⫸STICKY⫷ Questions for Bluelight's New Members!

[Captianopiate]

I always forgive my friend I'm glad for you, I've unfortunately never had that life changing experience in the sense the healing of mental wounds has always been temporary, I'm still waiting for the day I have an amazing trip and wake up "cured" ( I think that might be part of the problem aha) but as you say I still keep moving forward no matter how hard I have to push, what else can we do.

 

[Captianopiate]

Unfortunately I'm still desperate to be on the stage and I don't know why..

 

[PtahTek]

I'm still desperate to be on the stage and I don't know why

This has been driven into us since birth... to "fit in" and "dont rock the boat" and "do as your told" etc
You will get your chance and hope ya shine like a quasar. I feel one will always feel at a loss, though. A hunger that does not go away with playing the role.
These days if one cannot or is not validated by a popular group then it can be life crushing and has. It is getting to the point of "influencers" are becoming more powerful that elected officials. I find this amazing and chaotic but what of the next generation? WTF will they have to face? I think we can have an impact on this but too few care to.

 

[Captianopiate]

This has been driven into us since birth... to "fit in" and "dont rock the boat" and "do as your told" etc
You will get your chance and hope ya shine like a quasar. I feel one will always feel at a loss, though. A hunger that does not go away with playing the role.
These days if one cannot or is not validated by a popular group then it can be life crushing and has. It is getting to the point of "influencers" are becoming more powerful that elected officials. I find this amazing and chaotic but what of the next generation? WTF will they have to face? I think we can have an impact on this but too few care to.

This has been driven into us since birth... to "fit in" and "dont rock the boat" and "do as your told" etc
You will get your chance and hope ya shine like a quasar. I feel one will always feel at a loss, though. A hunger that does not go away with playing the role.
These days if one cannot or is not validated by a popular group then it can be life crushing and has. It is getting to the point of "influencers" are becoming more powerful that elected officials. I find this amazing and chaotic but what of the next generation? WTF will they have to face? I think we can have an impact on this but too few care to.

A truer paragraph never spoken, I am in a place in my life which is so to speak stable but im so alone, and the rare times i try to engage in life in any meaningful way, just never work.

 

[PtahTek]

and the rare times i try to engage in life in any meaningful way, just never work.

Maybe because ya just aint with it? (the scene)
What are ya into?
I mean what type of surroundings would make you feel like you could be yourself and express what has been held back for so long?
Love

 

[Captianopiate]

Maybe because ya just aint with it? (the scene)
What are ya into?
I mean what type of surroundings would make you feel like you could be yourself and express what has been held back for so long?
Love

L Love japanese and manga and anime, lovvee electronic music, hate capitalsim, working sometimes i think of wandering off into the highlands' (scottish) And never returning. I still don't really know in all honesty.

 

[PtahTek]

sometimes i think of wandering off into the highlands' (scottish) And never returning.

I can connect with this. Although not in Scotland I do and have had the urge to get the fuck away from urban bull shit. I need space, air to breath and privacy. Man making it to a farm or mountain is my goal... just to get away from all the confusion.
Wont be long now that I will be making a move so we will see what life will bring looking for a jackpot. lol
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[darvocet21]

Sorry when I say part of something, I mean feeling connected with the natural world, feeling like it's okay to exist, sort of thing.

I call it being in my happy place.

 

[Nas47]

Hey everyone - welcome to Bluelight!

Sit down, get comfy and stay a while.

If you have the time, we'd love to know a bit more about how you got here. Feel free to answer as many questions as you'd like - no pressure. But these answers will help Bluelight get a better sense of our community and where Bluelight sits in their drug use trajectories.

Here we go...

1. How long was it from first browsing Bluelight to joining up as a member? Weeks, months, years?
2. Do you remember how you came to find Bluelight? Was it from a web search, from a referral from another website, from word of mouth, from social media, or some other way?
3. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis? Had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, MDMA powder, etc? or not yet?
4. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? E.g. snorting, injecting, other ROAs?

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Thank you for taking the time to help out our community, and see you around

1.I am not sure,but may be it took me a years

2.Cannot exactly remember how i found the site,but guess was a web searching 3.all of this have already tried at that time without ketamine,which is unknown for me even now.Mdma only in pill form.4.Dont sure,but thing i was IV ing morphine sulphate

 

[SoCalShordie]

Hey everyone - welcome to Bluelight!

Sit down, get comfy and stay a while.

If you have the time, we'd love to know a bit more about how you got here. Feel free to answer as many questions as you'd like - no pressure. But these answers will help Bluelight get a better sense of our community and where Bluelight sits in their drug use trajectories.

