So I hadn't had a good several days-long span of 3-MeO low dosing in a while, but ending yesterday I did a 5-day run. Damn I love those. By the 4th day, I'm maximally turned on... hypomania has really set in, but to a totally helpful and manageable level. Basically I feel extremely inspired and skilled, with a ton of focus and motivation. I feel great, happy, very euphoric actually. I get a lot of art/music done and I'm really into everything I'm doing.
Twice I mixed a low dose of 2C-T-2 in, and both times it was amazing. On Sunday, I had band practice from 11-2 in the afternoon, and at the end I took just 5mg of 3-MeO and 6mg of 2C-T-2, riding off the top of a pretty intense "music high", and I proceeded to feel probably the best I have ever felt from drugs. The mania was so strong that I could barely contain myself from the euphoria I felt. I was just saying quips and conversing deeply about everything and laughing so much, and trying to make everyone around me laugh. I have probably never felt so manic, any more and I think I would have started doing things without being able to stop myself, so it was actually a bit unnerving for about 2 hours, occasionally. But SO. MUCH. FUN. I spent the day going out to lunch with and hanging out with my friends, then my girlfriend and I and one of my bandmates went to swim and play in a river, which was amazing. I felt like a little kid, just full of unbridled joy at the simple things. I spent the rest of the evening with my girlfriend and got a good night's sleep. I took some more yesterday and also felt amazing but I could tell it would be the last day for a while. Today I haven't had any, but I still feel wonderful, but the hypomania is at probably 20%.
Any more than 5 days and I start to feel a bit insane, hard to focus, etc. But a 5-day fun once in a while is such a cleansing-feeling thing, I get a lot done too and have a ton of great conversations (one time my girl and I ended up talking about all this stuff she needed to share and get out and I think it helped her, for example). And there's no comedown or anything, I just feel fine/normal afterwards. At no point are there any negative side effects. I really do think this stuff could be a great medicine/therapy tool. Probably not as a long-term antidepressant but it makes a great very short-term antidepressant and that time could really be used in productive therapy/life progress/etc.
I'd like to revisit 3-MeO-PCP someday. Gave me a bad first impression, but maybe it was a fluke, as almost everybody that tries it seems to love it. Plus, MXE is bae.
My first trial with it I didn't really like it. I don't like the dissociation from it that much even now, when I use it I try for sub-dissociation levels with multiple redoses in order to get the hypomania-style effects. It took some time of using it for me to really start to love it. It's a different kind of drug/dissociative.