Charles Ferdinand
Bluelighter
Hi everyone!
So, my eleventh antidepressant (Venlafaxine) didn't do shit for my generalized anxiety even after 3 weeks. It actually made it worse.
I've tried all (literally) every benzo on the market, once having an 18mg/day of clonazepam habit, 3 years of daily use, 4 months of withdrawal hell and finally clean and sober.
My psychiatrist is offering me to try phenobarbital, the single readily available barb in my state (live in northern Mexico).
I've tried it before, I actually washed 100 mg with tequila and it obviusly put me the fuck out. I know it isn't recreational, I don't care, I need the anxiolytic effects.
It's obviusly a short term fix, we will try to extend as much as possible with lower doses and memantine to avoid tolerance as much as we can.
I'm currently on my seventh attempt at therapy (psychoanalisys (sp?) this time), and in my fifth month, but sometimes anxiety is so bad I can leave my house to attend therapy, nevermind talking to my therapist about the important personal stuff.
BTW, I've found phenobarb it not hypnotic at all.
I'd very much find your input helpful, and be very thankful
Regards!
So, my eleventh antidepressant (Venlafaxine) didn't do shit for my generalized anxiety even after 3 weeks. It actually made it worse.
I've tried all (literally) every benzo on the market, once having an 18mg/day of clonazepam habit, 3 years of daily use, 4 months of withdrawal hell and finally clean and sober.
My psychiatrist is offering me to try phenobarbital, the single readily available barb in my state (live in northern Mexico).
I've tried it before, I actually washed 100 mg with tequila and it obviusly put me the fuck out. I know it isn't recreational, I don't care, I need the anxiolytic effects.
It's obviusly a short term fix, we will try to extend as much as possible with lower doses and memantine to avoid tolerance as much as we can.
I'm currently on my seventh attempt at therapy (psychoanalisys (sp?) this time), and in my fifth month, but sometimes anxiety is so bad I can leave my house to attend therapy, nevermind talking to my therapist about the important personal stuff.
BTW, I've found phenobarb it not hypnotic at all.
I'd very much find your input helpful, and be very thankful

Regards!