IWantFentanylInMyShit
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- Aug 5, 2023
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I've had a benzo and painpill habit for about 4 years now. In and out of relationships and homelessness and all that of the sorts. My guy gets prescribed a lot of good shit and I'm SOL on the percs until friday. I was able to get some methadone though. I've had methadone before and I'm not the biggest fan of it. It doesn't get me nodding off in the same way that other opioids do. I'm also very sensitive to serotonin. a point of molly will get my jaw vibrating and my pupils blown to oblivion. I prefer dissociatives but I can't dissociate off of DXM because it's serotonergic effects get too powerful and overwhelming before I feel comfortable enough to take a good enough dose to dissociate. Just even the small serotonergic effects of methadone is enough to make colors brighter and for things to have a fuzzy outline. Methadone makes my touch sensitive and overall isn't really the high I'm looking for when I do opioids. My guy also gets prescribed promethazine. Is there a good synchronization I can get by combining the two? Do they synchronize? Is there any dangers? I don't mind falling asleep and not waking up. I just don't want any seizures or nausea.
