Opioids Please Help!! Withdraw :(

[Miss Kirsty]

Shit OP!! I missed the second page of your thread!!! I only read the first page then typed out my response not knowing there was another page to go!!!!
Sorry about that mate...12 days is fanfuckingtastic!!!! unreal...Im having a week weak (pun intended) ...agragghhhh...8X I have the worst urges this week than i have had in a year, and i dont know why Even bluelight seems to trigger me if im not careful!!!
12 day is magic chickadee...You are indeed an inspiration!

 

[regfairfield]

i would say smoke some pot...it would take away alot of the symptoms...also some may look at it as switching drug for drug...but weed for a couple weeks better than ruining your life with an opiate addiction

 

[Titus]

@Titus yeah ive tried out other forums but i hate all of them but this one. just get back on the subutex and xanax, i promise if i can do it you can!! keep your head up, pm me if you need anything. oh and thanks for calling me an inspiration!!! maybe its just my wacked out emotions but it really meant a lot

GOOD LUCK!!!!!

Thanks, and u are. On that ammt oxy I had a sizeable coke habit back in the day and remember it ws torture for MONTHS and that's just psychological not physical. So you facing that oxy habit is quite a feat. I thought i had the dope beat but got over confident and got smacked downto learn some humility or something I guess'

Can't wait for my vacation next week, it's a staycatioin but there's a lot of crap i need to cctuallldo that I've been putting off for too long. cand spending time wiht mh new baby bor. He's' 5months old and great! Hoping I can stick to the subs and benzo's of that week. And another post with lines of ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz and keeping my eyes open for 4 sec's to hit send...

 

[livetheopiatedream]

@opiatedream, im gonna pm you once my 180 minutes is up lol. im such a noob to this site. but i got a couple q?s for you so watch out for the message.

im sure ill notice it lol im on farrr too much. the boredom of slight WD is KILLING me so i have to be doing something at all times, and as i enjoy drug talk altogether too much i wind up here. ugh i halved my sub dose today from .5ish to .25ish. for some reason tapers always make me crave ketamine cuz its SO excellent for the WD anxiety.

DOOD I JUST REALIZED- ITS 4/20 LYK SUPER SOON. and toronto always has all kindsa shit goin on ... everyone comes out to burn not sure if u smoke any pot but if u do i find this helps wds a LOT.

 

[My9RidesShotgun]

Shit OP!! I missed the second page of your thread!!! I only read the first page then typed out my response not knowing there was another page to go!!!!
Sorry about that mate...12 days is fanfuckingtastic!!!! unreal...Im having a week weak (pun intended) ...agragghhhh...8X I have the worst urges this week than i have had in a year, and i dont know why Even bluelight seems to trigger me if im not careful!!!
12 day is magic chickadee...You are indeed an inspiration!

girl dont be sorry!!! both your posts made me feel awesome and just keep your head up, if youve got a whole year under your belt, you can make it through a week. GOOD LUCK

 

[My9RidesShotgun]

im sure ill notice it lol im on farrr too much. the boredom of slight WD is KILLING me so i have to be doing something at all times, and as i enjoy drug talk altogether too much i wind up here. ugh i halved my sub dose today from .5ish to .25ish. for some reason tapers always make me crave ketamine cuz its SO excellent for the WD anxiety.

DOOD I JUST REALIZED- ITS 4/20 LYK SUPER SOON. and toronto always has all kindsa shit goin on ... everyone comes out to burn not sure if u smoke any pot but if u do i find this helps wds a LOT.

i sent the pm to you. and yeah ive had this account for like 2 days and ive been on it constantly...its nice cause its all drug talk, which is all of our main interests, but everyone is so positive and encouraging, it actually helps me a lot weirdly enough. i never really smoke cause im scripted and my dr DTs me but i have a few times these past couple weeks just to sleep and calm down the restlessness. but yeah fucking around on here keeps me busy which is exactly what i need right now.

 

[My9RidesShotgun]

i get my script tomorrow...idk if day 13 is gonna happen 8( especilly if i still feel like this...