Here we go...

1. How long was it from first browsing Bluelight to joining up as a member? Weeks, months, years?

I started browsing about 5 or 6 years ago, just became a member

2. Do you remember how you came to find Bluelight? Was it from a web search, from a referral from another website, from word of mouth, from social media, or some other way?

From a simple google search

3. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis? Had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, MDMA powder, etc? or not yet?

I’ve tried almost everything under the sun lol but my faves over the years have been oxy, heroin, Xanax, alcohol, MDMA, cocainecannabis, GHB

4. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? E.g. snorting, injecting, other ROAs?

shooting, snorting, smoking

If you have any questions for US, please let a moderator know!

Thank you for taking the time to help out our community, and see you around

 

[Recurs1ve]

1. How long was it from first browsing Bluelight to joining up as a member? Weeks, months, years?
For me it was years. I've been lurking just to get info on safe first doses etc.

2. Do you remember how you came to find Bluelight? Was it from a web search, from a referral from another website, from word of mouth, from social media, or some other way?
Found you guys on google, it was years ago so there was no safe search to hide you guys.

3. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis? Had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, MDMA powder, etc? or not yet?
I have severe asthma, so when I was about 7 years old my doc was prescribing me with tylenol 3 cough syrup, which most people here know that that formula contains Codeine. Then I destroyed a disc in my back and was put on a steady diet of Hydrodone, which I have currently switched to oxycodone, Ever since then I have experimented with lots of downers, mostly benzos, opiates, z drug mostly being eszopoclone and zolpidem, gabapentin and tizanidine.

4. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? E.g. snorting, injecting, other ROAs?
I take pills. I love pills, pills are easy. I also swallow them.

 

[North Country Girl]

Hi I'm new yesterday, I was looking for any info/ help anything to help me get what I need out of pain management. I read awhile here and thought someone here maybe able to help me out so I singed right up to write my question. Im not sure I totally got what this is or even if I do now. I asked my question then read the rules and I think I may have crossed them but a mod? I disrember what they are called, but I received some advice so I guess I didn't cross the line too bad. Looking around more I'm just getting a feel for bluelight. A lot of knowledgeable users! I don't really remember what the questions were now. But yes I've been a user since adolescence. I was using crystal, 1990s southern California crystal which put the current product to shame, at 14 and I didn't even really understand anything, not that it was a hardcore drug, or the seriousness of it at all. I've mostly been using drugs just to try to control pain that overwhelms my body all day everyday. Although I've done plenty just for the fun and just for the numb and just cause I had too and everything else. I'm not interested in being sober I like to get high and feel like that's everyone's personal choice. It's my one and only life and I'm living it for me and getting all the joy and pleasure I can out of it. I'll never let it be number one, I'm grown and otherwise living responsibility and taking others into consideration to the best of my ability

 

[SadBoy2k]

1. I first starded browsing many years ago, my teenage days were quite something

2. My friend who was passionate about drugs (in a spiritual way y'know) introduced me to so many things, including this website

3. Well, it's my first time acyually scrolling through bluelight. To answer to the question here's the drugs i've had as of today: Weed, DXM, Mushrooms, Cocaine... lots of it, Ketamine, MDMA, Codeine, Opium (which I've OD'd from), Amphetamines. a ton of opiates (prescriped and the other kind)
I also use steroids.

Aside from that, I drink on a weekly basis, smoke and am on antidepressents due to a recent cancer.

4. Pretty much everything

 

[darvocet21]

Hi I'm new yesterday, I was looking for any info/ help anything to help me get what I need out of pain management. I read awhile here and thought someone here maybe able to help me out so I singed right up to write my question. Im not sure I totally got what this is or even if I do now. I asked my question then read the rules and I think I may have crossed them but a mod? I disrember what they are called, but I received some advice so I guess I didn't cross the line too bad. Looking around more I'm just getting a feel for bluelight. A lot of knowledgeable users! I don't really remember what the questions were now. But yes I've been a user since adolescence. I was using crystal, 1990s southern California crystal which put the current product to shame,

Yeah it was something. I had a ritual every time I finished my stash of getting down on my hands and knees eyeballing the carpet, because you didn't need much to get a boost

at 14 and I didn't even really understand anything, not that it was a hardcore drug, or the seriousness of it at all. I've mostly been using drugs just to try to control pain that overwhelms my body all day everyday. Although I've done plenty just for the fun and just for the numb and just cause I had too and everything else. I'm not interested in being sober I like to get high and feel like that's everyone's personal choice. It's my one and only life and I'm living it for me and getting all the joy and pleasure I can out of it. I'll never let it be number one, I'm grown and otherwise living responsibility and taking others into consideration to the best of my ability

