Opioids Please Help!! Withdraw :(

[My9RidesShotgun]

I was doing at least 600-900 mg of oc roxy and opana daily for the past 2 years. Im a 24 year old girl and i weigh like 115-120. ridiculous i know. However 9 days ago I started detoxing (on my own not in a facilty) using mostly xanax, a little sub. im amazed that ive stayed clean for even 9 days honestly. my problem is im still getting chills/sweats, headaches, i cant eat at all, and my stomach still isnt right. and also i literally can think of nothing but getting some blues, but i expected that. dont know how long ill be able to resist though =/ oh and i am ridiculously emotional and unbalanced, i burst into tears all the time for no reason at all when im not even sad, and i can barely sleep. but i was under the impression that after like 5-6 days tops, physically you were supposed to feel fine, besides the god awful depression. and thats how its been the one or two other times ive detoxed (for like a week lol) so i dont understand why i still feel like dog shit. has this happened to anyone else? does anyone know when the hell i should feel better? please help if you know. thanks yall.

 

[ixy]

I've only ever detoxed from dope (I was doing about a bun of good stuff a day)
but i usually felt pretty awful for about 4 days or so and then i would be a little achy with sweats for maybe another week or so after. taking the subs might have made it last a little longer (but probably also made it less intense). After doing so much for so long, after 9 days it's probably normal to still fell a little off, but i'm sure it's almost over give it another day or two.
As for the mental shit, that lasts a while, like months, although you do gradually feel better the longer you stay lean so it's not so terrible. I always had trouble sleeping for about a month and the only time i was clean for a while it took 6 months for me to get back to normal mentally (that was after only doing dope for like 6 months so honestly i'm fucking dreading getting off suboxone now after getting back on dope for another 2 years) .
If you're really having a hard time , anti-depressants might help, I always thought it would just be switching one drug for anther, but at this point i've realized that anything is better than being a junkie again so if i needed them i'd take them.

Just hang in there, your through the worst of it. physically, you'll feel better in a few days. as for the other shit, the longer you stay clean the better it gets, they say the first month is the hardest. you can pm me if u have questions or whatever

 

[paper planes]

how much suboxone have you been taking cuz that should make you feel fine at least compared to what you feel from full on W/D.. I wouldnt start anitdepresants if i were you, i think those are worse than opiates depending on the person, but i really dislike anti-depresants for many reasons.. i know its hard but have you been eating anything or drinking plenty of fluids like gatorade and water.. and whatever the dose of suboxone may be its best to just take it for like 3 days id say 2-4 mgs the first day and maybe continue that through the 2nd day or if you could go down to 1 mg and do another 1 mg on the 3rd day.. its also best to be up and active at least do what you can.. hot showers always seem to relax me and they feel real good too.. good luck tho use this time to regain will power and control over your life

 

[Flabu]

I was doing at least 600-900 mg of oc roxy and opana daily for the past 2 years. Im a 24 year old girl and i weigh like 115-120. ridiculous i know. However 9 days ago I started detoxing (on my own not in a facilty) using mostly xanax, a little sub. im amazed that ive stayed clean for even 9 days honestly. my problem is im still getting chills/sweats, headaches, i cant eat at all, and my stomach still isnt right. and also i literally can think of nothing but getting some blues, but i expected that. dont know how long ill be able to resist though =/ oh and i am ridiculously emotional and unbalanced, i burst into tears all the time for no reason at all when im not even sad, and i can barely sleep. but i was under the impression that after like 5-6 days tops, physically you were supposed to feel fine, besides the god awful depression. and thats how its been the one or two other times ive detoxed (for like a week lol) so i dont understand why i still feel like dog shit. has this happened to anyone else? does anyone know when the hell i should feel better? please help if you know. thanks yall.

I am sorry but this must be a typo. 600-900 mg of oxycodone a day for a girl your size? No way, thats impossible for multiple reasons. First being, you would die from that dose. Second being, the amount of money and resources to maintain that habit is incredible. Unless you live next door to the factory that produces the pills and are able to sneak in every night and take tons of them I dont see this being possible.

My advice for the withdrawals though, your already at day 9 and the worst is already over. Your still gonna feel funky depending on how long and how much you were using. Human brain and body cannot adapt that fast to such a drastic change in your chemistry. Just hang in there and do things that you enjoy doing other than using. Eat snacks, sweets and other pleasure foods. Sleep a lot. Talk to people about how your feeling and ask for advice. Take long walks around the area. Try to be happy, I know its hard, I am trying to quit for the 15th time right now.

 

[LeLouche]

OP: Are you really going through 10 x 80mg oxys? Or since you said blues thats about 30 blues a day? Someone has a scipt every day of the month for you lol. Maybe not a typo but that is huge.

Anyway, how much suboxone haveyou been taking? You need to remember that is has a 36 hour half life, and is a strong drug. Lets say you need 1mg to fill all your receptors. You take 8mg. 72 hours later you are at 2mg. 36 hours later you are at 1, then one day later you are at .5 and will experience withdrawal equal to half being full, half empty.

You need to remember that. Subs will build up, and make the withdrawals last significantly longer, for the trade of postponing the withdrawals while you're taking them.

