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^All in good time Roger....Are you having trouble tracking them down or do they appear uninterested? FWIW, I have actually severed ties with probably 90% of the peeps I used to hang out with. I have basically 2 best friends, some acquaintances and them family. You don't need heaps of friends IMO, just close ones.

So I just got a new job. I'm going to be a pest control guy. I passed the pre employment drug test by using synthetic urine I got at the head shop and I guess 8 years is long enough to pass a background check because they didn't mention anything of my felony. I'm excited because this is a regular full time job, 8-5, mon-fri and it comes with benefits.
I'm still going to keep my head shop job super part time because I enjoy some of the Percs of working there despite it being a pretty shitty job over all.
Hit me up if you need some termites killed or need a bong.

Also this morning I applied at a borosilicate glass producing company who supplies all the pipe makers and artists in this area, I really hope to get that job because it actually pays well and is with a bunch of cool people, but we'll see, I'm just happy to be employed.

Good stuff Delsyd! :)

Heisenburg ;)
 
I too would love to hear from our friend MGS.

Ever since I started doing psychedelics I have felt the strong feeling that if I had been born into a tribal type of society, I would have been a shaman for sure.
 
man really depressing... i'm trying to be less of a hermit these days, and so i've been trying to get in touch with a bunch of my friends from back in the day. and no luck at all really. :\
Same here buddy, all my friends are busy being succeful and applying to grad school and I'm looking for a job still stuck in food.
I keep telling myself that I can always meet new people but it's not that easy when you are naturally quiet.
Oh well, how is my PD family today? Soak in the Latin reggae!
 
Guys, this trip was so stereotypical lsd trip and quite an amazing experience as it was my first time lsd.

Smoking weed with one of my best friends atm and just saying, what a night.
 
Haha, check out what OKCupid just told me:

We just detected that you're now among the most attractive people on OkCupid.

We learned this from clicks to your profile and reactions to you in Quickmatch and Quiver. Did you get a new haircut or something?
Well, it's working!

To celebrate, we've adjusted your OkCupid experience:

You'll see more attractive people in your match results.

This won't affect your match percentages, which are still based purely on your answers and desired match's answers. But we'll recommend more attractive people to you. You'll also appear more often to other attractive people.

Sign in to see your newly-shuffled matches. Have fun, and don't let this go to your head.

=D It went to my head just a little bit
 
Currently watching "pirates of Dark Waters" and dabbing out and eating bacon before classes. Life is good =D

[video]http://www.funniermoments.com/watch.php?vid=efcb00a1e[/video]
 
"You want a real psychedelic experience you new age hippy open mind expanding spiritual earth warrior positive vibe emitting wookie fuck of star dust? Inject pure naloxone and write a trip report after every opiate receptor in your brain is blocked from receiving any type of naturally occurring or artificially induced pleasure or relief of pain of any kind for an entire day. Do you want to know who you really are when it comes down to it? That's one that no "visionary" experience will give you to learn from. Its a drug they use to save people from heroin overdoses when their eyes roll back and they start going comatose. I can imagine its quite the ego crushing experience. Just throwing that out there"--some annon with a PhD in Some Serious Bullshit Engineering that probably majored in something holistic as fuck and had a full recovery
 
Guys, this trip was so stereotypical lsd trip and quite an amazing experience as it was my first time lsd.

Smoking weed with one of my best friends atm and just saying, what a night.

awesome sauce :)

"You want a real psychedelic experience you new age hippy open mind expanding spiritual earth warrior positive vibe emitting wookie fuck of star dust? Inject pure naloxone and write a trip report after every opiate receptor in your brain is blocked from receiving any type of naturally occurring or artificially induced pleasure or relief of pain of any kind for an entire day. Do you want to know who you really are when it comes down to it? That's one that no "visionary" experience will give you to learn from. Its a drug they use to save people from heroin overdoses when their eyes roll back and they start going comatose. I can imagine its quite the ego crushing experience. Just throwing that out there"--some annon with a PhD in Some Serious Bullshit Engineering that probably majored in something holistic as fuck and had a full recovery

needs a benzodiazepine antagonist too imo
 
Didn't even know you left! I've been gone for a whiiiiile. Glad to hear you're top raking okcupid material you internet wizard hunk! I should probably take off the chanell number 5 commercial photo shoot pix on mine I graduated and I'm working on getting a startup going between dealing with lifes insanity. Just was thinking of life and people I know and watching new generations of psychedelic users arise, old ones grow, or jade out. Was about to post to fb, but decided pd social might be a better place for that haha!

