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took the bigger dose my lord am i rolling took a while for me to find the mouse on the screen
The stars aligned and I impulsively took 100mg DMXE and 20mg 4-AcO-DMT tonight
Was gonna type a bunch but i'm slow and having a helluva time typing right now.

I went through my day with 2 lighters in my pocket. A pink one and a black one. I don't usually like a bunch of shit in my pockets, but today the fact that I have had a black and pink lighter in my pocket has been immutable. When I would pull out a lighter I would be like, I got the black one this time... Next time maybe the pink...
I just emptied my pockets of 2 pink lighters :unsure:
How the fuck did I play a magic trick on myself and change the color of one of my lighters? There's no point in my night where it would make sense for this to have happened. Obviously this is a dumb thing to think about but that's where I am right now typing this instead of the fleeting revelations I had about deja vu and time folding while I was holing as I was watching the original Planet of the Apes.

Well I have work tomorrow. Night y'all
speaking of lighters I bought a 4 pack earlier tonight and can't find a single one.
 
I know right...
I wonder if more people who posted about that tried using doses similar to my own if they'd still be complaining or if they'd be rolling instead. It seems like lots of people have a hangup about trying a third to a half a gram of MDMA in one go.
A legit 0.333 of proper quality, uncut MDMA is magic. Just as good as 0.5 or 0.6 as one dose actually.

I was as irresponsible I should correctly call it lol, as imaginable. It’s fairly uncommon for people to use MDMA for 3 days in a row let alone 10 or more regularly.

The scorn and effectively wrath I received in certain places simply being open and honest about my journey with MDMA. Not here actually, but on Reddit certainly.

Once every 3 months or you’re a total twat doing the most ridiculous, unpopular thing in the world, harming others just by talking about it.

Indeed nobody here is going to give you that kind of shit, we’re mostly pretty chill here and mega wasted in many cases.

I’m intrigued I admit about all the chatter. I last took MDMA in 2005, first in 1996.

There was never a dispute or debate, high quality pills and Crystal were always available. I never lost the magic. I find it incredulous to see such emphatic and fairly widespread/regurgitated reports of very lacklustre MDMA.

I’m out the game so can’t exactly contribute, but for my life I cannot envisage the enquiry and “thread” even running or picking up any momentum back then.

Just too much smoke where there shouldn’t even be the littlest fire. I know that’s very simplistic. But man, I’ll list over 100 different presses alone that no way could anybody ever say was “Meh”, I would date them to try.

Maybe I was too high to pay attention though I don’t think I missed it, as we just never talked about that. Yes we encountered batches of pills I’d not want on my desert island at all, we just avoided them.

That’s where I’m going btw, my nice dream desert island. I’m taking a thousand Smiley faces definitely. There’s so so many to pick from. At least 900 Green Limes. How many original Mitsubishis? Decisions!

I think I’ve taken acid off the list now. I have a number of skunks over time to pile high in the centre of the island, some pollen. I’m not even concerned about ketamine, though it’s specific effects on consciousness are what I crave so much and feel I need here now.

A few years, decades ago it would have been session on island. Just mountains of the best pot in the world now please, and maybe 3 or 4 thousand E’s.

The Crystal we got regularly too, gosh to try and visualise or imagine somebody calling it Meh, I can’t.

I got two Dutch pills over 2 years ago but just not safe for me to risk, I really wanted to see for myself. I’m going to re-home them actually. Useless clutter otherwise.
 
A legit 0.333 of proper quality, uncut MDMA is magic. Just as good as 0.5 or 0.6 as one dose actually.

I was as irresponsible I should correctly call it lol, as imaginable. It’s fairly uncommon for people to use MDMA for 3 days in a row let alone 10 or more regularly.

The scorn and effectively wrath I received in certain places simply being open and honest about my journey with MDMA. Not here actually, but on Reddit certainly.

Once every 3 months or you’re a total twat doing the most ridiculous, unpopular thing in the world, harming others just by talking about it.

Indeed nobody here is going to give you that kind of shit, we’re mostly pretty chill here and mega wasted in many cases.

I’m intrigued I admit about all the chatter. I last took MDMA in 2005, first in 1996.

There was never a dispute or debate, high quality pills and Crystal were always available. I never lost the magic. I find it incredulous to see such emphatic and fairly widespread/regurgitated reports of very lacklustre MDMA.

I’m out the game so can’t exactly contribute, but for my life I cannot envisage the enquiry and “thread” even running or picking up any momentum back then.

Just too much smoke where there shouldn’t even be the littlest fire. I know that’s very simplistic. But man, I’ll list over 100 different presses alone that no way could anybody ever say was “Meh”, I would date them to try.

Maybe I was too high to pay attention though I don’t think I missed it, as we just never talked about that. Yes we encountered batches of pills I’d not want on my desert island at all, we just avoided them.

That’s where I’m going btw, my nice dream desert island. I’m taking a thousand Smiley faces definitely. There’s so so many to pick from. At least 900 Green Limes. How many original Mitsubishis? Decisions!

