Mr. Krinkle
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i think some experience from a few good panic attacks from weed, makes a rough stretch in a trip a walk in the park
It looks like I'm one of the seemingly few that can trip and smoke during the trip and enjoy the experience. We are all wired differently, we all follow the beat of our individual drummer and all have different reactions to this and other experiences.
Even though I tolerate this experience I do not encourage others to do this, especially if one is not experienced with psychedelic experiences.
Indeed. One of the most intense drug experiences I ever had was age 19, smoking two enormous hits from a bong after a 4 month break. I was literally seeing geometric patterns oscillating through empty space and than I felt like I'd lost the ability to recognise human faces. My girlfriend looked like a total stranger, just a collection of random holes on this eerie simian skull. The level of panic was simply extraordinary, I wanted to call an ambulance, ha imagine that.i think some experience from a few good panic attacks from weed, makes a rough stretch in a trip a walk in the park
That was just weed?Indeed. One of the most intense drug experiences I ever had was age 19, smoking two enormous hits from a bong after a 4 month break. I was literally seeing geometric patterns oscillating through empty space and than I felt like I'd lost the ability to recognise human faces. My girlfriend looked like a total stranger, just a collection of random holes on this eerie simian skull. The level of panic was simply extraordinary, I wanted to call an ambulance, ha imagine that.I've never experienced that amount of sheer terror on any psychedelic, even very high doses. Anyway, I recovered my wits after what felt like 3 eternities and kept on smoking.
Although my first salvia trip totally rocked me in a similar way.
If you are biologically male, I’ve seen some claims that testosterone lowering with age in men can lead to more anxiety, and much greater sensitivity to the negative mental effects of cannabis.
This trend seems to be noticeable with many Bluelighters.
Cannabis kinda makes me bug out too honestly, like the beginning of the experience isnt super enjoyable but after like 30-45mins i can kinda dig it. This is when i only use it one off every blue moon, when i start doing it all day i dont get the anxiety so bad. But sadly i have Cannabinoid Hyperemesis Syndrome which is a legit curse. Because if i even attempt to start using Weed daily even short as a week sometimes i get violently ill.
Like the worse feeling ive ever known even more painful than opioid withdrawals. Legit vomit every thirty mins for 5-7 days, impossible to be comfortable or sleep. Only things that offers slight relief is being in an extremely hot bath, the last time i ran the water bill up in my apartment by hundreds of dollars. Spent by no exaggeration about 14hrs a day in the tub, having to hold my hands and feet out to not be a complete prune.
I still love weed. I’ve been a daily smoker for around 20 years. But in the past year I’ve started taking a break from all drugs for extended periods of time. It started with following along with Joe Rogans Sober October. That’s when I realized that being sober was a lot easier than I imagined it being. Most recently I did a month and half of no substances but when I went to California to visit family I couldn’t resist so I started up with weed again. At first it was VERY strong. Like 1 hit is all I needed to get really high. I noticed some twinges of anxiety in those first highs but like Charlie it wears off in 30 min and then I’m left with a relaxing high that I enjoy. I Jump right back into using daily and now don’t have the anxiety anymore. I’m going to take another month of sobriety in May. I’ve started to really enjoy the clarity of thought as well as the tolerance reset. And you can’t beat the dreams that withdrawing from weed gives you.
You also can’t beat the quality of sleep from a 20mg edible and a couple bong rips.
I’ll most likely continue using drugs for the rest of my life but I’ve really started appreciating sobriety as it’s own high.
Also, I'm curious of safety issues with 5-meo-mipt/5-meo-dipt and suboxone. Would the mild maoi effect be harmful with those? Got a batch of 5-MeO-MiPT in for the first time in years and it has a special place in my heart and I've never tried 5-meo-dipt but always wanted to amd finally have some, so debating between those and a psychedelic amphetamine.
Thats exactly how weed is for me too these days. I am very careful with how much I smoke and with whom. I rarely smoke at home by myself because my mind will race. I tend to handle it better with one or two close friends or while out doing something. I agree that its a full fledged experience on par with psychedelics. Got too stoned the other week while on DMXE as I was laying in bed with my lover at their place. We proceeded to have the best, most primal sex either of us have ever had. I was just so stoned that sex was the only thing that was keeping me grounded. It was superb. DMXE is a wonderful sex drug for me and weed can be too if I'm careful not to smoke too much.
