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Last night's trip was quite strong for 25mg of 2C-B, very strong, almost tryptamine-like.

It was a really starry night, they were really clear and bright. I saw a really awesome shotting star. It was right above me; a solid white ripping streak across the sky, blew me away. :)

At one point when I was lying down I got really dissociated and saw lots of pieces of my anxieties and what makes them tick. I also kept getting vivid flashbacks of that poor man's pain filled, bloody face on the asphalt. Some images just get burned into your mind you know?

There was an alarm clock in one of the rooms upstairs that got armed somehow and went off at midnight right in my peak, kind of sent me for a ride. It was really weird, annoying and menacing. Alarm clocks suck. We're way to focused on time and keeping schedules, I mean screw it, why do we need alarm clocks anyway? The world would be such a nicer place without them.

Actually I know why we have alarm clocks; because people in positions of power have control over us and make our schedule for us. We then have these machines that stab our minds awake from sleep with high pitch, menacing, beeping sounds. What a great way to start a lovely day as a human. :|

I also realized I can't wait to get out of the scientific community circle jerk I seem to be stuck in. I love science, it's just that the community around it often leaves a bit to be desired.

I'd love to live in a shack and scrape by with the bare minimum working on small engines at my own pace but chicks don't dig that. :D
 
Actually I know why we have alarm clocks; because people in positions of power have control over us and make our schedule for us.
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That, or to tell the time ;) That said, no-one sets my alarm clock for me, no-one!!!!!
 
uniter said:
I also realized I can't wait to get out of the scientific community circle jerk I seem to be stuck in. I love science, it's just that the community around it often leaves a bit to be desired.
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I feel ya on that one, friend. I love science, but I'm in it for the pursuit of truth, and everybody else seems to treat it like a competition. :\
 
swilow said:
That, or to tell the time ;) That said, no-one sets my alarm clock for me, no-one!!!!!
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Oh it's not the telling of time that gets me. It's the force of waking me up from my peaceful slumber for something that's not truly urgent. It's just someone else's control over me. I suppose I could work on getting my circadian rhythm in line with when I have to wake up so I don't have to use an alarm clock but tripping on weekend nights sure does a good job at messing that up. ;)

Roger&Me said:
I feel ya on that one, friend. I love science, but I'm in it for the pursuit of truth, and everybody else seems to treat it like a competition. :\
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Oh man Roger, It's so competitive and ego driven. It's really bad. People are so myopic and don't relax and do the things that truly make them happy. I wish i could do something to help them break out of it but anything that could do that is viewed as a threat by them, it's a self-perpetuating cycle; they don't want to break out of it.
 
yarp yarp yarp, I wish I could continue my education and shit off the grid, I been thinking about this all day...just how trapped into the rules and regulation they try and keep everyone. I would want to live off a small plot of land in the forest...but my school is in the middle of the city and can be dangerous at night along with me having no car, so I have to pay for a place to stay here, pay for all these utlities in a house that wastes a lot of energy because of its incredible design flaws (my house is terrible).

I wish we could merge our way of life better with nature so badly, it hurts me seeing all this wasteful packaging on products that probably aren't needed at all anyway, even the overuse of plastic fuckin shopping bags.

I wish I had the kinda tools and education already to live in the forest with my own tiny lab and do science on my schedule.
 
Yar, Samsara. :(

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I wish we could merge our way of life better with nature so badly, it hurts me seeing all this wasteful packaging on products that probably aren't needed at all anyway, even the overuse of plastic fuckin shopping bags.

I wish I had the kinda tools and education already to live in the forest with my own tiny lab and do science on my schedule.
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Me too :)

Packaging is such a waste, and plastic shipping bags are so harmful. Many animals die from them ending up in their digestive tracts. I never get plastic shopping bags anymore.

I think I'm going to smoke a binger and go work on our POS lawnmower. :)
 
Double birthday party at my dorm department, I'm on 90 mg of MDMA <3 very nice, it's so damn scarce these days this is my last powder... beers too
Earlier today I took 0,75 g pure amphetamine in solution, orally and yes!!! I am THAT sensitive, I feel it. Added 2 x 1 mg though somewhat later.


But I have to say I really have plans for quitting dope for a year.
It's very likely I will start with this extremely soon.
Though I wanna write down - pen on paper - some exceptions, they will probably be
that it's OK to do a psychedelic only once per 1 or 2 months and specified which ones are OK,
and I think I will allow DMT altogether because it is so goddamn healing.
 
I want a house with solar panel roof panels, maybe some wind turbines, a natural swimming pool in the back, and a small growing area. Keep myself a nice bow and arrow for if I need to hunt.
 
I've often fantasized about reclusive or isolated peace-homes but I've also come to realize that escape to simplicity is maybe not as good an idea as just integrating yourself in the wicked madness....
 
I just wish the wicked madness would integrate more with nature, you don't have to give up technology to cooperate with the other living things on the planet a lot better.

And I only mention wanting to live off ze grid because it makes me sad to see how much unnecessary waste there is all around me in the city. It's been something on my mind all day as I was walking around.
 
uniter said:
Last night's trip was quite strong for 25mg of 2C-B, very strong, almost tryptamine-like.

It was a really starry night, they were really clear and bright. I saw a really awesome shotting star. It was right above me; a solid white ripping streak across the sky, blew me away. :)

At one point when I was lying down I got really dissociated and saw lots of pieces of my anxieties and what makes them tick. I also kept getting vivid flashbacks of that poor man's pain filled, bloody face on the asphalt. Some images just get burned into your mind you know?

There was an alarm clock in one of the rooms upstairs that got armed somehow and went off at midnight right in my peak, kind of sent me for a ride. It was really weird, annoying and menacing. Alarm clocks suck. We're way to focused on time and keeping schedules, I mean screw it, why do we need alarm clocks anyway? The world would be such a nicer place without them.

Actually I know why we have alarm clocks; because people in positions of power have control over us and make our schedule for us. We then have these machines that stab our minds awake from sleep with high pitch, menacing, beeping sounds. What a great way to start a lovely day as a human. :|

I also realized I can't wait to get out of the scientific community circle jerk I seem to be stuck in. I love science, it's just that the community around it often leaves a bit to be desired.

I'd love to live in a shack and scrape by with the bare minimum working on small engines at my own pace but chicks don't dig that. :D
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Nice to hear your trip went well :D. FWIW in Brazil and a lot of other South American countries they rarely use clocks at all. So my Spanish textbook claims anyway.
 
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