I think I’ve taken acid off the list now. I have a number of skunks over time to pile high in the centre of the island, some pollen. I’m not even concerned about ketamine, though it’s specific effects on consciousness are what I crave so much and feel I need here now.

A few years, decades ago it would have been session on island. Just mountains of the best pot in the world now please, and maybe 3 or 4 thousand E’s.

The Crystal we got regularly too, gosh to try and visualise or imagine somebody calling it Meh, I can’t.

I got two Dutch pills over 2 years ago but just not safe for me to risk, I really wanted to see for myself. I’m going to re-home them actually. Useless clutter otherwise.
You haven't rolled since 2005 and still aren't curious enough to try the two pills you have?

I can't hold x pills or something psychedelic for long (unless I have a large quantity). You better believe it will be popped soon after arrival.
I didn't roll from 2010 up until just a few months ago when someone gave me a pill. It worked and I've been bingeing it ever since. My dude seems to have an unlimited supply access to these Nike Air max pills I get. It's sick how cheap they are now compared to how much pills used to cost and they're strong too.
 
You haven't rolled since 2005 and still aren't curious enough to try the two pills you have?

I can't hold x pills or something psychedelic for long (unless I have a large quantity). You better believe it will be popped soon after arrival.
I didn't roll from 2010 up until just a few months ago when someone gave me a pill. It worked and I've been bingeing it ever since. My dude seems to have an unlimited supply access to these Nike Air max pills I get. It's sick how cheap they are now compared to how much pills used to cost and they're strong too.
Haha, absence of curiosity, NOT a hinderance. Nor a lack of desire. It’s purely about safety. There’s a good chance my Nervous system will overreact allergenically, on top of standard respiratory and digestive allergy symptoms.

On paper by sound prediction at best it would likely be a tormentuous time physically, if not worse.

I accepted long ago there’s no way it’s worth the risk. Plus my brain healed extremely well over time from an uncommon level of prolonged abuse.

I know how MDMA can affect cognition, short term memory and social fluency, word recall etc.

I did my time, overcame true MDMA neurosis, appeared a casualty even.

Today, nowayear, one thing I’m really comfortable with is how easy it is for me to simply socialise, hold conversation, express my mind verbally so freely, fluently, imaginatively and appropriately (lol, a lot of “ly’s”, hold with me not done yet…) and most of all- effortlessly.

I feel even a single MDMA use could upset the apple cart. I love feeling so at ease in every situation talking, or not, expressing myself as freely and confidently as I wish.

I wouldn’t want to exchange even 2% of that for the experience of MDMA again, and my gut tells me it would probably be more like 10% minimum.

I only know of 5 drugs I can tolerate now- only homegrown cannabis as I’m allergic to 100% black market weed fertilisers even organic crops.

Kava, too much every day. Etizolam, same but just tapering at last currently.

Black tea or coffee, and Lysergamides which I’ve had my good fill of too.

I’m not your stereotypical drug user, nor person actually. Of course we are all unique/individual.

That’s what unique is, it’s literally individual. So it’s a kind of stereotypical uniqueness lol.

Fridge is full of acid, it sits actually also, hundreds of tabs need to go back in fridge really, within feet of me now on the floor, I don’t even think about it.

Having or not having availability to acid is never a factor determining dosing or lure.
 
decided to eat 15mg of 2cb each
I'm gonna try 2c-b one day soon I hope! I tried a whole bunch of other 2c drugs while they were still readily available and want to know how this one is. 2c-b was already illegal here before I started tripping and I've never yet found a domestic source. There must be something special about it right? Wasn't 2cb the first 2c drug to market? I missed out on 2c-p, 2c-b, and most of the 2c-T series. All so similar and yet quite distinct and unique. Being that I read 2c-p was similar to but longer acting than 2c-e I'm kinda glad I never tried it. 2c-e made me feel sicker than any other 2c drug. Horrible body load everytime.
 
I'm gonna try 2c-b one day soon I hope! I tried a whole bunch of other 2c drugs while they were still readily available and want to know how this one is. 2c-b was already illegal here before I started tripping and I've never yet found a domestic source. There must be something special about it right? Wasn't 2cb the first 2c drug to market? I missed out on 2c-p, 2c-b, and most of the 2c-T series. All so similar and yet quite distinct and unique. Being that I read 2c-p was similar to but longer acting than 2c-e I'm kinda glad I never tried it. 2c-e made me feel sicker than any other 2c drug. Horrible body load everytime.
I only had 2CB one time, I’d never heard of it was offered by hippies on a couch on night 3 of the most insane huge illegal rave festival ever called Exodus in UK.

They told me it was like a cross between a trip and a pill. 3 micro pellets for a tenner.

I missed out on all the newer ones years later, which really started hitting the scene around 2004. 2Ci caused quite a raucous, was reported to me as being a far more powerful psychedelic potentiator than 2CB.

I did try one 10 mg pellet of 2CB-FLY last year but the physical allergy was torture, with a tab of acid too not an enjoyable trip. If I reach that badly to the cleanest, most excipient free tiny pellet, and substance itself, I’ve no chance with god knows what in my Bowser MDMA pills especially the MDMA.