Ok I'll bite. I love my weed. Been smoking 45 years with a year or two break for parole piss tests. Give me the most anxiety inducing weed and I will use it for sleep.
It looks like I'm one of the seemingly few that can trip and smoke during the trip and enjoy the experience. We are all wired differently, we all follow the beat of our individual drummer and all have different reactions to this and other experiences.
Indeed. One of the most intense drug experiences I ever had was age 19, smoking two enormous hits from a bong after a 4 month break. I was literally seeing geometric patterns oscillating through empty space and than I felt like I'd lost the ability to recognise human faces. My girlfriend looked like a total stranger, just a collection of random holes on this eerie simian skull. The level of panic was simply extraordinary, I wanted to call an ambulance, ha imagine that.I've never experienced that amount of sheer terror on any psychedelic, even very high doses. Anyway, I recovered my wits after what felt like 3 eternities and kept on smoking.
Although my first salvia trip totally rocked me in a similar way.
Thats exactly how weed is for me too these days. I am very careful with how much I smoke and with whom. I rarely smoke at home by myself because my mind will race. I tend to handle it better with one or two close friends or while out doing something. I agree that its a full fledged experience on par with psychedelics. Got too stoned the other week while on DMXE as I was laying in bed with my lover at their place. We proceeded to have the best, most primal sex either of us have ever had. I was just so stoned that sex was the only thing that was keeping me grounded. It was superb. DMXE is a wonderful sex drug for me and weed can be too if I'm careful not to smoke too much.
It's really hard to find the time for psychedelic amphetamines. Don't think I'm gonna get around to trying any of them this weekend. I'm just at home by myself and the thoiught of trying to stay entertained for that long is daunting. At the very least I'd like to have a dissociative or two on hand to pepper in on the tail end of things. Not sure what I'm gonna do on my 4 day weekend. I took 55mg of Memantine today. Don't feel anything really but its only been 3 hours. Don't want to take too much and screw up the possibility of taking something tomorrow. I'm leaning towards 4-FMA since I've tripped 2 out of 3 of my last weekends and I don't have any proper dissociatives. Will probably take time off this summer to indulge in DOC because I've been hankering to give that another go as its been 10 years almost since my one trip with it. I look foirward to hearing what you think of TMA-2. A lot of mixed reports but the positive reports make it sound like a worthwhile chem
I had to stop smoking because of this. I actually feel like it's got something to do with life stresses though. I smoked a few grams over a couple of weeks about 18 months ago and it was fucking great, was absolutely living this WWII documentary series. But when my life was really shit, I would just spiral into complete headfucking anxious rumination every time I smoked. I actually get very little anxiety at all anymore since I stopped, been 3+ years since i was a dedicated pothead. No real desire to smoke again.
im ok with a fat bong rip or 2 at the tail end of an lsd trip nowadays and i was normally doing that before i stopped back in December
i just haven't smoked at the beginning of a trip recently and not really for any particular reason either
but back in my 20s and 30s, i always did and it never caused me any issues with my trip
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That was just weed?
Hmmm...
Almost makes it worthy of taking a 4 month tolerance break...![]()
As someone who has taken MXE twice (once properly because I botched the first dosing) and DMXE ~20+ times:
MXE and DMXE are very similar, at least at the moderate-high but sub-hole dosage range.
MXE maybe feels slightly lighter body-wise, and a bit more energetic.
But these differences could easily be ascribed to batch purity.
Same here. I have to take a few hits out of a pipe an hour or two after I dose, and then again a few hours later. I use to be jealous of people that could trip without smoking. I did however go 2 1/2 years without cannabis because I had to take piss tests for parole. But I did trip quite a few times in that period and felt great that I could go a whole trip without a smoke. Once off parole I started right back up smoking.I literally will not trip unless I have cannabis for it. It almost feels like a waste of a psychedelic for me.