Feeling a lot brighter this am. My nerves have been on a stretch machine with built in nails scraping a blackboard, purely infection nerve damage related.
Long Covid is worse than I anticipated, like it’s not fatal like an acute respiratory infection of any nature can be, but it’s the most actual generalised nerve damage I’ve ever been diagnosed with in 15 years, nerve endings literally frayed by definition.
No wonder I started, this year, having major panic anxiety attacks the days after my heavy trips.
I have them currently without it. I’ve been taking the remedies for all infections, including the nerve based (but still localised) long Covid, and nerve damage, physically rooted anxiety, nervous tension, plus all the other stuff we more commonly understand as physical- peristalsis, metabolism, digestion, detoxing the lymphatic system.
The medicine is a 4 week course, it’s ALWAYS hell, as it’s powerfully healing on everything it’s working on. But the aftermath and general difference to health over longterm always justifies it.
The first days, week are worst. It effectively intensifies everything in the process.
So this time, over the weekend, my nerve issues were upped extreme. I did go quite cranky.
That 600 ug trip Saturday was my solution. I battled to be consciously present for many hours of it, due to tiredness and, let’s never forget folks, the sheer power of old fashioned LSD.
Last few days have been a pit of depression, again massively nerve damage related.
This a.m. I woke for poop, 4 hours kip only, did oil pulling, made kava, took probiotics, aloe Vera capsule, prepped my day’s remedies, and now am vaping some nice herb in morning sun. See below for the exciting stuff...
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