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haha. back in my manic disso days I emailed to hamilton morris something about mxe and he actually responded

I recall sending vortech's mxe book to one of my teachers before going full psychotic 🤦‍♂️
 
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hes better than 99% of rappers out there these days
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That's not hard though, is it?

I always joke that I should have been a rapper or country singer, since lyrical content matters not for 95% of the population. Just put on my Southern drawl and sing about chromed-out trucks and kicking my wife and drinking my dog and how much I love parties that have plastic cups, right?
 
Had an ALD-52 tab and some mushrooms and just chilled today.
Feelin a little less of the persistent anxiety Ive had this winter so I was able to actually chill and play some Breath of the Wild and listen to music.
It was nice. Sorta lost track of how to even enjoy myself day to day
 
Ohh that sounds like such a fun time i love me some Zelda as well @electronDegenerate specially that one epic game for sure. And the graphics looks so beautiful under the influence of psychedelics. Lately I have been playing Duper Mario Sunshine when I trip and that is a gorgeous game as well. Been tossing and turning all night guys have to get up for work in a couple hours gonna try and catch some last minute 💤...

Big storm heading my way my ex is gonna get me an uber home from work later so I don't get trapped out there. Probably gonna be busy as people like to go out and eat one last time around here before these things touchdown generally. Had really productive conversation with my love interest this evening that woman has me wrapped so tightly around her finger and she knows it.

Have you played Hyrule Warriors: Age of Calamity yet? Its actually a prequel to Breath of the Wild its really fun inhave to start playing it again more its pretty satisfying hacking and slashing thru the hordes I must say...
 
Can't believe I just lost another pair of headphones I literally had them on as I got back to my place last night and I put away everything and cleaned up my whole pad and nada...wtf. I can't be using earbuds anymore they are just too easy for me to misplace im gonna have to take cabs þubers the next weeks cuz of weather tho and I really need them most for bike rides so I will survive. Gonna get a cheap wireless over the ear pair or something to tide me over till I go to paybky phone bill next month. Dude said I could add a pair of expensive JBL ones and one of those wireless speaker boxes by JBL also so I'm gonna end up doing that cuz I need to listen to music louder when im at home and its gonna sound way better than the TV speakers and also let's say I take my girl to the park in the spring and we bring blanket and some food, find an area tucked away private and we can make sexy time and listen to one of my favorite bands for the most intimate acts us humans get down and freaky with beautiful people 😍

 
At work we used to be able to listen to our music via headphones buds. We can now play our music outlood as reasonable as possible. We're all guys so no issues have received. My ears/hearing greatly improved when I stopped using headphones. My situation is different than yours but something to think about health wise.

Edit,: clonazepam has been administered,bear with my slowness lol
 
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Wife and I consumed roughly ~10mg of psilacetin each yesterday afternoon, after deep cleaning the whole apartment and putting all our Christmas decorations away finally. I recall a moment about right when I peaked, I went and laid face down on the freshly vacuumed rug and felt the drug washing over my body in waves.

I had been thinking really intently/silently for the come-up/first hour and going over and over in my head... why do I hate myself, or other people? I gradually came to realize, I didn't hate myself, that I related to other human beings, that my worries and anxieties over certain things was pointless. I've spent most of the past few weeks sobering up from opioid WDs and finally for the first time I was able to look at myself objectively and think, "I do not hate that person."

With this realization, I laid on the floor like mentioned prior. The drug started to wash over my body in waves of physical pleasure. I recall saying to Mrs. Gravy, "I... think... I'm experiencing pleasure?!" Psilacetin has never, ever been kind to me, always harsh, mean to my soul... but yesterday, it nourished me. It's as if the spirit of the drug finally knew that I was on the right path in life, and it rewarded me by instead of berating me, massaging me.

Wife and I had some issues we talked over, mostly about forgiveness, about coping with traumas. After we'd both sufficiently expressed ourselves, and cried far too much, I felt a lot of relief off my chest. My wife and I snuggled (nothing overtly sexual) on the couch while watching Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind once again. After that we just binged a few episodes of The Last Airbender and passed out later than usual.

It was a very healing, life affirming afternoon. I am not evil, I have no reason to hate myself any longer, I'm moving towards where I want to be in life, if slowly. I'm just so happy to have my loving wife in my life, and so happy that we're doing okay.
 
