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PD Socializing: Where you pop psilocin for headaches and freaky meets cheeky

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Chemical Wizard said:
Today, I am going to call my family and tell them that I love them all and tell them how much I miss them, and I can't wait to go home and see my family and friends. It's been like 2 years now, I am so homesick. You should all call your parents and brothers and sisters and grand parents and aunts and uncles and tell them how much they mean to you. Our Family and Friends and their love is all we really have, everything else is an illusion, including pain.

Now listen to parabol/parabola by Tool.
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I have nothing but love for all but one family member....

But that was because she decided to let my entire fathers side of the family know that me and my sister dropped acid the day before thanksgiving....

Needless to say the day after thanksgiving we had an intervention style talking to by my aunt and uncle....

Its kind of blown over by now, its still not really something you want the old southern christian family knowing about.... so about 30 or 40 family members know we ate acid...

"you guys don't know what your doing to yourselves!"

All i had to say was "i have more of an idea of what im doing to myself than you would understand if i tried to explain it"....

My aunt and uncle also accused me of mowing over some tree with a golf cart driving it around while tripping.... And honestly i had taken the golf cart out to the pasture to watch the sunrise after dosing at about 5am... but i certainly did not mow over a tree... It was obviously a deer....

November 24-28 will be the next time i see her.... I'm not sure how im going to treat her, i don't know if im ready to forgive what she did.... We trusted her with a secret, she trusted us with a secret by smoking with my sister for her first time. She rats us out to the entire family, we still made the decision not to mention her smoking weed to anyone.... There are just some things you don't do at a family reunion. If she should have told anyone, it should have been my father and let him deal with it by himself.... Instead of her sister, aunts, cousins, and uncles... All of whom talk to each other so everyone knows in 15 minutes...
 
Chemical Wizard said:
Now listen to parabol/parabola by Tool.
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Hah. I know exactly what you mean, <3 Lateralus.

Reading what you say is hard Wizard, because the shit I've been going through is someone leaving me... someone who doesn't understand that the people we love is all that truly matters, all that we have... it's... unbearable...


In other news, this is fucking awesome, imagine tripping on it.
http://web.media.mit.edu/~nvawter/thesis/index.html
 
Shambles said:
Still have mine and I'm happy to keep hold of it :D
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Yeah, me too. I have this thing about keeping my body parts. ;)

I have this qualm with neutering pets too, just seems weird. I know it keeps them from multiplying like crazy but it just seems like ti goes against something. The dog's not going to have all it's hormonal functions and is missing a big part of life.

I also have two stainless steel screws holding my shoulder together from a snowboarding accident and I feel weird about it. I'm part cyborg. 8)
 
"Prize truth - beauty - love - seeking harmony with the infinite."

One of the 10 instructions in how to rebuild society and humanity after the apocolypse according to the georgia guidestones....

I posted about it in the crazy trip locations thread about occult places and whatnot...
 
I found out the other day that my cats are actually Norwegian Forest cats (well my one is, and her son is some sort of mix). It turns out that this breed independently evolved from the other cat breeds in the northern forests, probably from the lynx, and they came out of the forest "domesticated"... more like friendly to people. We had been trying to figure out what she is, and the closest we had come was Ragamuffin, which is only a 40-year-old breed. But it turns out that a lot of the larger, fluffier breeds have been bred from the Norwegian Forest cat, which is why we kept thinking she was other breeds.

Amazing cats. :) <3
 
Yeah, they're completely precious. :)

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These both look a lot like my little girl. :)

They're cats that love people, and meeting people, and spending time with people, and snuggling, and being silly. They're very self-assured and measured in all of their movements. Quiet but very communicative. Extremely calm and peaceful, and happy.

And they sit up in a crazy way... their bodies are differently shaped than other cat types:

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One of the characteristics of their personality that something I found says is that they are the mothers of us all. That's so crazy because our kitty is exactly like that, and a lot of people who meet her volunteer that first impression.
 
I just took 300mg of etaqualone. This stuff rocks! It feels like a combination of lyrica and some opioid, except without the dizzyness of lyrica.

Really slow relaxed good feeling. I like.
 
Any downsides to that stuff, dread? I ought to investigate etaqualone :)

Hmmm Citrix course today, internal at my work's - just had a royal lunch and laughed with some guys at South Park :')
This business I work for is totally student / frat like or something haha, but still we're pretty successful. I love playful professionalism i.e. without the useless formality.
Kind of edgy today though... frickin ay
 
I had my first ego death experience the other night... Wow... Just wow. Took 700mg of DXM and did some nitrous. Words can't even really describe what I saw/what I didn't see.
 
Are you directing that question to the Drug God? :')

Oops 'you' can be 1 people or a whole group
I always misinterpret that - you'll have to forgive my retardedness.....
yes you. all y'all ;D
 
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The Return

Some day, if you are lucky,
you’ll return from a thunderous journey
trailing snake scales, wing fragments
and the musk of Earth and moon.

Eyes will examine you for signs
of damage, or change
and you, too, will wonder
if your skin shows traces

of fur, or leaves,
if thrushes have built a nest
of your hair, if Andromeda
burns from your eyes.

Do not be surprised by prickly questions
from those who barely inhabit
their own fleeting lives, who barely taste
their own possibility, who barely dream.

If your hands are empty, treasureless,
if your toes have not grown claws,
if your obedient voice has not
become a wild cry, a howl,

you will reassure them. We warned you,
they might declare, there is nothing else,
no point, no meaning, no mystery at all,
just this frantic waiting to die.

And yet, they tremble, mute,
afraid you’ve returned without sweet
elixir for unspeakable thirst, without
a fluent dance or holy language

to teach them, without a compass
bearing to a forgotten border where
no one crosses without weeping
for the terrible beauty of galaxies

and granite and bone. They tremble,
hoping your lips hold a secret,
that the song your body now sings
will redeem them, yet they fear

your secret is dangerous, shattering,
and once it flies from your astonished
mouth, they–like you–must disintegrate
before unfolding tremulous wings.
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-Geneen Marie Haugen
 
^Thanks for sharing.

Solipsys said:
Are you directing that question to the Drug God? :')

Oops 'you' can be 1 people or a whole group
I always misinterpret that - you'll have to forgive my retardedness.....
yes you. all y'all ;D
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No, it's not your retardedness ... it's the English language. ;)
 
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