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I don't really like dissos, I just fell fucked up on them, and unsafe because I'm ... dissociated from my body. I wouldn't say I've ever gleaned any benefit from them apart from feeling what weird is like.

I really related to what Shulgin said about dissos when I read that way back. I don't really understand why people like dissos so much, but I accept that maybe I just haven't tried hard enough to see their charms.

I've tried K a nose-full of times, dxm once, nitrous a bunch of times. Doesn't float my boat. I also feel uncomfortable being around people on K because it's hard to tell how much they're there when they start speaking in tongues and moving like a zombie robot.

I have enjoyed mixing dissos with PDs - nitrous with mushrooms sends it to a kind of singularity psychedelic experience, and K with DPT is perfect.

Still I kinda wish I had the chance to try MXE before it started to disappear.
 
I just remember him talking about dissociatives in general, not any one in particular. Come to think of it I might be remembering some video interview with him, not one of the *ihkals. Maybe the vice one?
 
Haha it is, have some on my way because I managed to go through a gram of it. Sometimes I'm too euphoric though, like my body could explode at any given moment. The first time was the best for me, I felt amazing; had deep thoughts and visually the entire world was in some kind of haze, like it was wrapped in plastic like some people do to keep the couch clean. Have never been able to get back to that experience.

Still a top material, I remember at an Âme live show that right when the 5-Meo-MiPT started peaking the music did too, and right at that very moment 2 very attractive ladies started kissing each other just for fun. I think one can imagine the amazement I felt, being on this material, and it must have radiated through the entire room because they noticed. Unbearable teasing ensued. I think the fact that they weren't creeped out says a lot about the honesty of the eroticism of this material. Seriously one of the most amazing nights of my life.

Pretty interested in 5-Meo-DiPT because it's supposed to be even more euphoric and very visual, but a shame about the body load.
 
Man I remember two chicks making out at the first college party I got to attend. Those days are long gone though it seems.
 
Well I'm 22, so... =D

Okay let's not exaggerate, my sex life is exactly like any other guy's sadly...
 
^I'm only 23, yet I feel old far too often. Perhaps it's my six year relationship with a girl who hates going out.
 
Damn I didn't realize some of you guys were so young! I thought I was the only whippersnapper here!


Wheeeee, I just finished preparing my 4-HO-MET / 4-AcO-DMT microdose cookies. Can't wait to see how they work! %)
 
In many ways I feel younger at 32 than I did at 25. Except that my joints are more prone to getting sore, especially my knees. And I'm a lot more sure of myself. Physical age is a real thing but perceived age is malleable. IMO the most important thing is to keep seeking new experiences and keep things interesting.

kidklmx said:
Pretty interested in 5-Meo-DiPT because it's supposed to be even more euphoric and very visual, but a shame about the body load.
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I find it about equally euphoric but in more of a drug-feeling way, less clean and natural feeling. I don't find it visual at all, and the bodyload is indeed much greater, it feels pretty heavily stimulating, whereas 5-MeO-MiPT just gives me energy without feeling like a bodyload. I prefer 5-MeO-MiPT over 5-MeO-DiPT by a large margin. Though both are enjoyable.
 
240sxLover, tAC, do you guys feel psychedelics have made you completely out of touch with similarly aged people kids? I feel such a disconnect with most people, and I'm far too empathic for my own good. Hoping for a confirmation that I'm not alone in feeling alone :D

Turning 22 was rough though, it's the first time getting older didn't gain me anything. 30 is coming dangerously close, and I'm not ready to leave my youth just yet. Oh well, I have 8 years to grow up it seems.

On 5-Meo-DiPT: Yeah, I know it's not as good but I guess it's a kind of "I like to see more where that came from" as novel chems spark my interest. But from what I can tell almost none of the 5-Meo's seem to be worthwhile. "-DALT, "-EIPT" seem boring and the others ("-DiPT, "-AMT) have some intense physical problems. I have some 5-Meo-DMT sitting in my stash waiting for exploration, but I need to become comfortable with injecting before venturing further.
 
kidklmx said:
240sxLover, tAC, do you guys feel psychedelics have made you completely out of touch with similarly aged people kids? I feel such a disconnect with most people, and I'm far too empathic for my own good. Hoping for a confirmation that I'm not alone in feeling alone :D
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I can empathize with you to the extent that I'm generally very introverted, and find it hard to relate to other people. However, I'm not sure that psychedelics are a cause of this. I think it's more the other way around -- I have very unusual interests, which leads me to prefer spending time with the birds and trees, pondering existential questions on psychedelics, rather than going to parties and drinking, or other more common recreational activities.