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Shadow Cat said:
Have you played Hyrule Warriors: Age of Calamity yet? Its actually a prequel to Breath of the Wild its really fun inhave to start playing it again more its pretty satisfying hacking and slashing thru the hordes I must say...
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I have not! But I played a few Samurai/Dynasty Warriors games before and am familiar with the hack n slash genocide theme. For the last 10 years I have been awful at letting myself chill and play games. I was a video gamer too. Even with BoTW I am like 2 years into my save file and have only really mindlessly scoured the map finding shrines and leaftards.
Hmm, by the way. I think I may have talked to you or had some dealings with you in the past on some other forum. That or Shadow Cat is just a common enough handle.
Cheers if it is you. Cheers if not.

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With this realization, I laid on the floor like mentioned prior. The drug started to wash over my body in waves of physical pleasure. I recall saying to Mrs. Gravy, "I... think... I'm experiencing pleasure?!" Psilacetin has never, ever been kind to me, always harsh, mean to my soul... but yesterday, it nourished me. It's as if the spirit of the drug finally knew that I was on the right path in life, and it rewarded me by instead of berating me, massaging me.
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This is the kind of tryp i have been wanting and why I have been lusting after some 4-AcO-DMT this winter. I took my 4-AcO-MiPT to 100mg at the start of the December chasing that sort of depth but it just didn't deliver, it was just too much empathy and hedonism and no mindfuckery.

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After that we just binged a few episodes of The Last Airbender and passed out later than usual.
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I actually started to try and watch this. Made it season 2 before I just sorta fell off. I don't dislike it, but its a little childish to keep me into it. Which is strange because I love cartoons and have watched all of Adventure Time and Rick and Morty and various others over and over. I also watched Legend of Korra and was super into that. In fact LoK probably ruined Last Airbender for me a little.
 
electronDegenerate said:
I actually started to try and watch this. Made it season 2 before I just sorta fell off. I don't dislike it, but its a little childish to keep me into it.
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Aww man, you're missing out. I love The Last Airbender, and the childishness you reference is almost what makes the show so charming. The characters have more depth than most TV shows I've watched. My wife told me to watch it over again, this time focusing on Zuko and his uncle Iroh's advice to him. Like Zuko I had lost my way (and had major daddy issues), and now I feel that I'm on the path back to finding myself.

Honestly Legend of Korra was a letdown in comparison. Every season felt half assed and she has to be the weakest Avatar of all time, she's always giving up. Aang was wise and beyond his years while Korra acted like a child into adulthood 😕

electronDegenerate said:
Dynasty Warriors
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Bro, the amount of time I spent getting level 10 weapons on my favorite characters in Dynasty Warriors 4 was unreasonable lol
 
You make some fair points, and I honestly think it may be a lot of my mindset at play here. I was just bored until like episode 17 or 18 of season 1. But I did start to get into it eventually. I'm literally looking at the blurays for it right now sitting next to my bluray player where I left them like a month ago. I think anxiety just got the best of me. I appreciated that the characters in LoK were a bit older and they seemed more mature, honestly Aang was my major annoyance in Last Airbender and I was starting to like the supporting characters more. I guess I'll need to pick it back up though, cuz Korra was having some straight up DBZ battles later in the series so it seems like a stretch to call her the weakest Avatar ever. She may have lacked a certain amount of charm though.
I saw enough to see the Avatar who's face got stolen. Surely thats the weakest Avatar ever....
 
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Its very well possible you have seen me around I've been in a member of pretty much all of the forums that have revolved around the RC scene i have been at this for a longtime now @electronDegenerate. Many of them now shutdown which allowed more open discussion of such matters and vending etc... I've gone by many names over the years and have had used multiple accounts sometimes simultaneously for purposes im sure you'd understand. Bluelight has always been my home base but I was prominent member of TAS, EK, RR, CRU, LHG are some of my favorite forums which are now defunct...

I've always been mostly involved with psychedelics but I explore other things also at times. I really miss the way things were back in the day when vending and group buys were allowed in threads at some of those back in the day, epic times they were indeed. Things are still great today just different but I enjoy myself, taking some time right now to let my tolerance drop a bit tho. Been a gamer myself since the 80's when the NES touched down and go through periods where play real heavy and then I'll usually take time off from it for awhile. Always been a massive Nintendo fan tho more so than any other console really.

Right now im watching the movie 12 monkey's and eating some turkey sandwiches and a bowl of baby carrots, can of ginger ale. My job sent me home early because of the storm actually just went and picked up bunch of cherry ice also which is my dessert of choice and I have this bag of frozen tropical fruit to snack on. Really hope that girl reaches out to me tonight I miss her already and we texted hours yesterday. I been doing real good staying off the heavy stuff and im gonna keep it up and always be honest with her for now on. I really want her back in my life she is the most beautiful and pure thing I ever laid my eyes upon.