 

[livetheopiatedream]

i get my script tomorrow...idk if day 13 is gonna happen 8( especilly if i still feel like this...

oohhh crapp ur scripted?? how much of it? for what problem r u prescribed oc??? i could NOT control myself if i had a fat script lying around. omg if i had a dilli script or sumthin id just go be done with it and buy the 100 box of needles [usually comes in tens lol but there are ECONO size }
u could always muscle through though and sell it thinkin of all the $ u will make, u said thats what u planned. i guess i shouldnt advocate that but eh
if u can get sub take a bunch of that so u cant get high??

it will make all this suffering such a waste if u run thru that whole script and start at ground zero, other than its a learning experience, but even if u do fuckup a little it doesnt mean u gotta do it all and tat u failed, all part of the process. i always like to remember when i started tryin to quit seriously as well as my last clean date proper, so that i remember that it hasnt only really been like two weeks and i got lotsa time under my belt before that, and each time i do better, and even if i dont, motivated to try harder

i pm'd u back

edit-does that jwh shit show on drug tests? cuz i dont think so. would b maybe a good alternative if u like pot. it can b sooo useful for the mental WD for me. even some of the physical stuff. i always smoke thru the acute shit

 

[Miss Kirsty]

You going through all this shit so as you can get a script in the morning and start all over again?.....Fuck that man...Think about it...Good and hard mate, and you know it will fuck you over again straight away man...

 

[My9RidesShotgun]

oohhh crapp ur scripted?? how much of it? for what problem r u prescribed oc??? i could NOT control myself if i had a fat script lying around. omg if i had a dilli script or sumthin id just go be done with it and buy the 100 box of needles [usually comes in tens lol but there are ECONO size }
u could always muscle through though and sell it thinkin of all the $ u will make, u said thats what u planned. i guess i shouldnt advocate that but eh
if u can get sub take a bunch of that so u cant get high??

it will make all this suffering such a waste if u run thru that whole script and start at ground zero, other than its a learning experience, but even if u do fuckup a little it doesnt mean u gotta do it all and tat u failed, all part of the process. i always like to remember when i started tryin to quit seriously as well as my last clean date proper, so that i remember that it hasnt only really been like two weeks and i got lotsa time under my belt before that, and each time i do better, and even if i dont, motivated to try harder

i pm'd u back

edit-does that jwh shit show on drug tests? cuz i dont think so. would b maybe a good alternative if u like pot. it can b sooo useful for the mental WD for me. even some of the physical stuff. i always smoke thru the acute shit

yeah i get 180 30s and 60 opana 20s a month. and my fiance gets the same exact thing. we just share them, act like both scripts are both of ours, his is actually the one thats today but its the same shit as if it was mine since we share. i have some fractured vertebrae in my neck and back, and i broke my femur so i have a rod in my leg from my knee to my hip plus 4 huge screws. so coming off this shit has been extra rough in the body ache area because my back and my leg have been KILLING me. ive been waaayyyy overmedicating it all with roxy and shit and now i have to take ibuprofen to try to even take the edge off. doesnt really work lol. but honestly im pretty sure im gonna do a few of these, but only A FEW. i think were gonna get rid of them all super quick (they fuckin fly around here like theyre gold lol) but save like the last 10. so then thats all we can do, no more than 5 apiece,and then theres no more. which i guess well have a fat stack so we could technically just go get more but its a serious drought around here right now so thats a plus. so itll technically be a relapse but at least not like a full-on, blow through every pill in each bottle kind of relapse so thats good.

and i actually only go every 3 months and he writes me postdated scripts for the months i dont go, so my next appt is may 30th, so i can smoke for now til the end of the month. i dont really like weed that much though, used to love it and stay stoned constantly, but now i only hit it if i want to be able to sleep better.

 

[ReversiblePulpitis]

You obviously have legit issues with pain. Have you not considered locking them the fuck up and taking BY MOUTH what you're supposed to, or better yet - try to take less than? That and/or switch to scripted methadone?

EDIT:
& in combination with that -- go and get some new hobbies with your fiance to have fun and pass the time that you'd usually fill with just more opiates. Sounds cheesy I guess, but one of my hobbies is my car. When I'm not working on it, I'm washing it, polishing it, or driving it. Go on walks. Go to the damn zoo. It's summer! Take advantage! Get a puppy and play with him, et etc.

