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Thanks guys. You are very kind. I’m certainly overdoing things a bit at the moment and need to slow down. But staying clean from meth by being dissociatively psychadelic a fair bit of the time is a genuine improvement in my life. I know vI’ve gotta get comfortable just being me for extended periods. But it’s a work in progress and BL is very triggery. I don’t blame anyone for anything I choose to do, but with friends and role models like @simstim, @AutoTripper, @TripSitterNZ and @jhjhsdi it’s hard to see ketting, tripping, and rolling every week like its a bad thing. At my age I should be setting a better example to you youngsters I guess.
Thanks for the shout out! I guess everybody knows that if I could I'd probably be flipping everyday, or at the least rolling. Lol. I prefer MDMA and psychedelics over basically every other drug.

Ugh, I finally got to sleep this morning and a few minutes ago my peer support specialist from my mental health team came knocking at the door and woke me up.

At least he brought me some free groceries. Now it's gonna be impossible to get back to sleep.
 
Thanks for the shout out! I guess everybody knows that if I could I'd probably be flipping everyday, or at the least rolling. Lol. I prefer MDMA and psychedelics over basically every other drug.

Ugh, I finally got to sleep this morning and a few minutes ago my peer support specialist from my mental health team came knocking at the door and woke me up.

At least he brought me some free groceries. Now it's gonna be impossible to get back to sleep.
I know the feeling bro. I want my grammy still for lifelong sleep dep and unwished way premature rises.

You do amaze me bro, not just your mental and personality solidity, rubber hold it's shape though hey? But your down to earth always chilled and simply real way of looking at things and rolling with life.

Just had a big edible dose, about 150 mg's THC worth, knocking me out after 5 mg's Etiz despite very strong black coffee.

I'm going to get back into the kava now, get high in spirit, think I can do that. Gonna get really stoned off the 12 month cured Bluedream edibles.

I have two other actual "songs" @simstim I just want to make sure never slipped you by.

Total other genre. I will wait til you've refreshed though. Me too lol, bloody stoned, already was high before the edibles. Right in the mood now for the bliss and euphoria Kava can throw over the top of that.
 
I took 400mg of pregabalin. My girfriend is having an emotional breakdown and I just can't understand it. She says her room reeks of skunk and her new cat does too. I do not smell it. The cat got sprayed 8 months ago. She says her only refuge from all the smells is her room and now it's ruined forever. I literally do not smell anything. Obviously something else is going on but as usual she just lets herself be defeated. Somehow smells trigger her PTSD and over the years she has grown to hate almost everything that has a strong smell. It's getting really bad and I don't understand it. I just know she needs to deal with her PTSD and pick herself up and figure shit out. A good friend has an amazing therapist family friend, specializing in PTSD, who is willing to come out of retirement for her but she won't contact her. I don't know what to do.

Pregabalin is crazy. I feel amazing right now and every time I close my eyes I am moving around in crazy rooms and stuff, there is so much going on, I'm seeing it as clearly as if my eyes were open. Most intense closed eye visuals I may have ever had. Wild. Weird juxtaposition with what's going on.

You seem like such a cool laid back guy , and I think you deserve better ! After what she did to your old cat and all the hang ups she has … I would say she needs to seek help and if she isn’t willing to help herself that is selfish and you should not have to deal with these irrational emotional problems of hers.
 
I know the feeling bro. I want my grammy still for lifelong sleep dep and unwished way premature rises.

You do amaze me bro, not just your mental and personality solidity, rubber hold it's shape though hey? But your down to earth always chilled and simply real way of looking at things and rolling with life.

Just had a big edible dose, about 150 mg's THC worth, knocking me out after 5 mg's Etiz despite very strong black coffee.

I'm going to get back into the kava now, get high in spirit, think I can do that. Gonna get really stoned off the 12 month cured Bluedream edibles.

I have two other actual "songs" @simstim I just want to make sure never slipped you by.

Total other genre. I will wait til you've refreshed though. Me too lol, bloody stoned, already was high before the edibles. Right in the mood now for the bliss and euphoria Kava can throw over the top of that.
Well post them up whenever and I'll listen!

I'm up now drinking lemon tea flavored hard seltzer (5% alcohol).

My whole body is sore from two days of spazzing out dancing to crazy music non-stop (the dirty south crunk shit gets me bouncing the hardest. It's also a lot of yelling out bitch and ho, lyrics about guns and violence, and lately throwing hand signs for shit that I represent. Mostly Lil Wyte's record label Wyte Music Records and the Triple Six Mafia).

@AutoTripper, in the UK do people practice doing gang signs with their hands??? It's very common in the US. At least it is among gang members. @AutoTripper if you represent any organizations that use hand signs "throw it up mother fucker, throw it up!" Unless your "scared."