I really do feel quite quenched as far as psychedelics go though. And not a bad feeling. I feel I’ve gotten off remarkably light too. I could very easily pretend and act to be somebody who has never touched a psychoactive, but it’s against my grain to be anything but true as long as it doesn’t put me in jail lol.
 
She really wants to experience heavy visuals (she wants to try vaping DMT) and I'm hoping 25b-NBOH might do it for her. I haven't tried it yet but if it's anything like 25i-NBOH I expect it will be very visual.
Honestly man, just give her the DMT. Nboh and Nbome are really dangerous and girls tend to have poor tolerance to "intense" substances. Asking for a bad trip here.


decided to eat 15mg of 2cb each
Kinda low but still a lot of fun with proper visuals and music!
 
Honestly man, just give her the DMT. Nboh and Nbome are really dangerous and girls tend to have poor tolerance to "intense" substances. Asking for a bad trip here.
I haven't had DMT myself yet actually. I started using RC psychedelics in 2003 and like testing new substances personally a whole lot so have had quite a few unique psychedelic drugs. A 10 strip of 25b-NBOH blotter is a fraction of the cost of a 10 strip of LSD blotter and also a fraction of the cost of a gram of DMT off the DN. I had 3 or 4 AMAZING experiences with 25i-NBOH so it definitely sounded worth trying for me. I wasn't even considering if other people might join me.when I ordered. If 25b-NBOH is anything like 25i-NBOH it couldn't be passed up at a euro a pop.
 
Are NBOHs as mentally speedy as say 25i-NBOME? Only tried the latter and that was madness. Would not give it to a first timer and a woman (I say woman because there can always be hints of sexual tension, with added weirdness) under any circumstances.
 
Kinda low but still a lot of fun with proper visuals and music!
Yes it's a fun thing.
2C-B is so cool, I don't get the effects of the drug very well. The 2C-B core is thick and real, but it produces this facade of effects that are perceived entirely differently, especially during the peak. Towards the end you can feel that 'deep core' better. Fascinating stuff, very fun.
 
Are NBOHs as mentally speedy as say 25i-NBOME? Only tried the latter and that was madness. Would not give it to a first timer and a woman (I say woman because there can always be hints of sexual tension, with added weirdness) under any circumstances.
I have not tried any NBOMes to compare the two. I've had some intense trips on 25i-NBOH but used like 7-8mg each time. The most intense one was an unkown dosage. Some portion of like 12mg that wouldn't go into solution that was undissolved in the bottom of a vial that I rinsed out and snorted thinking that the residue may not be enough to trip hard. Boy was I wrong. 25i-NBOH is almost insoluble in water. FYI.
 
I played a show last night, had a lot of fun. Afterwards I did some NEP that I acetone washed, and some mushrooms and 3-MeO-PCE, and got into a super empathogenic state... sent my ex bandmate bass player friend some epic "rolling balls" texts about how I love him and miss him and let him know I will always be there for him as a big brother. Meant it all though. :) But re-reading them, haha, I was a high guy last night. 😁

The women I have tripped with have told me that if they don't feel comfortable or trust a guy (like 100% or damn near close) they won't trip with them.

That is wise, because of the power dynamic between men and women. Sadly, women have to always worry about sexual predators and tripping is a vulnerable state. If I was a woman I wouldn't trip with a guy I didn't trust, either, at least not if there weren't other people around. I mean for that matter, in general, I prefer to trip with people I trust.

haha man those women are naive then. I could easily manipulate people tripping.

Naive for only wanting to trip with someone they trust? I mean if you really trust someone, you should be able to be pretty sure they're not going to use the trip to manipulate you... and if they do, that says a lot more about them. Someone who would get close with someone and fake a level of comfort and trust so they can use that to take advantage of them... that is a shitty person.
 
But re-reading them, haha, I was a high guy last night. 😁
Aah the classic.
I tell myself "don't, just don't mf" beforehand, I can get mad cringe.

Did the acetone wash help? I had some NEP that hurt like a bitch to snort, with heavy sneezing guaranteed and mediocre effects. Then some off white stuff, that tasted like it had been in your grandmothers attic for 10 years, but the effects were better. I like to think that both batches were pretty mediocre though, everyone's always going on about the best NEP batches....
 
there are psychopaths who put on fake masks out there. Sadly for women they end up marrying them before finding out then subjected to an abusive relationship. Imagine throwing psychedelics into the mix. There are some evil people in this world and even tim leary and ram dass use to do it to people.

on another note.
“Once we become conscious, even dimly, of the Atman, the Reality within us, the world takes on a very different aspect. It is no longer a court of justice but a kind of gymnasium. Good and evil, pain and pleasure, still exist, but they seem more like the ropes and vaulting-horses and parallel bars which can be used to make our bodies strong. Maya is no longer an endlessly revolving wheel of pain and pleasure but a ladder which can be climbed to consciousness of the Reality.” the gitas are a world of wisdom.
 
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