I generally seem to emotionally connect with people more readily on psychedelics. It can be easier to set aside our differences, forget about petty gripes, and simply be kind and communicative.

However, I've noticed that psychedelic trips distance me from my dad, in a sense. The more I trip, the harder it is to identify with him, because tripping for me instills strong values like personal well-being, spirituality, and community-minded thinking, which I perceive him to be lacking.

All in all, it's difficult to know for sure if I would be more extroverted without psychedelics, because I started using them when I was fourteen, and continued pretty consistently with only a few short breaks up until the present.
 
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I feel like I've always had trouble identifying with people my own age. That's not to say I don't think psychs have widened that gape further to a degree... but it's hard to judge how one's life sans-psychedelics would be, given that we've all tripped a crap ton and thus now can't conceive of having never tried them.

I feel that I cared less about others or the well being of humanity as a whole before I tried psychedelics, but being that I first started dosing at around 19 years of age, it could just be that I was always gonna become more caring and empathetic with the advent of age and the gaining of wisdom; however, I notice other people my age still don't care, and are the polar opposites of empathetic... So.... I dunno. It could go both ways. Best not to dwell on it I say.
 
Yeah I asked because I always used to be at the center of attention in group settings and the like, but nowadays I find myself observing the entire situation and being sort of content with it, but I find it hard to start a conversation with like 99% of people. Back in those days I used a lot of amphetamines, whereas now I only use psychedelics (and maybe a dissociative if it's on hand), so I feel it's definitely a case of inflated vs dissolved ego or something. Being more inclined to empathize really makes for a dissonance with the way most people react, I feel. Maybe more so in the Netherlands, we're a peculiar people.

Not that its all that bad, luckily, there's at least always someone I have a strong connection with, but just sometimes I wonder.

Awake early and nothing to do all day, except for dinner with my dad, so 16mg of 2C-B-FLY down the hatch. Let's see if I like this one as much as our dear Ann :D
 
5-meo-mipt hcl is the grossest, most vile thing I've ever put up my nose. It even beats 4-fmc, which I was convinced would hold that title for quite a while. I'd rather have something that burns. I can handle burn. Freebase dmt was bad, but at least it hit quick and I mostly forgot about it. Moxy had me salivating like I was about to puke. The taste, the feel, it's so abhorrent... Glad I split my dose into two piles, that second one went in a capsule because this stuff will never go in my nose again.
 
St Patrick's Day was fun. Almost partied all night without a drop of alcohol... However, I had a lot of 1P-LSD, and ended up taking one around 4pm. Then my girlfriend came over and she dropped one. Then we both dropped another about an hour later, and then the neighbors stopped by with some beer and liquor -- things got a little crazy at which point I gave three people 200ug 1P-LSD each,and dropped one more myself, and we had a household full of craziness. Now, anyone who knows me understands I'm a pretty mellow guy. My neighbors, on the other hand, are not. lol Another man stopped over, fell asleep on the couch, and I was in the basement grabbing Christmas lights and stuff and when I came back upstairs a brawl had begun. Kind of messed up the vibe -- the neighbors went home (and took their drunk aggressive "friend" along) and my girlfriend and I took some etizolam and watched the sun come up. Poor girl had to go to work this morning. :( Anyway, hope all of you are doing well!
 
So, this past Wednesday I took two tabs in the evening with some friends. I didn't feel the trip much, might've been suppressed by the kratom I had taken shortly before

This Sunday I'm going to be hanging out with a beautiful person and eating mushrooms together, I'm excited to see them and experience this together

Going to take an extra tab to try and combat tolerance to some small degree. But the "magic" has certainly gone, too many trips in the past two months. Hoping the religious setting and activities help as well.

After this I need a few months of break time before I can get a special experience, I think I need to make more progress in my life before I'm shown more as well, my friend got that feeling rather distinctly

Anyone tripped like this before?
 