"Bitch, I ain't scared, bitch, I ain't scared, bitch, I ain't scared, I ain't scared mother fucker!!"



The thing I like about this song is that they don't care what signs you throw as long as you represent your own local shit!!
 
Well post them up whenever and I'll listen!

I'm up now drinking lemon tea flavored hard seltzer (5% alcohol).

My whole body is sore from two days of spazzing out dancing to crazy music non-stop (the dirty south crunk shit gets me bouncing the hardest. It's also a lot of yelling out bitch and ho, lyrics about guns and violence, and lately throwing hand signs for shit that I represent. Mostly Lil Wyte's record label Wyte Music Records and the Triple Six Mafia).

@AutoTripper, in the UK do people practice doing gang signs with their hands??? It's very common in the US. At least it is among gang members. @AutoTripper if you represent any organizations that use hand signs "throw it up mother fucker, throw it up!" Unless your "scared."

"Bitch, I ain't scared, bitch, I ain't scared, bitch, I ain't scared, I ain't scared mother fucker!!"



The thing I like about this song is that they don't care what signs you throw as long as you represent your own local shit!!

Lol, gang hand signs! Not a thing at all in UK in my lifetime, unless you go looking for it out of your way towards seedyness.

But me anyway, Ijust do me, purely naturally always. I have come to be so fully, entirely comfortable and natural with my body language, all round demeanour, facial expression control, zero artificiality ever and no anxiety or pressure.

I cross roads, warm easy chilled thumb up to driver stopped at crossing, not out of duty but will. I always say thanks mate in my head and low voice too.

With a perfectly natural moderate smile.

Because you can project mentally, and my thanks is sincere, so I reckon they feel my gratitude and sheer good will more than the easy thumb up, or, an easy hand raise, whatever I feel like that second.

We do have "spuds" is it? Folded fist nuckle touch.

Yeah I do that. But not out of any sort of conformity. Started a laugh n crack old mates on e sessions.

Really, apart from being an easier handshake, quicker by a mile, the Spud gave less sincere people a way to keep even more distant and sheepish, while socialising and feigning more care and humanity, who Would otherwise simply feel very uncomfortable about a handshake.

Now I'm not saying that I think going round shaking hands is brilliant because above all else I think in fact I'm certain because I know in my own life I have used this exact Spud touch To basically avoid contracting the virus is potentially from people who simply don't understand how to wash their hands when they need to lol.

So it offers a great way to be civil, make some human contact with your bro etc, quicker and easier, less hyiene risk too, due to my sacked immune system long back, I've had to be OCD germophopic or contract new respiratory infections at literally twice the rate.

But I don't think that's what you're talking about that all. Really stoned and kava got me quite some too.

I'll search those tunes out bro.
 
@AutoTripper, I'm glad that you can appreciate my humor. Lol. I'm constantly laughing my ass off participating in shit like "Throw it up!" Especially when I'm rolling, lmfao.
 
Lol, gang hand signs! Not a thing at all in UK in my lifetime, unless you go looking for it out of your way towards seedyness.

But me anyway, Ijust do me, purely naturally always. I have come to be so fully, entirely comfortable and natural with my body language, all round demeanour, facial expression control, zero artificiality ever and no anxiety or pressure.

I cross roads, warm easy chilled thumb up to driver stopped at crossing, not out of duty but will. I always say thanks mate in my head and low voice too.

With a perfectly natural moderate smile.

Because you can project mentally, and my thanks is sincere, so I reckon they feel my gratitude and sheer good will more than the easy thumb up, or, an easy hand raise, whatever I feel like that second.

We do have "spuds" is it? Folded fist nuckle touch.

Yeah I do that. But not out of any sort of conformity. Started a laugh n crack old mates on e sessions.

Really, apart from being an easier handshake, quicker by a mile, the Spud gave less sincere people a way to keep even more distant and sheepish, while socialising and feigning more care and humanity, who Would otherwise simply feel very uncomfortable about a handshake.

Now I'm not saying that I think going round shaking hands is brilliant because above all else I think in fact I'm certain because I know in my own life I have used this exact Spud touch To basically avoid contracting the virus is potentially from people who simply don't understand how to wash their hands when they need to lol.

So it offers a great way to be civil, make some human contact with your bro etc, quicker and easier, less hyiene risk too, due to my sacked immune system long back, I've had to be OCD germophopic or contract new respiratory infections at literally twice the rate.

But I don't think that's what you're talking about that all. Really stoned and kava got me quite some too.

I'll search those tunes out bro.
I think what you are talking about is what we call a fist bump.

What I'm talking about is usually arranging your fingers in such a way that they represent initials or some other aspect of something which usually represents a gang. Lol.
 
