I took 400mg of pregabalin. My girfriend is having an emotional breakdown and I just can't understand it. She says her room reeks of skunk and her new cat does too. I do not smell it. The cat got sprayed 8 months ago. She says her only refuge from all the smells is her room and now it's ruined forever. I literally do not smell anything. Obviously something else is going on but as usual she just lets herself be defeated. Somehow smells trigger her PTSD and over the years she has grown to hate almost everything that has a strong smell. It's getting really bad and I don't understand it. I just know she needs to deal with her PTSD and pick herself up and figure shit out. A good friend has an amazing therapist family friend, specializing in PTSD, who is willing to come out of retirement for her but she won't contact her. I don't know what to do.
Pregabalin is crazy. I feel amazing right now and every time I close my eyes I am moving around in crazy rooms and stuff, there is so much going on, I'm seeing it as clearly as if my eyes were open. Most intense closed eye visuals I may have ever had. Wild. Weird juxtaposition with what's going on.
Sorry bro. So many feel strain and have, are breaking from strain, my mum and myself included.
You know me with my alternative focus. I know of a type of therapy I would confidently unhesitantly suggest to anybody, it really works on the deepest, root core underlying emotional issues from life's conditioning.
It can be done very successfully over Zoom or Skype. It's just necessary for the trained therapist to be able to see your body as their "body" or it's higher intelligence, is capable, wired and programmed to muscle test themselves, with a connection to the therapee (cool term) every step.
It's originally called N.E.T. for Neuro Emotional Technique.
The real not founder but kind of pioneer I saw for treatment myself back in 2009, is called Anne Jensen. An Australian lady. No no quack at all.
It's a branch of chiropractic stemming from Chinese medicine. It's hacking, by simply releasing.
The dreadlock starts to knot, long before it is knotted, and it needs unlocking at the originial source.
Weak analogy, but for example, an emotional crisis or presentiment today, we link to this last week, that last month...
In most cases, via the N.E.T. and muscle testing, the origin is what is sought out directly before being released, like a gas- it's in very early life, from birth, to under 10.
I benefited massively from this treatment I had a number of times.
One exception, we worked on a speech fluency issue I developed, direct result and sudden onset in 2003 of MDMA overuse neurosis.
The origin of this one, she started usual "0-1? 1-5? 5-10? 12, 15 etc." Nothing,
23? Bingo!
It's uncommon for issues to be tracked back to later years, but very early ones mostly.
This was an exception, a spanner in the works of AutoTripper.
"Heartspeak" is the name the therapy is reknowned by now, same thing, constantly being explored and pioneered.
It's real stuff though I swear. It can really change how you feel and look out, instantly, and irreversibly. Not in any negative, conditioning way though.
It is the exact opposite. Like unlocking conditioning. I could use some more myself, I have really released so much, healed and overcome so much. I'm pleased with the progress, growth and development I have withessed.
I've picked up more scars though since I last had an N.E.T. treatment, in these times.
And I need lifestyle renovation more than I need healing. It's finance and priorities too, physical treatment needs being the primary and I hate appointments unable to live any regular, predictable routine without sacrificing food, sleep or both, or making a total hash of each in the process of just making a set appointment time, all allergy related really.