 

[GourmetPez]

600-900mg a day!? How is that even possible? You're lucky your wd isn't killing you to be honest. But since you've made it that far I wouldn't turn back. Couple more days and maybe a lil more sub and you should be fine physically.

 

[woamotive]

It isn't necessarily a typo. I am a small girl weighing 105-110 lbs @ 5'8''. I am addicted to opiates- take a similar oxy dose daily or @ gram of dope.

W/d time varies person to person. Just hang in there and don't fall to temptation. You can do it.

 

[tricomb]

You would be surprised what a small woman can handle in terms of opiates. The highest tolerance I've ever seen was my mom's mom, taking multiple grams of morphine ER everyday with half a dozen fentanyl patches and 1600mcg fentanyl lollipops in between.

Rest in Peace

 

[Mr.Scagnattie]

^^

Sorry to hear that Tricomb. That's a shitty thing.

But, I agree..I've known some chics who could completely wipe the floor with the majority of guys in regards to getting high. Tolerance is a big factor.. even more so than psychical size.

 

[Flabu]

To maintain this habit, she is dropping <No price discussion> on oxycodone per day and has to find somebody to buy that amount from. If she is scripted it, that is 20-30 30 mg roxies per day. No doctor would EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER script that amount. Thats 600-900 roxi pills per month! I think its a typo and she meant 60-90 mg per day.

 

[LeLouche]

^^^Exactly. I never said it had anything to do with her gender. Other people assumed that.

I'm just saying it's a HUGE habit, and one person has to get a script every day to meet her habit. That's crazy if true.

 

[My9RidesShotgun]

@IXY
thanks for all the info/encouragement. i just pray to god that it doesnt take 6 months for my head to go back to normal cause i will relapse for sure if that happens. i really came of mostly with xanaxes, i took like 3-4 subs the whole time. when you go to detox again, def get benzos, the are miracle workers. they even get rid of chills, even though you still wont be able to regulate your temperature that well, they help soooo much with the chills and sweats. i really hope you can do it thanks for helping me out!!!

 

[My9RidesShotgun]

I am sorry but this must be a typo. 600-900 mg of oxycodone a day for a girl your size? No way, thats impossible for multiple reasons. First being, you would die from that dose. Second being, the amount of money and resources to maintain that habit is incredible. Unless you live next door to the factory that produces the pills and are able to sneak in every night and take tons of them I dont see this being possible.

My advice for the withdrawals though, your already at day 9 and the worst is already over. Your still gonna feel funky depending on how long and how much you were using. Human brain and body cannot adapt that fast to such a drastic change in your chemistry. Just hang in there and do things that you enjoy doing other than using. Eat snacks, sweets and other pleasure foods. Sleep a lot. Talk to people about how your feeling and ask for advice. Take long walks around the area. Try to be happy, I know its hard, I am trying to quit for the 15th time right now.




dude come kick it with me for a day and watch me do 30 30s plus like 5 opana 40s. im telling you its bad. i have a script, but its gone in like 3 days or so and then i gotta hustle the rest of the month to get through. I promise you its the god honest truth.

im trying to keep busy buy my last 2 years have been literally NOTHING but pills for me, i dont even remember what i used to do before pills. plus i still cant eat hardly at all...but anyways i realy hpe you do good with your detox. stockpile xanaxes it will help you so much to get through it.

 

[LeLouche]

Honestly, ever thought of heroin?

 

[My9RidesShotgun]

@ LeLouche: i do mostly blues and opana, sometimes OP 80s. but i really am not lying about the amount i do. and thats just to keep from being sick, i dont even really catch a buzz. just feel normal. but when i was at the beginning of my WD, i took a shit ton of xanax, i only took 3 or 4 subs (the 8s) this whole time, whenever i felt too bad to bear it. and its been days since i took any sub. im still eating the fuck out of xanax though, because im so emotionally unbalanced i cant make it without them. plus they help a little bit with my opiate cravings. not that much though cause every minute of every day i have to talk myself out of going to get blues. but thanks for the advice!!!


oh and also @ Flabu-im extremely lucky if i spend only $400 a day. like i said i gotta hustle my ass off all month long =/

Honestly, ever thought of heroin?

ive done it, smoked it not IV, but honestly my tolerance is so high it would cost me just as much to actually get fucked up as its costing me now. but at least id have a buzz lol.

You would be surprised what a small woman can handle in terms of opiates. The highest tolerance I've ever seen was my mom's mom, taking multiple grams of morphine ER everyday with half a dozen fentanyl patches and 1600mcg fentanyl lollipops in between.

Rest in Peace, April 26, 2011

im really really sorry about your grandma ive been through that shit with both of mine, plus my dad, so i know how bad it sucks. im really sad for you

600-900mg a day!? How is that even possible? You're lucky your wd isn't killing you to be honest. But since you've made it that far I wouldn't turn back. Couple more days and maybe a lil more sub and you should be fine physically.

yeah i definitely felt like i was gonna die lol. but yeah the 600-900 mgs is so far from a typo. i wish it was a typo lol that would make things wayyyy easier i know that!! thanks for the support

also to anyone i didnt reply personally to, i really appreciate the advice, encouragement, and support, especially since yall dont even know me. it actually really helps me feel stronger knowing strangers all over the country are supporting me, so thanks a lot guys. and i hope that the ones of you who are going through the same shit or are about to be dont have too bad a time. thanks for all the help and support yall.

