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I've had slightly over a gram of MDMA in less than 24 hours. Which doesn't sound too crazy to me, but I'm aware that many might consider that a lot.
It it helps, I took over 2 grams of MDMA in way less than 24 hours, many times, many times back.

Days, weeks long daily rolling so many times. Redosing redosing redosing.

I broke every single rule lol. Still here though. Arguably insane, but no was intellectually or cognitively retarded and no loss of personality either.
 
I think the spazz factor isn't all that dose related. Earlier I remembered this time when me and my friend were rolling and smoking meth with people not rolling. I'm pretty sure I annoyed the shit out of the two who weren't rolling being so hyped, and playing with lights, and being DJ train wreck. Lol. It was a whole lot of fun though!! Someone remarked that they wished they felt like I looked like I did. That was no small dose of MDMA that night either though plus smoking meth.
 
I think the spazz factor isn't all that dose related. Earlier I remembered this time when me and my friend were rolling and smoking meth with people not rolling. I'm pretty sure I annoyed the shit out of the two who weren't rolling being so hyped, and playing with lights, and being DJ train wreck. Lol. It was a whole lot of fun though!! Someone remarked that they wished they felt like I looked like I did. That was no small dose of MDMA that night either though plus smoking meth.
i have some meth right now, im considering speedballing with it and my pods
 
I took 400mg of pregabalin. My girfriend is having an emotional breakdown and I just can't understand it. She says her room reeks of skunk and her new cat does too. I do not smell it. The cat got sprayed 8 months ago. She says her only refuge from all the smells is her room and now it's ruined forever. I literally do not smell anything. Obviously something else is going on but as usual she just lets herself be defeated. Somehow smells trigger her PTSD and over the years she has grown to hate almost everything that has a strong smell. It's getting really bad and I don't understand it. I just know she needs to deal with her PTSD and pick herself up and figure shit out. A good friend has an amazing therapist family friend, specializing in PTSD, who is willing to come out of retirement for her but she won't contact her. I don't know what to do.

Pregabalin is crazy. I feel amazing right now and every time I close my eyes I am moving around in crazy rooms and stuff, there is so much going on, I'm seeing it as clearly as if my eyes were open. Most intense closed eye visuals I may have ever had. Wild. Weird juxtaposition with what's going on.
 
Ok confession time. I was on a ket binge the other day. I’ve always snorted since the first time I tried it with IM and it was too much. However my tolerance was getting high and my supply was down to about 300 mg so I went and picked up some tools to IM again.

I took 200 mg cause I was still a bit gun-shy about IM. It fucked me up quite nicely but didn’t last super long and I was able to surface from the hole with a bit of effort after not to long although I still couldn’t see straight and everything I could see was glowing red and orange.

In my fucked up state I thought it would be good to have some acid with the last 100 mg. Even though I’d had acid 2 days previously and knew I was totally tolerant.

So, in the moment it seemed both pretty safe and a good idea to soak 10 x 150 ug GG tabs in some pure injecting H2O for a while and then use that to mix up the last bit of ket.

I had the finest micron wheel filters already set up and all clean and sterilised equipment and managed to disinfect my hands and the injection site despite seeing pretty much double of everything. It must have taken ages. I also ate the soaked tabs.

I shot it into my thigh and felt the ket come up afain very nicely and had a nice little journey for a while but this time it seemed to wear off much more slowly and in the hours that followed I felt more trippy than I did the usual post-ket semi-confusion and wobbliness. Not a real trip but it was more than just ket I was feeling.

I can’t think this was particulalry dangerous except for the fact I was delirious while I mixed everything up and the possibility the ink being toxic although it did not seem to run when I soaked the blotters.

I think my ket days are nearing the end except for the fact that a new vendor just today gave me a gram of his top-shelf ket and asked me to test it and then gave me a gram of his top shelf MDMA in payment for consuming his free ket (!?).

I’m not sure I can reliably review anything today if it’s taking me over 200 mg IM to go anywhere near the hole.
 
i been taking LSD every day. I get reverse tolerance now it gets stronger and stronger idk why. I take 25 ug each morning. The visuals increase every day. Its been like this for weeks now
This is exactly what I hav been talking about for nearly 2 years now, I never expected, in January 2019, after 6.5 years break and a decision to junp back into tripping, and really no exhaust it, I was actually depressed knowing that I could have my cake, if I just take a nibble.

Or I can eat it, it will be tasty, but then it will be gone and the bakers are on hols.

I have actively considered it may have bern hacked, the tolerance, by the uncommon practical daily mini dosing routine I followed for most of last year.

