SuperPsych
Bluelighter
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- Apr 29, 2012
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Had a great night last night. Did DMXE throughout the day and evening. Saw my best friend to drop him off some goodies then I took the train back into the city to wait for my girlfriend to get away from band practice. Did a few more bumps of DMXE while walking around the city. Got some coffee, went to the book store, got a book on meditation and a copy of Pihkal. Walked around the city more off my gourd on DMXE, spray painted some shit. Rode the train to where I needed to meet my girlfriend then we rode back together to her apartment back in the city.
She knows I enjoy dissociatives a lot. This is the first time I did any in front of her. She seems very understanding that they are how I like to unwind duuring the weekend. I dont like alcohol, I have been in hard core drug addiction before but still like to have SOMETHING. So as long as I stay off of the stimulants and opioids and benzos, she seems to be okay with it, which is nice and really refreshing. She's not at all judgemental about it. She really loves Weed and Alcohol. Alcohol effects me like poison and weed triggers panic attacks, so I explained to her that dissociatives are sort of to me what alcohol is to the rest of society.
Despite me being on DMXE and her being stoned and drunk, we seemed to end up riding the same wavelength. We had absolutely fantastic sex for about 6 or 7 hours, all through the night. We've been having absoluutely superb sex since our first date but this was a whole other level. She couuld tell the effect that DMXE was having on me and she definitely enjoyed it. Was able to go all night without climaxing, so we just played with each other all damn night. The DMXE helped me get deeper into the fantasy as well as enhancing the spiritual connection. I was much more creative with the love making, and I typically pride myself for my creative abilities regardless, so this was simply amazing. I also found it easier to vocalize and say what I thought she'd want to hear. Typically I dont talk much while having sex because I feel cringey like I;m trying to be a pornstar, but last night it all came very naturally. I really think it was the best sex that either of us have ever had. Woke up this morning and had some great cuddles and talks and more sex. Like, since day one we have gotten along swimmingly, and with each visit we seem to fall deeper in love and get a greater understanding of one another, but something happened last night that I cant explain. I feel like the spiritual bond we share has become 3 times stronger over night. Goddamn, I love this girl
So yeah, DMXE is a top tier sex drug.
She knows I enjoy dissociatives a lot. This is the first time I did any in front of her. She seems very understanding that they are how I like to unwind duuring the weekend. I dont like alcohol, I have been in hard core drug addiction before but still like to have SOMETHING. So as long as I stay off of the stimulants and opioids and benzos, she seems to be okay with it, which is nice and really refreshing. She's not at all judgemental about it. She really loves Weed and Alcohol. Alcohol effects me like poison and weed triggers panic attacks, so I explained to her that dissociatives are sort of to me what alcohol is to the rest of society.
Despite me being on DMXE and her being stoned and drunk, we seemed to end up riding the same wavelength. We had absolutely fantastic sex for about 6 or 7 hours, all through the night. We've been having absoluutely superb sex since our first date but this was a whole other level. She couuld tell the effect that DMXE was having on me and she definitely enjoyed it. Was able to go all night without climaxing, so we just played with each other all damn night. The DMXE helped me get deeper into the fantasy as well as enhancing the spiritual connection. I was much more creative with the love making, and I typically pride myself for my creative abilities regardless, so this was simply amazing. I also found it easier to vocalize and say what I thought she'd want to hear. Typically I dont talk much while having sex because I feel cringey like I;m trying to be a pornstar, but last night it all came very naturally. I really think it was the best sex that either of us have ever had. Woke up this morning and had some great cuddles and talks and more sex. Like, since day one we have gotten along swimmingly, and with each visit we seem to fall deeper in love and get a greater understanding of one another, but something happened last night that I cant explain. I feel like the spiritual bond we share has become 3 times stronger over night. Goddamn, I love this girl
So yeah, DMXE is a top tier sex drug.