 

[livetheopiatedream]

U should edit an above post rather than posting twice if ur the last poster! I'm not sure if this is the type of shit u report or not just so the poster notices. Not sure how it all works yet

edit - Lol I am happy!! I saw a mod correct this earlier (tho they just went ahead and did it for whoever it was I forget) so I thought id make myself useful for a change before they went and did it anyway.

 

[My9RidesShotgun]

You obviously have legit issues with pain. Have you not considered locking them the fuck up and taking BY MOUTH what you're supposed to, or better yet - try to take less than? That and/or switch to scripted methadone?

EDIT:
& in combination with that -- go and get some new hobbies with your fiance to have fun and pass the time that you'd usually fill with just more opiates. Sounds cheesy I guess, but one of my hobbies is my car. When I'm not working on it, I'm washing it, polishing it, or driving it. Go on walks. Go to the damn zoo. It's summer! Take advantage! Get a puppy and play with him, et etc.

i dont have the willpower, id have to give them to someone to dose me out every day, and i dont know anyone i trust not to do them lol.
im thinking about switching to methadone instead of opana since the new ones are garbage, but i really dont want an addiction to dones, since the WDs are supposed to be sooo much worse than roxy, and i dont think i can make it through anything worse than the hell im very slowly coming out of, in fact im amazed that ive even made it this far.

you are DEFINITELY right about the hobbies, i joined a gym, but i gotta find other shit to do obviously. and now ill have money to go shopping yay!!! haha. and im actually dying to go to the zoo lol.

thanks for the advice!!!

 

[livetheopiatedream]

Hobbies are sooooo important for he boredom anxiety n depression that inevitably come with WD. I am also scared to get on methadone cuz of the long WD. Beyond that I see no reason not to: oh, except jacking my dose up cuz I (clearly) have NO self control (at least I know that) so i will wind up at some crazy dose like 140mg a day an not bs able to shoot through it ever. If I could stay at 30-40 mg I would it would b no diff than bupe is for me tho I expect. Maybe it's help the mental shit that's y I am considering it but there are certainly negatives.
To get off done, I would take a week of shorter acting agonist like heroin, after 6-7 days I'd wait 24 hrs and switch to bupe for two weeks( as detox aid not for maintenance) and then (hopefully) the done WD would e pretty well over once I jump a full three weeks later to Nuthin. Def still a little WD but this seems like the least painful way to do it. I could NoT hack a month of WD. I have maddd respect for anyone who has .

Ye isn't it weird spending $ on sumtin other than drugs n smokes n ur car or whatever u use to get to ur drugs lol.
Exercise really really helps. Even if u can only wall 20 mins u will feel better after. Keep me posted on how u do with ur script- dopefeind time is slow as molasses... I am currently tired of waiting for drugs (only k but it will stop the major h craving I've had all day In IT'S tRACKS!

 

[My9RidesShotgun]

Hobbies are sooooo important for he boredom anxiety n depression that inevitably come with WD. I am also scared to get on methadone cuz of the long WD. Beyond that I see no reason not to: oh, except jacking my dose up cuz I (clearly) have NO self control (at least I know that) so i will wind up at some crazy dose like 140mg a day an not bs able to shoot through it ever. If I could stay at 30-40 mg I would it would b no diff than bupe is for me tho I expect. Maybe it's help the mental shit that's y I am considering it but there are certainly negatives.
To get off done, I would take a week of shorter acting agonist like heroin, after 6-7 days I'd wait 24 hrs and switch to bupe for two weeks( as detox aid not for maintenance) and then (hopefully) the done WD would e pretty well over once I jump a full three weeks later to Nuthin. Def still a little WD but this seems like the least painful way to do it. I could NoT hack a month of WD. I have maddd respect for anyone who has .