Random, ball park doses, from 10 ug to 35, aiming for 20-25 often, as a very very noticeable and appreciable mood lift, boost and compliment to my regular recreations.

It worked so linearly every time, every day. I was observant of very dose.

There may be a link between regular mini dosing and unlocking the tolerance.

I'm really not surprised that youself in particular reports this.

I also still like the idea of i being a consciousness thing too.

Now if I took 150 mics today, I am pretty sure it would be at least equal in all fields to the 155 roughly trip I had on 8th August.

I strongly expect it would be more, today.

My ability to experience and fully feel LSD is not diminished, even following the biggest single effective hit if it, longest peak and actual depth and length of the experience.

I do think, mini dosing again, might be my "ticket", like- ticket outta here lol.

I have always tripped again at some point to clean out the view. I really dirtied the mirror this time, actual PTSD but not from the time or supposedly main experience, but the last days exactly now.

I do feel Acid will be required to go in and just dissolve everything, just no overstep obviously.

I just need to measure 20 ml distilled, snip 2 tabs to pieces.

I expect the mini and micro doses to work even more than before. It's those fences, the perception filters that maybe you keep tapping nails into every day, intermittently hammering with mega macro doses, then- who knows? Week off? Week mini doses all over?

Another week macrodosing? The filters get pissed I reckon, fed up constantly raising and lowering a brolly.

Eventually they are like, I've had enough. If you want to go outside when it's raining, get wet my friend.

LSD is more infinite for me, than I am.
 
I took 400mg of pregabalin. My girfriend is having an emotional breakdown and I just can't understand it. She says her room reeks of skunk and her new cat does too. I do not smell it. The cat got sprayed 8 months ago. She says her only refuge from all the smells is her room and now it's ruined forever. I literally do not smell anything. Obviously something else is going on but as usual she just lets herself be defeated. Somehow smells trigger her PTSD and over the years she has grown to hate almost everything that has a strong smell. It's getting really bad and I don't understand it. I just know she needs to deal with her PTSD and pick herself up and figure shit out. A good friend has an amazing therapist family friend, specializing in PTSD, who is willing to come out of retirement for her but she won't contact her. I don't know what to do.

Pregabalin is crazy. I feel amazing right now and every time I close my eyes I am moving around in crazy rooms and stuff, there is so much going on, I'm seeing it as clearly as if my eyes were open. Most intense closed eye visuals I may have ever had. Wild. Weird juxtaposition with what's going on.
Sorry bro. So many feel strain and have, are breaking from strain, my mum and myself included.

You know me with my alternative focus. I know of a type of therapy I would confidently unhesitantly suggest to anybody, it really works on the deepest, root core underlying emotional issues from life's conditioning.

It can be done very successfully over Zoom or Skype. It's just necessary for the trained therapist to be able to see your body as their "body" or it's higher intelligence, is capable, wired and programmed to muscle test themselves, with a connection to the therapee (cool term) every step.

It's originally called N.E.T. for Neuro Emotional Technique.

The real not founder but kind of pioneer I saw for treatment myself back in 2009, is called Anne Jensen. An Australian lady. No no quack at all.

It's a branch of chiropractic stemming from Chinese medicine. It's hacking, by simply releasing.

The dreadlock starts to knot, long before it is knotted, and it needs unlocking at the originial source.

Weak analogy, but for example, an emotional crisis or presentiment today, we link to this last week, that last month...

In most cases, via the N.E.T. and muscle testing, the origin is what is sought out directly before being released, like a gas- it's in very early life, from birth, to under 10.

I benefited massively from this treatment I had a number of times.

One exception, we worked on a speech fluency issue I developed, direct result and sudden onset in 2003 of MDMA overuse neurosis.

The origin of this one, she started usual "0-1? 1-5? 5-10? 12, 15 etc." Nothing,

23? Bingo!

It's uncommon for issues to be tracked back to later years, but very early ones mostly.
This was an exception, a spanner in the works of AutoTripper.

"Heartspeak" is the name the therapy is reknowned by now, same thing, constantly being explored and pioneered.

It's real stuff though I swear. It can really change how you feel and look out, instantly, and irreversibly. Not in any negative, conditioning way though.

It is the exact opposite. Like unlocking conditioning. I could use some more myself, I have really released so much, healed and overcome so much. I'm pleased with the progress, growth and development I have withessed.

I've picked up more scars though since I last had an N.E.T. treatment, in these times.
And I need lifestyle renovation more than I need healing. It's finance and priorities too, physical treatment needs being the primary and I hate appointments unable to live any regular, predictable routine without sacrificing food, sleep or both, or making a total hash of each in the process of just making a set appointment time, all allergy related really.
 
