Delsyd
Bluelight Crew
ive smoked about 3 or 4 times this entire month. The beggining of the month was rough but now i feel fine.This page is filled up with love!![]()
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...SO... how's everyone's day? Mine's pretty good. And tomorrow I'll be taking some phenibut and a low dose of DOM. And I'll be making some sweet, sweet love.![]()
And you're right having a lower tolerance makes the pot high very enjoyable and psychedelic.
Last night a friend smoked me up and i had the giggles and strange conversations all night. It fealt like it used to feel.
But at the same time i do enjoy the effects of smoking daily aswell. Nothing beats coming home after a long work day, gettin on the couch, watching some colbert report and ripping the bong with L*L.
The problem is i cant seem to keep it to just nights when i smoke daily. It becomes an all day everyday thing.
Hopefully after this month of (almost) no weed, once we start buying again we can keep it to once a day, which is essentially my goal (with exceptions on the weekends or special occasions).
But pot is godsend for me as far as curing anxiety, helping me with sleep, and alleviating the general boredom i feel with life sometimes (maybe the anxiey comes from the boredom?).
I have similar feelings towards opiates as you do with kratom. Using it these days makes me feel guilty and even 1 use will have me feeling WD's. I havent used opiates for a long time exceptt for an oxy a couple weeks ago and that experience proved to me im better off not using opiates (even though while i was high it was great, its not worth feeling like shit afterwards).
Enjoy the DOM and love making tomorrow (as im sure you will)
Ill be going to boston for the weekend and probably trying out some 2ct21 (and if not that then probably some other psychs).
And have fun with the fam. Ill be visiting my parents in CA in january (my sister just had a little baby boy last week) and going to see LL's family in FL in a coule weeks.
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some type of fungus.which i have had small experiences with before, but nothing like this. there was a lot of crying and a lot of laughter. it was like meeting up with everyone i've ever encountered in my life, not only have known, but all strangers i've laid eyes upon. i could 'communicate' even with the microorganisms in the snot dripping out of my dose. i learned so much. i could not stop muttering phrases like "i get it now" and "this was so obvious, right in front of me my whole life." i'd even go so far to say i experienced enlightenment, in every sense of how i interpret the word.
thank you guys, i love you too.
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Sounds beautiful.
Ive had similar experiences on LSD and mushrooms. Its what made me fall in love with psychedelics.
...and DMT tends to do it for me everytime i breakthrough, but in a different way thats a bit hard to explain.
Almost like it reassures me of what ive learned from previous trips on other substances.