Propofol - WOW

[wakeborder556]

I feel bad for the way your life has turned out.

 

[Geist89]

Ive kicked my wife out several times. shes oneo f the main causes of my headaches. I stopped loving her a long time ago and i cheat on her every chance i get. Life would suck without pain relief i really dont care anymore. If i had access to heroin i would slam like 5 grams right now....

I'm not sure if you're trolling, but if you aren't you should seriously check out a 12-step program like AA or NA. Especially when you're raising an innocent child, you should be there to be a loving and supporting parent. The last thing you need to do is get smashed or slam some skag.

 

[psychedelic nod]

When i was younger and less stable i once swallowed 30 clonadine followed by 15 chewed up 100mg mscontins.

people, its okay, this guy can obviously eat a gram and a half of morphine and be okay, so propofol, beer, whatever the fuck hes going through now must be cake.

 

[edarrin]

was also under the impression that propofol was very dangerous to use without the supervision of an anesthesiologist.

It is. The 'therapeutic window' is narrow. That basically means that the dose that is good and the dose that is very bad is not far apart.

I had some when I broke and dislocated my shoulder a few years ago. It was wonderful in that it was instant relief from all pain. But all I remember about the experience is that , perhaps for 30 seconds or so I had a great rush. Don't remember a thing for the next 1.5-2 hours. That is the part I find worrisome as I have previously had experiences like that and it's scary when you wake up and can't remember where you parked your car. Can't have a repeat of that type of behaviour.

I think one needs to be very careful with it. It is a derivitive of barbituates I believe and would likely have some nasty w/d effects, although of 10cc I doubt you need to worry about that too much. Just if it turns into a regular thing.

 

[Geist89]

people, its okay, this guy can obviously eat a gram and a half of morphine and be okay, so propofol, beer, whatever the fuck hes going through now must be cake.

I smell a troll.

 

[johanneschimpo]

this thread should be nuked

 

[Geist89]

 

[propofoler]

I'm sorry i didnt mean to get any negative reactions or piss anyone off. I know it was stupid what i did.

I guess this is the curse i get for used to being a drug abuser. Now that i actually need the meds for pain the docs dont want to give them to me because of my past drug abuse. Im in a very unstable place right now, I didnt mean what i said about my wife i love her, ive just not been myself since the head injury. But she can be crazy at times. She has an alcohol problem. I woke up once with her breaking a forty ounce bottle on my head.

Anyway Thanks for the support, if i hadnt posted on this message board and read your comments i might not be here right now. I think this board has served its purpose for me it kept me from injecting that entire vial and dieing.

Its weird i have a hard time talking about my problems to a counselor, but with the invention of the internet i can tell my thoughts to random people i dont even know. I think the docs are right no matter how much pain im in i need to get my seizures controlled. I am only 24 years old and have already been to a pain management doc, They were giving me ms contins oxycontin anything i wanted, and i did start abusing the medication for its euphoric values. Shooting them up. I think my life would be much better without opiates, that is unless i somehow had an unlimited supply and tolerance werent a factor.

I can remember shooting up 3 80 oxy's and not feeling anything, from there i was lead to heroin and i was doing grams a day. Both my pride and wallet was empty. Then i met my wife, she gave me an ultimatum to stop the heroin use, and she promised to stop drinking. Anyway i dont need to tell you my whole life story you probly dont want to hear it. But i thank you for your support i might not be here if i didnt listen to the advice of on this forum. exuse the grammar they just switched me to a new seizure drug called dilantin and im feeling kinda weird.

 

[Desdenova]

I think you really need to sit down and think about your child

From what you've described, it doesn't sound like you or your wife are in any condition to be caring for a child, especially a newborn

You should really consider giving up your baby to Children's Services. If you do it voluntarily, you can seek treatment and once you're better, get your baby back

I know I sound harsh, but you have to consider what's in the best interest of your child

 

[bigjames]

when a bunch of junkies are telling you not to do a drug, you should seriously examine whether or not you should be doing that drug.

Wow, I lol'ed, but this is the truth. I would reconsider IVing any more and talk to your doctor, or find a new doctor if you are not comfortable, or unhappy with your current one.

 

[onceuponatime]

Anyone shooting up Propofol is heading for death.
Simple as that.
This is a harm reduction site, right?

 

[brutus]

^ Last time I checked it was a harm reduction website. This thread is ridiculous. Several pages of people telling the OP how he is a fucking idiot and he still won't listen. Shit like this makes me pissed off. I guess the OP is going to kill himself one day soon.

OP: Have you ever woke up from a coma because of drugs? It's not fun.

Sometimes it is smart to listen to strangers on the internet.

Especially if they claim to be a 14 year old girl looking for sex.

 

[I am shpongled]

I just had some yesterday for wisdom teeth and it felt great.'

But I was high for only about 15 minutes after being unconscious for 45 minutes.

So...

I would think this stuff would kind of suck and / or be addictive