Ok confession time. I was on a ket binge the other day. I’ve always snorted since the first time I tried it with IM and it was too much. However my tolerance was getting high and my supply was down to about 300 mg so I went and picked up some tools to IM again.

I took 200 mg cause I was still a bit gun-shy about IM. It fucked me up quite nicely but didn’t last super long and I was able to surface from the hole with a bit of effort after not to long although I still couldn’t see straight and everything I could see was glowing red and orange.

In my fucked up state I thought it would be good to have some acid with the last 100 mg. Even though I’d had acid 2 days previously and knew I was totally tolerant.

So, in the moment it seemed both pretty safe and a good idea to soak 10 x 150 ug GG tabs in some pure injecting H2O for a while and then use that to mix up the last bit of ket.

I had the finest micron wheel filters already set up and all clean and sterilised equipment and managed to disinfect my hands and the injection site despite seeing pretty much double of everything. It must have taken ages. I also ate the soaked tabs.

I shot it into my thigh and felt the ket come up afain very nicely and had a nice little journey for a while but this time it seemed to wear off much more slowly and in the hours that followed I felt more trippy than I did the usual post-ket semi-confusion and wobbliness. Not a real trip but it was more than just ket I was feeling.

I can’t think this was particulalry dangerous except for the fact I was delirious while I mixed everything up and the possibility the ink being toxic although it did not seem to run when I soaked the blotters.

I think my ket days are nearing the end except for the fact that a new vendor just today gave me a gram of his top-shelf ket and asked me to test it and then gave me a gram of his top shelf MDMA in payment for consuming his free ket (!?).



I’m not sure I can reliably review anything today if it’s taking me over 200 mg IM to go anywhere near the hole.

Hope you are doing well mate. You really are as "hardcore" as any member here IMO except you are so damn modest and humble about it that neither yourself or most of BL really grasp and appreciate that.

Just one comment here, well two.

IME it's not easy and certainly takes time, days at least, to leach any significant amount of LSD out of the paper into the distilled water.

A few minutes even an hour, I would expect surprisingly little dissolution.

So you may not have actually injected much of the LSD, but none was unconsumed obviously.

Ink- my tabs I plugged were the same trusty batch one unmarked squeaky clean.

I would not want multi ink coloured artworks leaching sure toxins into my anus, but I can't say it would deter me either, though it's unlikely I will ever plug Acid again now and simply won't be in that position, though I do have some shiny fancy Californian Sunshine tabs in fridge since 2.5 years ago now, along with 10.5 tabs left of ALD just, you know, waiting for (another) rainy day. Which may or may not ever see the light of day, literally!
 
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Hope you are doing well mate. You really are as "hardcore" as any member here IMO except you are so damn modest and humble about it that neither yourself or most of BL really grasp and appreciate that.

Yes agreed, Perforated is a good soul. I learned a milion things about meth and I do not even use it. I can only imagine the struggle it is to stay off. But with time all obsession weakens. If it didn't nobody would ever quit anything. It is like a black hole the closer the stronger it is. The further the less signifigant. So much respect for trying to move past that. I know there is age to consider too. I guess the ideal age to use a lot of meth would be a person's 20's. I just can't see it being healthy for people over 50. If it takes a binge of some other drugs to get that time between so be it.

I do get a little queazy when people go on serious drug binges. Sort of scares me, I think only because when Charlie does it worried us. Sort of a PTSD we have for other members. Stay healthy and stay well all. Remember boring is good. I know a lot of us are very bored these days. Boring means you are staying out of trouble. lol
 
Yes agreed, Perforated is a good soul. I learned a milion things about meth and I do not even use it. I can only imagine the struggle it is to stay off. But with time all obsession weakens. If it didn't nobody would ever quit anything. It is like a black hole the closer the stronger it is. The further the less signifigant. So much respect for trying to move past that. I know there is age to consider too. I guess the ideal age to use a lot of meth would be a person's 20's. I just can't see it being healthy for people over 50. If it takes a binge of some other drugs to get that time between so be it.

I do get a little queazy when people go on serious drug binges. Sort of scares me, I think only because when Charlie does it worried us. Sort of a PTSD we have for other members. Stay healthy and stay well all. Remember boring is good. I know a lot of us are very bored these days. Boring means you are staying out of trouble. lol
Well I salute and admire (and envy lol) your "boringness"!

I call it diacipline and simply exercising inner content. Can we dispute that?

I am pleased always though to see you caring for yourself well. I am aiming to donthe same now too, I am yet to gather together all the jigsaw pieces still that make up AutoTripper before I'm sure in time putting "Humpty" back together again, just without All the King's horses, and all the kids men, but not ruling out some outside help as sometimes it is required.

