not gay just shy.
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Shambles
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Still perfecting my DMT-vaping technique (and coping with the 40-second window) but went to another place for a good few minutes earlier. Weird; like this yellow room and a vision of a pretty hot-looking but very green entity kind of hinting at more to come.
Plus mandalas aplenty and a lovely tactile afterglow with a bit of synesthesia which meant my girlfriend's feet smelled of spring.
Technique can be tricky with DMT. Getting the temperature right and getting enough smoke down ya quick enough is harder than it appears sometimes. Suspect that may have something to do with my lack of breakthrough yet but it's fun practising anyway :D
The rather foxy "goddess/entity" visions are very common - even more so than the classic elves from what I've read. She's apparently very friendly with visitors. Very friendly. Hyperspace entity sex ftw? I've yet to have any distinct visions but the mandalas are a constant for me. I find they tend to respond perfectly to being changed on a whim - they switch back and forth in time to music, movement and on demand for me. Kinda like a conductor only with patterns, shapes and colours. Almost synaesthetic. Very pretty either way
In other news, that was a rather long afternoon nap. But I guess waking up in the early hours is a step forward from waking up in the early evening. Baby step at least. Buggered me codeine taper so having to use me trams to keep the aches at bay. I hate (very) low-level opiate dependency almost more than proper dependency. At least when you're clucking your lil nutsack off horribly you know all about it and can kinda wallow in it. Just feeling a bit shit and achey tends to be more irritating than anything and so easy to just potter along at your low-level dependency stuff rather than ever actually stopping. Ho-hum. Gives me summat to moan about anyway which is always a blessing :D
start new job at 8.30am tomorrow so desperate to sleep but cannae
oh hai!
didn't have a trip tonight in the end, just chilled with some friends got a lil high drank a load of milk.. got some extremely tempting etizolam and bupe sitting next to me but their to save for the flight on monday
certainly not the greatest benzo, etiz, but if all you need is to feel mellow.. I have seen it knock people out, everyones wired differently I guess. rate it will be a good one for the airport.. hope you got some sleep anyways
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fuck, still awake!
its gone 7 now the 4mg bupe is down the hatch, you can't stay up this late and not scour the house for intoxicants.. found a Heineken in the fridge and some cetirizine for the itches, got a bit of doob left hopefully goin to get a nice lil nod to some cartoons
its gone 7 now the 4mg bupe is down the hatch, you can't stay up this late and not scour the house for intoxicants.. found a Heineken in the fridge and some cetirizine for the itches, got a bit of doob left hopefully goin to get a nice lil nod to some cartoons
Never regret that..
Somehow I've not slept all night either despite no stims.. had excellent company though so maybe that's it! Wibz just gone to bed and Ricklet asleep on sofa but I'm still going strong, hehe. Mr Ef, DS and I are drinking our way through a crate of dry blackthron purchased from alcohol delivery service, £28 for 24 cans, nae too bad :D
Somehow I've not slept all night either despite no stims.. had excellent company though so maybe that's it! Wibz just gone to bed and Ricklet asleep on sofa but I'm still going strong, hehe. Mr Ef, DS and I are drinking our way through a crate of dry blackthron purchased from alcohol delivery service, £28 for 24 cans, nae too bad :D
Good morning EADD
Bit of a dull n' damp one, freezing too out there today.
I spent all of yesterday sleeping. Cannot believe I've lost my Saturday coming down from a sesh on Fri pm / Sat am from peevee binge. That stuff is brutal on me
Hopefully I'll be more productive today!
to Monsta & Sam for being fantastic mods
Bit of a dull n' damp one, freezing too out there today.
