Very true Bliss26 respectfully, but alcohol is reasonably cheap and legal and I am fully aware of that addiction. I just don't want to double or triple up on addictions and spiral out of control. And certainly would love to switch my alcohol addiction to Percs but it doesn't sound like it ends well for others. People told me if I were to get addicted to opiates that I'm a "goner". Dead for sure whereas alcohol you can get by for majority of your life. Does that make any sense?