I am a big secret (but not hidingly) Perforated fan.
 
Best line EVER! :ROFLMAO:
I make it very simple for myself most of the time. I try to simply say it how it is.

It saves having to think, in a way.

Except, that way of being configured basically, can be an undoing. Like the last week plus, the truth? Too complicated and messed up to get a handle on verbalising in.

In such a case, the crackhead would possibly cope better. By simply using ony the "no truth" mode of communication lol.

I went so fully in on the truth, I don't know another way, how to be economical with it even.

So cat has seriously had my tongue for a week plus. I have been so perfectly comfortable and affluent for a long while in speech, company, expressing, conversation, and natural personality throughout it.

I'm not there yet still. I kind of have nothing to say, and feel unsure of anything I might think or feel to say.

I will be very muted in many situations, and I'm not seeking to contact people, nor converse about my thoughts and feelings.

It's interesting and another lesson. I love being able to communicate and stay in touch, purely at will, and never obligated. I don't do obligation lol!

It's trauma though. Stirring up the pot. It has given me a glimplse and insight I never had before, was always so curious to understand better- the few who sever touch and communication with society and human consciousness.

So it's possibly another growing experience for me, I already recognised it is essential for me to grow here to heal and restore.

The last 7 days, right up there with the hardest week(s) of my life.

I once went 160 hours with no food at all, T total, chosen fast. Bad idea. Hard. Stuck with it but not wise move in hindsight.

I had another few or more Particularly intense weeks in life where I literally had to fight tooth and claw to pick up and just regenerate from whichever acute incident.

I do think, this past 7 days is number one on the hard scale, in ways I am new to.

Hence, the potential, as well as need, for so much growth here.

Grit, and work though still. I'm on it.
 
Do you think a short term treatment might be getting an ozone generator for her room? Ozone isn't at all good for your health despite what people say, but it (a) absolutely fucking murders volatile aromatic compounds, (b) smells like fresh air after a rainstorm, and (c) desensitizes/anesthetizes your sniffer.

A powerful room air filter would be better and safer, but the fact that ozone desensitizes your nose and that you can say it actively rips apart the molecules that cause odors might be an easier sell. Also, if there's no way that odor molecules can survive, then it may make it easier to confront the problem's real origin if that's what's really the issue.

This is neither here nor there, but I spent months of quarantine stressing smells in my house that my partner couldn't smell. Every time, I eventually found the culprit (leaky basement causing carpet mildew, dead snake in attic under insulation), but it was frustrating for both of us to not be able to share each other's reality.
 
Yes agreed, Perforated is a good soul.
I am a big secret (but not hidingly) Perforated fan.
Thanks guys. You are very kind. I’m certainly overdoing things a bit at the moment and need to slow down. But staying clean from meth by being dissociatively psychadelic a fair bit of the time is a genuine improvement in my life. I know vI’ve gotta get comfortable just being me for extended periods. But it’s a work in progress and BL is very triggery. I don’t blame anyone for anything I choose to do, but with friends and role models like @simstim, @AutoTripper, @TripSitterNZ and @jhjhsdi it’s hard to see ketting, tripping, and rolling every week like its a bad thing. At my age I should be setting a better example to you youngsters I guess.
 
Thanks guys. You are very kind. I’m certainly overdoing things a bit at the moment and need to slow down. But staying clean from meth by being dissociatively psychadelic a fair bit of the time is a genuine improvement in my life. I know vI’ve gotta get comfortable just being me for extended periods. But it’s a work in progress and BL is very triggery. I don’t blame anyone for anything I choose to do, but with friends and role models like @simstim, @AutoTripper, @TripSitterNZ and @jhjhsdi it’s hard to see ketting, tripping, and rolling every week like its a bad thing. At my age I should be setting a better example to you youngsters I guess.
I think you set a very good example, from which I consciously am aware that I have personally drawn from.

It's not what you do but how you do it, and how you are, matters most.

I was responding in an MDMA thread asking how often is safe, acceptable.

It's ridiculous I should comment on that, I really try to steer right away from any level of dosing advice or sway with MDMA.

I can't not support the basic HR guidelines established now.

But I said in truth how no way would the younger me have considered obeying, and how maybe I could have been persuaded to restrict myself to just one 250 mg dose of MDMA a week for 5 years, then review, renew...

I should have said 350 mg's or 400 though, realistically.

Because that would be version mega-light lol.
Just no redosing, 3.5 grams of MDMA in a weekend, days and days in row sessions.

But I don't feel I set a bad example. I make no encouragement. I simply report, which I am surely allowed to do right?

I see you @Perforated as a very good reporter. Keep at it.
 
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