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islander20 said:
Had a great day revisiting aMT, what a gem. 50mg of freebase plugged was very smooth, comeup was a breeze. Perfect for a lazy day at the beach. Coming down with 4mg of etizolam and moonshine.

Soul day :)
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Love that stuff so much, its my favorite empathogen by a longshot. If you take in once im a bluemoon the euphoria from it is out of this world. And the duration is incredible, you literally roll for the whole damn day. And it makes the world take on the sparkly sort of shine its very beautiful. Ive got two grams of it tucked away in my stash that i plan on having for the long haul.

Id never take it more than once a year probably, maybe twice if i was really craving it. Stuff is so rare nowadays id like to know i always some if i really wanted it. My girlfriend has such a sensitive stomach i wouldnt even give it to her and she is firmly against plugging. So its all for me i guess. Im glad that you had fun, it is a perfect drug for the outdoors.

In the past i would take some and then ride my bike around for an hour or so, go sit out in the sun and listen to some tunes. But i can also just lay around in bed rolling around with a smile on my face. Its great for having sex, like most intense orgasms imaginable. Stuff lasts so long you can literally do all these things throughout the trip.
 
A lot to take in.. my life just got like threefold more complex and I'm trying lysergically to organize this mess I've created for myself. I need to reach a completely new headspace to operate from to be able to intelligently switch back and forth between what now still feels like alien dots that need to be connected in order for everything to work out as intended.

Life sure is a trip.

 
I'm considering a DOC trip to sort all of this out. Ears be damned.

Maybe also not the right direction but diving headfirst into DMT is also scary as eeep...

Decisions, decisions..
 
islander20 said:
Had a great day revisiting aMT, what a gem. 50mg of freebase plugged was very smooth, comeup was a breeze. Perfect for a lazy day at the beach. Coming down with 4mg of etizolam and moonshine.

Soul day :)
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Funny, I was thinking about revisiting it yesterday, but it got to be too late in the day, so I went with iprocin. Maybe tomorrow. I can't decide if I want to try a low dose (rectally,) maybe 20-40mg or a higher one around 80mg+. I was thinking higher, but after reading my report I might want to try lower. 🤷‍♂️
 
Pfafffed said:
Funny, I was thinking about revisiting it yesterday, but it got to be too late in the day, so I went with iprocin. Maybe tomorrow. I can't decide if I want to try a low dose (rectally,) maybe 20-40mg or a higher one around 80mg+. I was thinking higher, but after reading my report I might want to try lower. 🤷‍♂️
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I was quite happy with my dose, however I trend high on everything. Such a smooth trip, minimal bodyload when plugged. No deep insights, just a nice cozy day.

Last time I mixed it with mushrooms, resulted in a very dysphoric trip. Still meaning to try vaping some dmt or dpt while on aMT. One of these days :)
 
Ive always find the combing DMT with dissociatives makes it much more enjoyable anf comfortable for me. Mixing it with Psychedelics its pretty much the same and i will pretty much always have a good trip. Ive done it while peaking on aMT before and it was indeed lovely.

When i take DMT on its own its a real crapshoot and half the times will be profoundly dysphoric and ill just be waiting for it to be over. But i have had some really good trips on it by itself, especially if its a very clean batch.

But i really dont even attempt that anymore, when i use my DMT i have i will most likely be on a Dissociative. Its the perfect launching pad and helps you breakthru easier. Taking Psychs on Dissos is just the best thing ever, they synergize in a way no other drugs can quite compare.
 
I feel that if at any point analogues of muscimol (or other relevant Amanita compounds) were to be rolled out, so it's more controllable and less of a crapshoot, they would possibly have even greater synergy with the dissociatives. (Then again, I always involved weed too, so it's not as if I can cleanly compare both synergies.)

DMT does so many wonderful things for so many people. But apparently not universally so, and the potential of being stuck in a reality so alien and not exactly enjoying it really turns me off. Krystle Cole's trip report comes to mind too. (Not that that one can be very representative, with the very unusual ROA..)

I forgot about the dissociative launchpad for DMT. That makes it a tempting thought again. I can't really justify it with my current tolerance though.. plus it's too easy an anxiety relief. I binged the last gram of my 5g DMXE stash just for that reason alone, not even properly tripping off of it. Not regretting it, the other 4g were put to good use.. mostly.. except for one time being too spaced out while a heartfelt response was called for, which was rather agonizing to look back on. And then there's the manic doubling down on bad calls here on bluelight, which is always alarming, and furthermore one of the reasons I got sick of my alcohol use, which gets me in the same sort of problems.