Ye isn't it weird spending $ on sumtin other than drugs n smokes n ur car or whatever u use to get to ur drugs lol.
Exercise really really helps. Even if u can only wall 20 mins u will feel better after. Keep me posted on how u do with ur script- dopefeind time is slow as molasses... I am currently tired of waiting for drugs (only k but it will stop the major h craving I've had all day In IT'S tRACKS!

thats actually a really good detox plan in theory. but like you said, theres no way i would eat the dones at the right dose, i do them (well did them i guess) when i was low on money and couldnt afford all the roxys and panas, cause theyre sooooomuch cheaper...but throughout the day i would take at least 100 mgs. so i know i couldnt detox that way cause it would judt start a new addiction. i thought about it and im pretty sure hes not gonna get back with the script ti like 5 but il def lt you know what happens!!!

 

[livetheopiatedream]

Yes I know it's a good methadone wd plan lolll I Gots it allllll worked out (lol NOT if u look at my life and what I've done to it since I met my first 80.) my BF and I reasoned it out one day for shits n giggles Zactly how we'd go about tackling a month long WD.
Ye. U gotta wait till 5 that sucks. I'm on BL till 6-something til my k guy is home- . Tho his quality isn't what I'm used to right now it'll suffice ... I have not used k since Sunday so I'm treating myself. I wanna try n save a nice dissociating line for 4:20 but I doubt I'll manage that lol I rarely do. It's like not finishing all ur blow or h ... Compulsive redosin till it's gone. Then convince self not to get more.

Keep Meh Posted

 

[My9RidesShotgun]

@opiate dream-still waiting. still debating if im gonna do any. thinking that whatever the end result of that debate is, my nose will be filled with roxies within a couple hrs lol. so were both playing the waiting game, actually til about the same time cause youre an hour ahead of me! lol. i think its been 3 hrs now so im gonna go try to pm you again lolol.

 

[My9RidesShotgun]

oh yeh nd did you see what that LeRouche bitch or whatever her name is was saying on my other thread??? cunt. check it out if you didnt see it.

 

[livetheopiatedream]

@opiate dream-still waiting. still debating if im gonna do any. thinking that whatever the end result of that debate is, my nose will be filled with roxies within a couple hrs lol. so were both playing the waiting game, actually til about the same time cause youre an hour ahead of me! lol. i think its been 3 hrs now so im gonna go try to pm you again lolol.

if u CAN not do any. then dont do it
i personally couldnt handle a fat script in front of me in WD so dont feel too bad if u f up a lil bit. but sell sum n make sum munney. annnnddd the more u do the worse u will feel remember. and careful u dont dose any sub too early after this shiz if u stil have it lyin around. dunno if uve ever had PWD [precipitated] but it suuuuccckkkksss ass. its worse than the peak of shittiness feeling in detox, like day 2.5.

ii was juuust talking about im waitin for the man, the song, in another thread lol
but i am no longer waitin, i got my ket yayayyay! its a lil weak. my bf doesnt like me to iv k around him soooo i will only do that later if i do [ha! if]. please dont jump all over me people i am aware its a shit idea to iv K.

u ever listen to the song heroin-the velvet underground? if not listen. the riff at the beginning over the noise is like an opiate come-up to me.

lemme know how much u did\ if u wound up catchin a buzz or not later.. ill be hangin around all nite cuz i dun wanna party myself out b4 420. ie i am stayin home lol.

talk soon, im assumin u are currently dealing with the decision of to do or not to do.





mannnn my ass hurts from sitting in this position WAY too long. ouch.

 

[sonic]

Wow, that tolerance is just crazy. I thought it was a typo at first or that you were exaggerating, but I believe you. I could see myself getting to that level if I just went on doing as much as I wanted completely un-monitored.
I think that you need to worry about tapering before you can even think about quitting. Going cold turkey is just very unlikely to work. The withdrawal will be too immense and you'll end up relapsing.
I recommend going on suboxone. Even that will be hard if you're used to half a gram of a strong semi-synthetic full agonist opiate, but you'll adjust to the sub within a week or 2. 16mg/day will hold almost anyone over no matter what their habit was.
You might not be totally comfortable, but you'll get used to it.
It's amazing what doctors give out, either that or you have some crazy connections and are going to extreme measures to get high..