 

[wareika]

1) Lurking for maybe 7 years regularly. Occasional specific questions but in general i am interested in all aspects of drugs (social, cultural, sci fi) so i'd just browse forums randomly. I signed up about 4 years ago but it didn't connect that time. Signed up again this year

2) Probably a web search. Way back i used to check Erowid more, but BL is where i usually find diverse answers. But also I had a friend who was on these boards for a while & i think through convos we had over last 7 years BL began to cement in my mind as a forum i could find knowledge at plus be fulfilling & hopefully can contribute to. I've never been a forum person or social media person, so this is a personal experiment but has been meaningful.

3) Many prescription meds (opiates stimulants & benzos), OTC painkillers, most classic psychedelics but not ayahuasca, a few RCs, meth, heroin. Weirdly i havent done ketamine, mdma and coke just a few times. Cannabis, alcoholol of course.
Since i've joined BL this year i dont think ive tried any new drugs except Baclofen.

4) All the main ones.. More recently tried plugging with the help of a post here

 

[anonymish]

Hey everyone - welcome to Bluelight!

Sit down, get comfy and stay a while.

If you have the time, we'd love to know a bit more about how you got here. Feel free to answer as many questions as you'd like - no pressure. But these answers will help Bluelight get a better sense of our community and where Bluelight sits in their drug use trajectories.

Here we go...

1. How long was it from first browsing Bluelight to joining up as a member? Weeks, months, years?
2. Do you remember how you came to find Bluelight? Was it from a web search, from a referral from another website, from word of mouth, from social media, or some other way?
3. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis? Had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, MDMA powder, etc? or not yet?
4. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? E.g. snorting, injecting, other ROAs?

If you have any questions for US, please let a moderator know!

Thank you for taking the time to help out our community, and see you around

1) I joined after the first couple of times I browsed the site, haven’t ever posted anything but I come fairly often to read about other people’s experiences and to find information I need. it’s a great resource
2) came across it from a web search, looking for answers to a question I had about side effects of my DOT (meth)
3) I had used weed, LSD, shrooms, coke, hydrocodone, valium, crack, and of course meth
4) at that time I had snorted, consumed, smoked, and injected.

 

[Nurse Ratched]

1) I joined after the first couple of times I browsed the site, haven’t ever posted anything but I come fairly often to read about other people’s experiences and to find information I need. it’s a great resource
2) came across it from a web search, looking for answers to a question I had about side effects of my DOT (meth)
3) I had used weed, LSD, shrooms, coke, hydrocodone, valium, crack, and of course meth
4) at that time I had snorted, consumed, smoked, and injected.

Glad you made a post and a good one at that. Jump into the forums........don't be shy. I bet you have lots of good advice to give to other people.

 

[anonymish]

Glad you made a post and a good one at that. Jump into the forums........don't be shy. I bet you have lots of good advice to give to other people.

Cool, I will do that

 

[Sweet Jane78]

Hey everyone - welcome to Bluelight!

Sit down, get comfy and stay a while.

If you have the time, we'd love to know a bit more about how you got here. Feel free to answer as many questions as you'd like - no pressure. But these answers will help Bluelight get a better sense of our community and where Bluelight sits in their drug use trajectories.

Here we go...

1. How long was it from first browsing Bluelight to joining up as a member? Weeks, months, years?

I signed up tonight after browsing 1 other day.

2. Do you remember how you came to find Bluelight? Was it from a web search, from a referral from another website, from word of mouth, from social media, or some other way?

Drug forums

3. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what drugs had you used prior to that - including psychoactive prescription drugs, alcohol, cannabis? Had you already tried powdered drugs like cocaine, meth, heroin, ketamine, MDMA powder, etc? or not yet?

I’ve used all listed, except for ketamine, before coming here.

4. Thinking back to when you first began using Bluelight, what routes of administration had you tried prior to that? E.g. snorting, injecting, other ROAs?

Snorting, eating, smoking

If you have any questions for US, please let a moderator know!

Thank you for taking the time to help out our community, and see you around

 

[vnessa]

1.
Years! Always came here before trying a new substance
2.
My best friend at the time
3. Weed, Molly, hydro (snorting eek), lsd, mushrooms, a lot of different pills as well, test chemicals
4. Smoking and snorting mainly, I’ve never been able to get my hands on anything injectable but I would like to try some day