 

[Titus]

W/D doesn't seem out out of line time-wise. I'm a lightweight and had a very shitty wd lasting 4 days and hat was from a 7-8 day binge of dope after being on low dose of suutex for a copl months and a cpld months of suboxone before that, all low doses. Sucked BAD. WD is no joke. Going back to dope "unst once in a while' didnt''t work for me. Live was going FUCKING FANFUCKINTASTIC and I wanted to use dope for just one day...which quckly turned to heavy use. Haven't learned the error of my ways yet. Acutally I have, I have not put it into PRACTICE yet, which is really what counts. Good luck, keep your head up, if you can. Stay hydrated, I highly recommend Pedialyte over both gatoraid and water, can be had in any store that has a phharmacy like walmart, walgreens, CVS, etc. Get the generic version and dirnk it cold, colder the better. Even sell popcicle versions. I like to freeze mine and make it the consistency of slush. Has all the goodies like nutrietns the body needs, electrolytes and shit, greeat for when you have lots of vomittting and diareahha and way better than gatoraid IMO, woth the increase in price which is WELL WORTH the incerased price for a leter of this stuff. Has fifferent flavors and stuff.

Great for suffering with w/dralws and when sick and loosing body fluids. Not a cure all but great tool to have in one's toobox for withdrawls to avoid dehydration or tx it if your already there. Dehydration in and of itself is a bitch and water doestn't cut it the way gatoraid, or pedialyte (I sware by it). Ask a pharmacist if yo ucan't find it, better yet, call heald and as if they have it n stick so that you don't waste a trip. Ge the generic and save a buck a bottle.

 

[woamotive]

It isn't necessarily a typo. I am a small girl weighing 105-110 lbs @ 5'8''. I am addicted to opiates- take a similar oxy dose daily or @ gram of dope.

W/d time varies person to person. Just hang in there and don't fall to temptation. You can do it.

 

[My9RidesShotgun]

W/D doesn't seem out out of line time-wise. I'm a lightweight and had a very shitty wd lasting 4 days and hat was from a 7-8 day binge of dope after being on low dose of suutex for a copl months and a cpld months of suboxone before that, all low doses. Sucked BAD. WD is no joke. Going back to dope "unst once in a while' didnt''t work for me. Live was going FUCKING FANFUCKINTASTIC and I wanted to use dope for just one day...which quckly turned to heavy use. Haven't learned the error of my ways yet. Acutally I have, I have not put it into PRACTICE yet, which is really what counts. Good luck, keep your head up, if you can. Stay hydrated, I highly recommend Pedialyte over both gatoraid and water, can be had in any store that has a phharmacy like walmart, walgreens, CVS, etc. Get the generic version and dirnk it cold, colder the better. Even sell popcicle versions. I like to freeze mine and make it the consistency of slush. Has all the goodies like nutrietns the body needs, electrolytes and shit, greeat for when you have lots of vomittting and diareahha and way better than gatoraid IMO, woth the increase in price which is WELL WORTH the incerased price for a leter of this stuff. Has fifferent flavors and stuff.

Great for suffering with w/dralws and when sick and loosing body fluids. Not a cure all but great tool to have in one's toobox for withdrawls to avoid dehydration or tx it if your already there. Dehydration in and of itself is a bitch and water doestn't cut it the way gatoraid, or pedialyte (I sware by it). Ask a pharmacist if yo ucan't find it, better yet, call heald and as if they have it n stick so that you don't waste a trip. Ge the generic and save a buck a bottle.

hell yeah i appreciate the advice and you keep your head up too, i promise you if i can get clean from the insane habit i had anyone can. if youre ever feeling weak or just need someone to talk to you can pm me. GOOD LUCK, stay STRONG!!!

 

[livetheopiatedream]

i used to take over 600 mg of oc a day and im 5'8 girl at about 115 lbs so notvery big. and that was like 3-4 months after starting using opiates on any kind of regular basis ... i only just tried them a month or two prior.

ya my tolerance skyrocketed FAST

so ya not necessarily a typo


and for me that was just not being sick. i could take well over 10 80s and would be completely fine. i could just never get high. like physically cant get that much powder up my nose. its gross to rail like 5 consecutively and it didnt even do shit to me. thank god for heroin and needles. i can FEEL opiates because i made that jump. but im clean now. minor relapses of a day or two a couple times but mainly being good.

EDIT just read that it was already said that yeah thats the actual dose. i SO sympathize about the WDs from that bitch of a habit and hustling to make the 400 or more bux every day. that lifestyle gets old quick.

 

[Titus]

hell yeah i appreciate the advice and you keep your head up too, i promise you if i can get clean from the insane habit i had anyone can. if youre ever feeling weak or just need someone to talk to you can pm me. GOOD LUCK, stay STRONG!!!

Much respect! Thank you!
Peace,
Titus