simstim
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Lol, yeah, there are needles available that way, too! Lol. Gross!!Have a look in the street gutters?![]()
Lol, yeah, there are needles available that way, too! Lol. Gross!!Have a look in the street gutters?![]()
I'm glad you're feeling better today. My bowels are a bit iffy today. Probably from beer.Was only thinking, purely in the name of HR ofc- because busses do crash occasionally still so....lol.
Anyway, what are you doing still being so chirpy, having anything to say that doesn't resemble a moan?
You lift my spirit in truth. I find myself appraising my own outlook and appraisal of life, after hearing your words, updates, reports. Outlook is so much. But the body not being right really can make mind over matter such a teasing and useless tool.
So much better today here, first time in months resolved major IBS flare up.
Lung infections/allergies managed and at relative baseline.
I'm actually NOT in pain, or restless from discomfort. Too tired for shit, as you can never refresh with sleep with prolonged digestive blockage.
I have a chance now to rest, gain energy, find peace.
The intestines are everything you know. Mine have been in purely symptomatic chaos for months, over a year mostly.
Black coffee atm, with some weed vaping, and huge jar of Solomon's Headhunter kava really good deep golden one, sits in eye view but gonna get a bit high on weed first.
The plans for today- get high on weed, get high on kava, rest at long long last, and be thankful AF to feel so much more comfortable to the point where I'm thinking without thinking about or being distracted and tortured by my body.
Lol, I'm the crunkest mother fucker in here!! (Kinda drunk and stoned, lol again)
In Here / Lil Wyte
I'm the drunkest(wat)
Highest wat)
Crunkest(wat)
Toughest(wat)
Buckest(wat)
Roughest(wat)
Motherfucker in here the rawest(wat)
Hardest(wat)
Wildes(wat)
Smartest(wat)
Coldest(wat)
Tightest(wat)
Motherfucker in here
Lol, I'm the crunkest mother fucker in here!! (Kinda drunk and stoned, lol again)
In Here / Lil Wyte
I'm the drunkest(wat)
Highest wat)
Crunkest(wat)
Toughest(wat)
Buckest(wat)
Roughest(wat)
Motherfucker in here the rawest(wat)
Hardest(wat)
Wildes(wat)
Smartest(wat)
Coldest(wat)
Tightest(wat)
Motherfucker in here
@AutoTripper that link doesn't work for me.
My dead roommates best friend just stopped by with a fifth gallon of Old Forrester bourbon and gave me half a coffee mug full. He would've given me more but I said that's enough. I just took a shot and didn't puke!! Lately every time I tried to take a shot of distilled liquor I puked instantly.
Lil Wyte's DMT song
I'd go for that actually. I mean it appeals. I can't take either now. Of them all, Gin was grotesque to me.I live where they manufacture the Kentucky straight bourbon whiskey. It used to be the only thing I would accept as a drink. Used to drink bourbon and diet coke all day everyday.
MmmmI think you set a very good example, from which I consciously am aware that I have personally drawn from.
It's not what you do but how you do it, and how you are, matters most.
I was responding in an MDMA thread asking how often is safe, acceptable.
It's ridiculous I should comment on that, I really try to steer right away from any level of dosing advice or sway with MDMA.
I can't not support the basic HR guidelines established now.
But I said in truth how no way would the younger me have considered obeying, and how maybe I could have been persuaded to restrict myself to just one 250 mg dose of MDMA a week for 5 years, then review, renew...
I should have said 350 mg's or 400 though, realistically.
Because that would be version mega-light lol.
Just no redosing, 3.5 grams of MDMA in a weekend, days and days in row sessions.
But I don't feel I set a bad example. I make no encouragement. I simply report, which I am surely allowed to do right?
I see you @Perforated as a very good reporter. Keep at it.
Skid rowI think you set a very good example, from which I consciously am aware that I have personally drawn from.
It's not what you do but how you do it, and how you are, matters most.
I was responding in an MDMA thread asking how often is safe, acceptable.
It's ridiculous I should comment on that, I really try to steer right away from any level of dosing advice or sway with MDMA.
I can't not support the basic HR guidelines established now.
But I said in truth how no way would the younger me have considered obeying, and how maybe I could have been persuaded to restrict myself to just one 250 mg dose of MDMA a week for 5 years, then review, renew...
I should have said 350 mg's or 400 though, realistically.
Because that would be version mega-light lol.
Just no redosing, 3.5 grams of MDMA in a weekend, days and days in row sessions.
But I don't feel I set a bad example. I make no encouragement. I simply report, which I am surely allowed to do right?
I see you @Perforated as a very good reporter. Keep at it.
The only skid row I've been aware of was listening to this song the other day.Okay. I was meaning that compared to as it was up to at most honestly and realistically 3.5 grams MDMA or 3 grams at very least, over a 3 night weekend, no redosing at all, as occured for consecutive days over a week long many times, a straight recipe for maximum neurotoxic bombardment, if I had decided back then to restrict myself to instead for example, one single 250, or like I meant it would have needed to be higher than that as 250 mg's once a week would not have cut it even, but just one or two doses and up to half a gram weekly total....
Lol. @simstim I'm picking up now. Skid row, after mmm, and the same quote twice, it seemed a bit unusual to me. I started this thinking you had misinterpreted the meaning in my post.
But you meant your post! Which makes (no) sense, lol.
I was just dropping to sleep feeling a mess past midnight when I saw it and I was bemused. I was concerned I had offended you somehow. I'm prone to doing this lately, like I have destroyer hands in life, and majorly insecure atm too.
But amnesia, so good old alerts revived it for me.
I assumed skid row might be a meaningful phrase us Brits don't know, was the only thought I could go with, and just hope my new bro simstim isn't also sick of me already lol.
Maybe you were semi of fully hallucinating and leaving trails of it unconsciously?
Because I would assume yourself would be able to totally relate to my point there too.
If I told you when starting MDMA to observe Modern HR guidelines, well no chance would I have kept to it.
So I never ever even comment in any direct way to advise or influence anybody to actually take MDMA especially dosing level and pattern.
Because it would be irresponsible to not support the 3 month, no redosing etc.
And a hypocrite to actually try and promote it. I don't feel any regrets like wish I had not taken, or should have do this, with my past MDMA use.
Water under a bridge. LSD's effects will carry me beyond this incarnation.
But I did the times, so I freely report purely, not to set any example to follow in any way.
I'm sure you get all that anyway, I misread your mention just now, thanks for clarifying that and hope you have a good day lined up too.