My friend and I each took a tab of L and went out to a few bars with some other friends, and it was a strange ass experience as we were coming up to the peak right after arriving at a smokey, loud Irish pub. We ended up bar hopping. We went outside and ran into a friend and some of his buddies we'd never met. This one dude really started to fuck with my mind, I guess he figured out I was tripping acid, I started thinking everyone around me was in on some cosmic joke and that I was the punchline.

We eventually went to a house gathering of some sort at this house inhabited by some very sexually open and trippy people, the "acid house" as my other tripping friend came to call it. At this time my friend and I quickly realized that two of the dudes there who had been really chatting us up were trying to get it on with us, which became a very strange thing. I wasn't trying to be rude, but one guy grabbed my arm and tried tugging me to go upstairs and experience something with him or something and I kinda started freaking out, I dunno... maybe I should have tried it out, could have been interesting. It felt like these two dudes were part of some sort of conspiracy of homosexuality, I was really quite delusional, I think they just wanted to bump uglies with us simply.... but anyways none of that ever happened. My friend and I eventually got into his car around 5am and headed back to our side of town, got some Dennys and toked up a bit to try and finish coming down, then we parted ways. I went home, had 1mg of etizolam, and passed out for about 11 hours.

Feeling pretty damned good today, but I swear, that "acid house" experience was the single most strange thing I've ever experienced in my life.

Hope everyone had a fun St. Patties day! :)
 
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WashedCNDL said:
Anyone tripped like this before?
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Tripped like what before?


240sxLover said:
My friend and I each took a tab of L and went out to a few bars with some other friends, and it was a strange ass experience as we were coming up to the peak right after arriving at a smokey, loud Irish pub. We ended up bar hopping. We went outside and ran into a friend and some of his buddies we'd never met. This one dude really started to fuck with my mind, I guess he figured out I was tripping acid, I started thinking everyone around me was in on some cosmic joke and that I was the punchline.

We eventually went to a house gathering of some sort at this house inhabited by some very sexually open and trippy people, the "acid house" as my other tripping friend came to call it. At this time my friend and I quickly realized that two of the dudes there who had been really chatting us up were trying to get it on with us, which became a very strange thing. I wasn't trying to be rude, but one guy grabbed my arm and tried tugging me to go upstairs and experience something with him or something and I kinda started freaking out, I dunno... maybe I should have tried it out, could have been interesting. It felt like these two dudes were part of some sort of conspiracy of homosexuality, I was really quite delusional, I think they just wanted to bump uglies with us simply.... but anyways none of that ever happened. My friend and I eventually got into his car around 5am and headed back to our side of town, got some Dennys and toked up a bit to try and finish coming down, then we parted ways. I went home, had 1mg of etizolam, and passed out for about 11 hours.

Feeling pretty damned good today, but I swear, that "acid house" experience was the single most strange thing I've ever experienced in my life.
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Haha, that sounds crazy 240sx! Are you sure that you weren't just imagining that the guy was fucking with your mind? Back when I was a teenager and took LSD in front of my parents, I thought they knew I was on acid and were deliberately fucking with me, but it turns out I was just paranoid.

I don't think I'd enjoy a bar-hopping scenario while tripping. I'd much rather be in a serene natural setting. Then again, I'd rather be in a serene natural setting whilst sober too.
 
^It wasn't my idea to go bar hopping, my buddy just finished some tough licensing exams and wanted to go out, while my other buddy had Thursday, and Thursday only to trip acid for the first time in over a year, so I figured we'd combine the two. Turned out it was pretty wild hahah. Some macho dude got on me about laughing manically while pissing next to him, that shit freaked me out, I booked it outa the bathroom and through the crowd in the hopes of him never finding me. Luckily he never did. It was also very, very difficulty ordering drinks, and the bar tenders seemed quite rude. I feel like I'd be a way cooler bar tender than these people were.

Anyways, I'm pretty sure that one dude was indeed fucking with me; I know I was tripping balls and all, but he was clearly the kinda guy who trips too, he was hanging out with a friend of ours who was pretty into tripping as well. He was the same guy who tried to lure me into a strange sexual encounter, I think he had ulterior motives for fucking with my head, he wanted me! 8(
 
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