all good info and all... but just recently i suffered P/W's and now know what AWFUL hell it truly is.
ive had bupe many times in the past, mostly all from the street but also from a doctor for about 8 months a couple years ago. until recently i had never experienced P/W when using suboxone or subutex either one.
I had been using opiates again recently and I am certianly physically addicted again, about one or two bags a day habit(or equivalent). I got my hands on one 8mg suboxone film last week. Im trying to kick on my own, so i planned on trying to use that ONE sub. obviously needing to break it down into smaller doses and trying to make it last. Ive IV'd suboxone strips in the past, so i planned to do just that to make the sub last as long as possible.
I had shot not even a whole bag in the morning. 10 hours later i THOUGHT i was sick enough to go ahead and take some sub. I cut a tiny peice of the sub film, maybe not even 1mg of it. I dissolved the peice and double filtered it, just like i used to do. no issues or anything, so i went ahead and IV'd the small dose i rigged up. as soon as i pulled the rig out, i knew i was SCREWED. it felt like i could feel the shot going thru me like fire. Instant hardcore withdrawal, im talking bad-trip style. for some reason it even flared up my sciatica.
I went thru HELL for the first hour, and took 1mg xanax to try and calm down. It didnt do much, and later that night, around 4 am, i ended up in the Emergency Room with my sciatica. i got an anti-imflammatory shot, two 5/500 hydros, and a 5 mg valium. and was sent out with a 20 script of each and some ibuprofen. i went home and managed to sleep for a few hours, and had to get my hands on a couple bags of dope to get any sort of sanity, much less relief.
Ive shot suboxone films before many times before(not that im gonna condone that) and NEVER ever had precipitated withdrawal... I dont know if they just recently started making sure that naloxone is active when shot, or if i just screwed up and didnt wait long enough. I am seeing more and more P/W stories... so maybe they started making sure that the naloxone is active when IV'd and they weren't before? Its just that i got those P/W's almost instantly, and whenever i used to shoot bupe before it took about 5-15 minutes to start kicking in. thats one reason why im susupicious about the naloxone.
but i always thought that naloxone cant touch the bupe due to the binding affinity of the bupe over the naloxone tho? isnt this true?
if so i must just have not waited long enough... but im scared as all hell to shoot the sub now. im even scared to take it sublingually... so now i plan to wait at least 24 hrs before dosing ANY bupe after dope. ugh im so scared now.