Sublime947
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Hi.... im an 18 yr old male.

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I rolled 2 days in a row around 2 and a half weeks ago
The comedown was fine, not too bad and pupils seemed to go back to normal
a few days after that I snorted ketamine, did it about 3-4 times in a row but the bumps were very small amounts
Ever since then, ive noticed that my pupils have gotten slightly larger and my eyes definitely looks darker.. when I look in the mirror in bright light i can distinguish my pupil from the rest of my eye. but in normal looking light or in the dark (which makes it even worse) my eyes look like a big brown blur. I feel as if the outside of my pupil has gotten darker or something.
I have very big brown eyes naturally, but now i cant even see the pupil of my eye looking at a normal distance since my whole eye looks like a very dark brown. its as if it looks that my whole eye is like a blurred very dark look. something not normal...
this is severely hurting my life because my family members look at me differently and I can tell they are worried even though they haven't said anything. Strangers too treat me like im some sort of drugged out freak or something, and I notice that when I speak to people now they tend to look away from my face..
In addition to my messed up looking eyes, I also feel different. It's like Im not totally there with reality. When I sleep and wake up I pray that my eyes go back to normal, but I still feel very weird. I feel dissociated in a way, similar to the feeling of ketamine. When I go out in public I even feel worse due to the thoughts and anxiety of my new looking eyes.
I am desperately seeking help on how to cure this. Im going to start college in a couple of weeks and I dont want to have an impression of some weirdo. Ive stopped wearing my contact lenses and started wearing glasses to hide my eyes more, but its still noticable...
Idk what has caused this. I have researched this and couldn't find anything on permanent pupil dilation. What worries me most is that ive been sober for about 2 weeks now and I still have these strange looking dark eyes. Will they ever return to normal :'(
If anyone could help me I'd be very appreciated... Thank you

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I rolled 2 days in a row around 2 and a half weeks ago
The comedown was fine, not too bad and pupils seemed to go back to normal
a few days after that I snorted ketamine, did it about 3-4 times in a row but the bumps were very small amounts
Ever since then, ive noticed that my pupils have gotten slightly larger and my eyes definitely looks darker.. when I look in the mirror in bright light i can distinguish my pupil from the rest of my eye. but in normal looking light or in the dark (which makes it even worse) my eyes look like a big brown blur. I feel as if the outside of my pupil has gotten darker or something.
I have very big brown eyes naturally, but now i cant even see the pupil of my eye looking at a normal distance since my whole eye looks like a very dark brown. its as if it looks that my whole eye is like a blurred very dark look. something not normal...
this is severely hurting my life because my family members look at me differently and I can tell they are worried even though they haven't said anything. Strangers too treat me like im some sort of drugged out freak or something, and I notice that when I speak to people now they tend to look away from my face..
In addition to my messed up looking eyes, I also feel different. It's like Im not totally there with reality. When I sleep and wake up I pray that my eyes go back to normal, but I still feel very weird. I feel dissociated in a way, similar to the feeling of ketamine. When I go out in public I even feel worse due to the thoughts and anxiety of my new looking eyes.
I am desperately seeking help on how to cure this. Im going to start college in a couple of weeks and I dont want to have an impression of some weirdo. Ive stopped wearing my contact lenses and started wearing glasses to hide my eyes more, but its still noticable...
Idk what has caused this. I have researched this and couldn't find anything on permanent pupil dilation. What worries me most is that ive been sober for about 2 weeks now and I still have these strange looking dark eyes. Will they ever return to normal :'(
If anyone could help me I'd be very appreciated... Thank you
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