Hello everyone,
After some searching, I decided to use this forum to try to find some input and advice on my situation.
Monday night I aquired 2 grams of what was supposed to be cheap coke. It being cheap, I know it was cut and accepted this no problem. Not knowing purity is a huge issue here, still. I have what was leftover that I could examined to help any possible treatment a doctor could offer.
Anyways, came home and started my session for the night. I've done quite a bit of coke and have never had issues with going overboard, so I usually don't measaure precise dosages. 2 grams in a night has never been an issue.
After 2 or 3 lines, it became apparent this was super speedy shit based on 1 previous meth session. Felt like it was mostly speed actually, with very little if any coke.
Because of my ignorance and zero previous research on amphetmine, i was treating the powder like the coke i usually get. This was a mistake.
I went entirely overboard, using somewhere around 500-700mg in the first 15 hours, dosing probably twice an hour, small bumps. I was super wired and sweating buckets. Definitely experienced amphetamine psychosis. Hearing faint voices, sounds, slightly hallucinating, basically freaking out. Thought I had possibly brought out some underlying schizophrenia. Was up for somewhere around 40 hours before being able to sleep for 5-6 hours. Then, like a dipshit went right back to it when I woke up, using another 200-300mgs which wired me for another 20 hours or so. The schizophrenic like symptoms were more than likely due to the sleep deprivation. 5 hours of sleep in 4 days.
Anyways, throughout this process I was not being responsible at all. Was not keeping properly hydrated, not keeping myself from overheating, etc. Afterwards when coming down, my entire body felt completely beat up due to not eating or drinking while putting this much stress on the body. Was severely tweaking during this time.
5 days later I'm somewhat back to normal. Still having issues sleeping normally.The voices, hallucinations, etc are all gone. Still feel way off in my mind. Feel like I'm stuck in a slightly stimulated state, almost feels like the speed brought out some anxiety. Not my usual relaxed, level headed self. Can't think 100% clearly, balance is little off, and just a general empty feeling in the head. Feels like a chemical imbalance. Doing some research, I've found that these are all symptoms of amphetamine psychosis and usually relieve themselves in time. 10-30 days sometimes, with a small chance of never going away.
I have no illusions about this whole episode doing damage to the brain with those high dosages and general irresponsibility , I can feel it. Looking for people experienced with these types of situations to give input on how severely I fucked myself up and what I can do to help the situation before I go see a doctor. Any input is appreciated.
After some searching, I decided to use this forum to try to find some input and advice on my situation.
Monday night I aquired 2 grams of what was supposed to be cheap coke. It being cheap, I know it was cut and accepted this no problem. Not knowing purity is a huge issue here, still. I have what was leftover that I could examined to help any possible treatment a doctor could offer.
Anyways, came home and started my session for the night. I've done quite a bit of coke and have never had issues with going overboard, so I usually don't measaure precise dosages. 2 grams in a night has never been an issue.
After 2 or 3 lines, it became apparent this was super speedy shit based on 1 previous meth session. Felt like it was mostly speed actually, with very little if any coke.
Because of my ignorance and zero previous research on amphetmine, i was treating the powder like the coke i usually get. This was a mistake.
I went entirely overboard, using somewhere around 500-700mg in the first 15 hours, dosing probably twice an hour, small bumps. I was super wired and sweating buckets. Definitely experienced amphetamine psychosis. Hearing faint voices, sounds, slightly hallucinating, basically freaking out. Thought I had possibly brought out some underlying schizophrenia. Was up for somewhere around 40 hours before being able to sleep for 5-6 hours. Then, like a dipshit went right back to it when I woke up, using another 200-300mgs which wired me for another 20 hours or so. The schizophrenic like symptoms were more than likely due to the sleep deprivation. 5 hours of sleep in 4 days.
Anyways, throughout this process I was not being responsible at all. Was not keeping properly hydrated, not keeping myself from overheating, etc. Afterwards when coming down, my entire body felt completely beat up due to not eating or drinking while putting this much stress on the body. Was severely tweaking during this time.
5 days later I'm somewhat back to normal. Still having issues sleeping normally.The voices, hallucinations, etc are all gone. Still feel way off in my mind. Feel like I'm stuck in a slightly stimulated state, almost feels like the speed brought out some anxiety. Not my usual relaxed, level headed self. Can't think 100% clearly, balance is little off, and just a general empty feeling in the head. Feels like a chemical imbalance. Doing some research, I've found that these are all symptoms of amphetamine psychosis and usually relieve themselves in time. 10-30 days sometimes, with a small chance of never going away.
I have no illusions about this whole episode doing damage to the brain with those high dosages and general irresponsibility , I can feel it. Looking for people experienced with these types of situations to give input on how severely I fucked myself up and what I can do to help the situation before I go see a doctor. Any input is appreciated.
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