I guess what I'm getting at is that if I'm not gonna branch out over other substance categories at this moment in time, then when else am I ever going to? :\
 
Then again, despite the couple of drawbacks, the DMXE has worked extremely well recently. I have to think about the risk of slipping into avoidant behaviour as well, right when some people might be in need of some experienced input for being kept safe. I really want to switch to another category for it, but again, what if I'm forced to work out some more issues evoked by the psychedelics when there's simply no time for that in the given moment?

And reading up on exercise stuff I'm reminded how slow I am adapting to that mindset, and how slow I am receiving its mental perks. I do want to go full health and deal with the madness that way, but has that like ever happened to me by the flip of a mental switch? As far as I can remember I've always just been forced to by circumstance.

I don't want to be a druggie coward. I also don't want to be unrealistic. And I also don't want to ignore how I've basically committed to doing harm reduction for a whole other group of people now. Is my personal renal system really the main priority right after having set such thing in motion?!

I dunno. I hate to admit it, but two more grams of DMXE as insurance and transitional catalyst has something going for it, all things considered..
 
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How long is awhile ago? Iirc this only became available like 6 months ago through these ,,sketchy” guys
 
Update: I think I almost made the right call. The more intelligent-less-panicky - yes I'm on DMXE now - call would have been to have only ordered one gram of DMXE and used the other half of my pathetic budget to get creative in the right direction. I'm a bit stuck now with probably too much DMXE. The self-limiting effect of the Methoxetamine Light™ (too corny, I know, sorry weed is kicking in) almost seen in action here.

Still a bloody mess, my system.. I've got this nutritious meal here in front of me and how ridiculously high am I supposed to be before having appetite for it? Gonna have to do some professional eating instead.

Right, also that, with everything going on I've neglected to keep my weed stash going. I'll have to get by by other methods of keeping the dissociative experience biologically grounded, at least for a while.

I could also just eat a shitload of acid.. it's just a bit of a waste of good acid..

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Hey let's try a combined DOC/LSD microdose tomorrow, let's see how well those get along. Then catching that vibe later with DMXE when appropriate. That should give me some insight in how I can maximize what little I have in stock.

Bingo.


Edit: oh crap, that means that I will have to resort to alcohol to make the process of ingesting food a non-torturous experience.

Edit2: I remember trying out DOC for fixing my vocal apparatus, somehow I feel it has the energy for it, which is why mind is wandering towards it again in relation to removing some more obstacles on this crazy parkour ahead. It failed, it horribly horribly failed, no details please. But again, would a little acid be able to smarten up the DOC? Why not acid on itself then? Well, my initial intuition could still be right and as such they might add up to something greater than the sum of the parts. DOC is so delightfully stable in how it extends over your entire day in a way that makes acid seem whimsical compared to it. I want to put the diamond on the table, not on the floor, is what I'm trying to say I guess.

Crap, why am I ranting? I have downers and I need sleep. I'm wasting tons of money by proxy by not being optimal. :roll eyes:

Edit3: don't feel the DOC is contributing, just another complexity to deal with, also, this is my last hit of weed. Gonna have to improvise.

Edit4: I'm lost in space lol
 
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Just plugged 250mgs of FXE, first disso in two weeks.

Didnt wanna dose any higher cuz im thinking tolerance might have dropped a bit. Just laying on my stomach for ten mins give it time to absorb. Pretty pumped ive missed my love after this time away ❤️
 
Came on hard and fast, didnt hole obviously as im typing this now but i am fully out there. Was a very optimal dose to use i feel amazing right now, no negative side effects like nausea or anything like that. This is the only way im gonna consume the substance for now on, little 250mgs squirt up the olde bum once a week.
 
A bit of a disaster, probably not but a lot to take in.

I don't think DOC helped out other than to simplify matters into disconnection.

It even seems to somehow block the dissociation. I guess the stimulant part doesn't jive with it.


..not the proper use of DOC. Acid clarity was noted but unimpressive. Too tiny a diamond for too big a table.

Next time less DOC more acid for sure.
 
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