@AutoTripper, I'm glad that you can appreciate my humor. Lol. I'm constantly laughing my ass off participating in shit like "Throw it up!" Especially when I'm rolling, lmfao.
Growing up, for pure fun and freedom sake, I used all the rudeboy phrases like Bigup, Enit, Check me, Raas! More, just for fun.

"Hold it yeah". I even copied to sport for a while, just to kind of frustrate people with it a bit lol.

Mate I've got a wicked sense of humour you can joke with me anytime. I am a joker born, my roots. Light, fun and joy.

Justva philosopher as well.
 
Growing up, for pure fun and freedom sake, I used all the rudeboy phrases like Bigup, Enit, Check me, Raas! More, just for fun.

"Hold it yeah". I even copied to sport for a while, just to kind of frustrate people with it a bit lol.

Mate I've got a wicked sense of humour you can joke with me anytime. I am a joker born, my roots. Light, fun and joy.

Justva philosopher as well.
Is rudeboy a British phrase? I thought it was strictly a Jamaican thing. That's the only place I've encountered it in music or other media. Jamaican thugs, lol.

I was going to share something else but it slipped my mind...
 
Is rudeboy a British phrase? I thought it was strictly a Jamaican thing. That's the only place I've encountered it in music or other media. Jamaican thugs, lol.

I was going to share something else but it slipped my mind...
Right there, in my feeling generally you have onenof the perils of MDMA. A certain type of short term memory dumping lol.

But I also reason, it's a pro and con, and one way being an active MDMA user can help with anxiety, stress, basically worrying about shit too much.

Because instead of the thoughts and emotions needing more to release, the unwanted links are frequently broken too.

I've viewed it that way for years, not wording it well just too stoned today.

Rudeboy, yep a phrase used mostly in my observation of it to describe, or refer to young little hotshot teenagers driving their cars music acting cool still in Pampers lol.

And other stereotyoes I'm sure, enit! 😉
 
Is rudeboy a British phrase? I thought it was strictly a Jamaican thing. That's the only place I've encountered it in music or other media. Jamaican thugs, lol.

I was going to share something else but it slipped my mind...
Yes Blood, Bigup Blood too. A black thing really but no rules exactly.
 
Used always listen to this song on my early trips/rolls.
Glad to hear thx f sharing.

I was about 13 the School Bus played Linger every day when it came out.

Songs that simply deserve to be known, IMO, not just more...fantastic tunes, if you get me.

Haha, that's another one @simstim "You get me?"

Could be used, repeatedly, infinitely, and rhetorically, YOU GET ME! (Ex lol.)
 
what does bigup blood mean?
Dunno how to answer that. Just a term, meaningless ultimately hence no real explanation.

It's a positive gesture.

But the term has meaning elsewhere I feel.

To big something up. Promote it. Those E's were insane man! Is how I myself would typically bigged up, lol some fire MDMA pills.

So it's a kind of slang adaptation salute I guess.

Just having a final vape session with this ridiculous plant we harvested this year on a slow cure already, been over 2 weeks jarred so guess it's just coming to life.
 
Guys. Just wanna report. And I take one day a time. But speaking for today. Wow, after exactly a week of being a wreck, like in ways never have been- no calm, restless, overbearing fatigue no energy tal...

Today, all day vs last Tuesday morning when this "thing" hit, has really been okay.

Whatever tomorrow brings....

But to have been comfortable all day, very relaxed. A joy. Also, I got my tongue back. It snapped to. My mind seems to have picked up since the getgo today.

And madly, I was talking to my mum at last just now in the kitchen the first time my nerves have felt settled enough to actually engage in a flexible conversation with her since my acid overdose 10 days back.

I realised that I have actually integrated quite some and have kind of refined my way of looking at many different things in a positive way.

It's encouraging indication that my personality and general cognition and ability to speak and communicate and stay in touch could be right there already all of a sudden which is a real relief and pleasure to me.

Thanks everybody for putting up with my little whingeing LOL after basically doing the crime myself although unintentionally totally in the way that it's surprisingly manifested.

That's al...hope you all are feeling okay tonight.
 
You seem like such a cool laid back guy , and I think you deserve better ! After what she did to your old cat and all the hang ups she has … I would say she needs to seek help and if she isn’t willing to help herself that is selfish and you should not have to deal with these irrational emotional problems of hers.

It may get to that point. I don't want it to, though. We have a good relationship aside from that stuff. I have forgiven her about my cat, my remaining cat loves her possibly more than he loves me and she dotes on him. The emotional problems are a serious thing though. I can't deal with them forever.
 
I was just thinking about IV'ing some 4-aco-dmt, but I am not so keen on it that I'm willing to take the bus to the needle exchange. The last time I shot 4-aco-dmt was over 11 years ago.
 
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