I spent all of yesterday sleeping. Cannot believe I've lost my Saturday coming down from a sesh on Fri pm / Sat am from peevee binge. That stuff is brutal on me
Hopefully I'll be more productive today!
to Monsta & Sam for being fantastic mods Morning Kate! Sometimes you just need a day of sleeping, refreshes the body and mind.. I hate losing days to come-downs though at least it is Sun not Mon!
ps peev is brutal on me too, i just don't take it anymore, too much head-fuckery
at least it is Sun not Mon!ps peev is brutal on me too, i just don't take it anymore, too much head-fuckery
well I'm still awake but the subutex weed and beer has made me feel very mellow.. thought my sleeping was coming back after depending on benzos for so long, this week actually had at least 4/5 hours a night, but this evening my brain was goin like mad, maybe it's because I'm seeing my dad soon for the first time since he found out I've had real drug problems, I reckon he might feel slightly vindicated for moaning about me smoklng weed when I was younger haha
damn wish I had more comfy meds, going home is going to be very sober.. I need to be, long overdue a few weeks of not doing lots all the time and got several thousand words to write for uni but tonights my last night to get a lil fucked.. don't think their going to be as liberal with the booze this time as I told them it makes me crave drugs, which is true.. and my mum will certainly have made sure the bad meds are well hidden away as I recently admitted to stealing them last time I was there
yep, think I may have been a little too honest! :D my sis will hopefully make sure theres at least some hash in for the sleepless nights, don't think I'm ready for total abstinence, but its going to be good.. trying to stay clean is no easy task, hopefully a couple of clear headed weeks in the sun will make it easier
damn wish I had more comfy meds, going home is going to be very sober.. I need to be, long overdue a few weeks of not doing lots all the time and got several thousand words to write for uni but tonights my last night to get a lil fucked.. don't think their going to be as liberal with the booze this time as I told them it makes me crave drugs, which is true.. and my mum will certainly have made sure the bad meds are well hidden away as I recently admitted to stealing them last time I was there
yep, think I may have been a little too honest! :D my sis will hopefully make sure theres at least some hash in for the sleepless nights, don't think I'm ready for total abstinence, but its going to be good.. trying to stay clean is no easy task, hopefully a couple of clear headed weeks in the sun will make it easier
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Danny Weed
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Good morning everyone.
Woke up with a totally fucked neck, can barely move. Was day 3 with no opiates but that soon changed. Fuck going through this pain when i have morphine and dhc, will start w/d all over again tomorrow I have already lost a stone in the last few days from not eating, down to 11stone now im gonna look like a skeleton soon.
Woke up with a totally fucked neck, can barely move. Was day 3 with no opiates but that soon changed. Fuck going through this pain when i have morphine and dhc, will start w/d all over again tomorrow
I have already lost a stone in the last few days from not eating, down to 11stone now im gonna look like a skeleton soon.Morning EADD. It was pissing down over 'ere first thing. Then we had a period of glorious sunshine. Now it's back to pretty ominous clouds. Still, it was lovely to wake up feeling pretty damn fresh this morning, albeit with a dodgy shoulder.
Last thing I remember yesterday is settling down with 150mg changa in an Irn-Bru pipe before lying down on my bed, trackie top and all with my thoughts generally indescribable but a feeling of absolute euphoria. Strange narcotic effect though, with some amnesia; got woken up in the same position some hours later, light still on.
All in all, a good night.
Aw, thanks.
Same to you Monsta. Having spent an evening having icomprehensible pictures thrown at me by aliens it's good to come back to such positive vibes. And such great fellow staff.
Last thing I remember yesterday is settling down with 150mg changa in an Irn-Bru pipe before lying down on my bed, trackie top and all with my thoughts generally indescribable but a feeling of absolute euphoria. Strange narcotic effect though, with some amnesia; got woken up in the same position some hours later, light still on.
All in all, a good night.
Aw, thanks.
Same to you Monsta. Having spent an evening having icomprehensible pictures thrown at me by aliens it's good to come back to such positive vibes. And such great fellow staff.
Sadie
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Happy Mothers day Kate. Hope your boys see you today and you get some pampering.
Bl on my phone sucks. Oh well.
Afternoon all.
Bl on my phone sucks. Oh well.
Afternoon all.
Oh yeah, happy Mothers Day, BL mummies. Any of you get owt nice? Got mine some chocolates and Stella, gave her em yesterday cos she's away today. Last I saw she was suitably liquored up with Dad last night so I think they had a nice evening
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