Really glad you came to the social @electrondyour a great addition to the family here itsa great place to hangout and come for support or just bounce your thoughts off some real positive people. It's the best place on the internet and I've been hanging out in these parts for almost 15 years now, thats pretty wild right!!!
 
Shadow Cat said:
Its very well possible you have seen me around I've been in a member of pretty much all of the forums that have revolved around the RC scene i have been at this for a longtime now @electronDegenerate. Many of them now shutdown which allowed more open discussion of such matters and vending etc... I've gone by many names over the years and have had used multiple accounts sometimes simultaneously for purposes im sure you'd understand. Bluelight has always been my home base but I was prominent member of TAS, EK, RR, CRU, LHG are some of my favorite forums which are now defunct...

I've always been mostly involved with psychedelics but I explore other things also at times. I really miss the way things were back in the day when vending and group buys were allowed in threads at some of those back in the day, epic times they were indeed. Things are still great today just different but I enjoy myself, taking some time right now to let my tolerance drop a bit tho. Been a gamer myself since the 80's when the NES touched down and go through periods where play real heavy and then I'll usually take time off from it for awhile. Always been a massive Nintendo fan tho more so than any other console really.

Right now im watching the movie 12 monkey's and eating some turkey sandwiches and a bowl of baby carrots, can of ginger ale. My job sent me home early because of the storm actually just went and picked up bunch of cherry ice also which is my dessert of choice and I have this bag of frozen tropical fruit to snack on. Really hope that girl reaches out to me tonight I miss her already and we texted hours yesterday. I been doing real good staying off the heavy stuff and im gonna keep it up and always be honest with her for now on. I really want her back in my life she is the most beautiful and pure thing I ever laid my eyes upon.

Really glad you came to the social @electrondyour a great addition to the family here itsa great place to hangout and come for support or just bounce your thoughts off some real positive people. It's the best place on the internet and I've been hanging out in these parts for almost 15 years now, thats pretty wild right!!!
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Haha certainly sounds like it was you.
I was Nemui on a few of those forums. Kicked around for a few years building up my collection.
I'm pretty stoked to be here, honestly. I should have joined a long time ago. Actually if I would have joined right when I started using Bluelight I may have joined at around the same time as you. But instead I lurked and watched many users I always wanted to interact with disappear.
So I'm in it now dammit
 
electronDegenerate said:
I actually started to try and watch this. Made it season 2 before I just sorta fell off. I don't dislike it, but its a little childish to keep me into it. Which is strange because I love cartoons and have watched all of Adventure Time and Rick and Morty and various others over and over. I also watched Legend of Korra and was super into that. In fact LoK probably ruined Last Airbender for me a little.
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Oh man, Avatar is so good! I loved it a lot.

Another show that's kinda for kids but surprisingly awesome is The Dragon Prince.

Cream Gravy? said:
Honestly Legend of Korra was a letdown in comparison. Every season felt half assed and she has to be the weakest Avatar of all time, she's always giving up. Aang was wise and beyond his years while Korra acted like a child into adulthood 😕
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Kind of agree, I'm watching it now. My girlfriend keeps getting bored and wanting to watch this stupid Korean drama that I can't get into. Korra is a pretty good show but The Last Airbender was much better.
 
I don't know if this is an appropriate place to divulge such....but partly it's fir touching base sense I guess, and keeping some sort of account and perspective.

But I emnarked on a wild LSD bender this week.

1130ug today made a total of exactly 5005ug in under 7 days.

Or 50 trips. I also have been plugging many of the tabs. Shocks, it messes me up real good that route. Knocks me sideways for longer before I feel all settled and marveloously, timelessly content in the moment.

I started today- 6th day tripping out of 7...with 225ug oral.

Then 400ug plugged, really smacked me out there for some hours.

After yet more weed vaporized, I went into dreamland fir couple hours. Woke up, took 300ug orally..

It bacame apparent, the 400ug previously plugged, had a delayed come up as I dreamed off...and came on really strong with the 300ug oral at 3pm, 5 hours for 930ug.

I drank about 70 grams kava, edibles and lots vaporizer.

6pm, I plugged 200ug more.

1130ug today has been quite full on, especially 600ug being plugged.

Sorry guys, I had to report. Illness isolates me, and I have these crazy deep psychedellic experiences, so it helps me stay grounded better to check in here, honestly report...


Hope you are mostly well guys.
 
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