I've been up and down, lifes a rollercoaster man! So much has happened since I was posting to bl on the reg. How've you been man?
 
Haha, check out what OKCupid just told me:



=D It went to my head just a little bit

its not just this, but

whether you realize it or not, xorkoth, you seem to have had a pretty awesome and lucky life. i'm jealous of you. you're a very likeable person, with a job that you enjoy, lots of great connections, had a wife you loved a lot for 12 years (tis better to have loved and lost and all that).

so yeah, i just hope you realize man -- you're a lucky person.
 
Didn't even know you left! I've been gone for a whiiiiile. Glad to hear you're top raking okcupid material you internet wizard hunk! I should probably take off the chanell number 5 commercial photo shoot pix on mine I graduated and I'm working on getting a startup going between dealing with lifes insanity. Just was thinking of life and people I know and watching new generations of psychedelic users arise, old ones grow, or jade out. Was about to post to fb, but decided pd social might be a better place for that haha!

I've been up and down, lifes a rollercoaster man! So much has happened since I was posting to bl on the reg. How've you been man?

Tell me about it. Life is a crazy journey. I've been all kinds of ways in the past couple of years (I left BL around mid 2011 and just came back a few weeks ago). I left because my wife found out about all the drug usage I was hiding from her (you may recall I was doing that). She told me I had to leave BL and I detoxed from opiates and stopped doing psychedelics. Then I got back on opiates after a year and the last couple of years have been a constantly back and forth, I haven't managed to get off opiates, it got really bad for a while. Eventually my wife left me, but we were still living together. As the distance grew between us I came to realize in my heart that the relationship was no longer right for us, she has some issues and as a result she had been quite emotionally abusive to me througout our relationship when she got angry, which was often. And she had me convinced, over years of a gradual wearing-down process, that a bunch of different parts of myself that I always liked and valued were wrong with me, and that I should want to change them. It got to where I was no longer in touch with my own feelings a lot of the time, and I didn't know what I wanted. This growing sense of immense frustration and anger was growing inside me. Last July I punched the refrigerator and broke my hand. It got so bad for me emotionally that I was depressed to the point of fantasizing about offing myself (but never got to the point where I felt like I would actually do it).

Finally, my wife told a good friend that she had feelings for him. She's been slowly building up these symptoms that resemble, to me, some form of schizophrenia but that I am hoping (for her sake) are just related to the fact that she has never dealt with her emotional problems and got to state where she had a bit of a psychotic break but will recover. After some back and forth she agreed to go live with her mom and get medical attention. That was about 2 months ago and I've been living alone since, and we have agreed to get a divorce and are actually communicating better than we have in a long time or possibly ever.

It's been a really super bumpy road because we've been together for 12 years, but I am finally starting to feel comfortable with being single at 30 and my life feels so much calmer. I am now turning my attention to the opiate problem that's been present in my life for such a long time (10 years now). Going to take ibogaine soon after I partially withdraw and give myself a good healthy therapy session.

I started painting (abstract acrylics paintings) in the last couple of years too and I have been selling it, I'm going to be getting into a gallery really soon and it's going well, it's really exciting. Many pages back now I posted some pictures of some of my pieces (in this thread)... it would probably be hard to find them but I could post more maybe if you are interested.

its not just this, but

whether you realize it or not, xorkoth, you seem to have had a pretty awesome and lucky life. i'm jealous of you. you're a very likeable person, with a job that you enjoy, lots of great connections, had a wife you loved a lot for 12 years (tis better to have loved and lost and all that).

so yeah, i just hope you realize man -- you're a lucky person.

Yes I do realize this. I have forgotten at times, but unless I'm super depressed I remember this and am thankful for it.
 
I just did salvia and loved it

NSFW:
Call me a degenerate heathen if you must but I actually jacked off during the first 5 minutes and loved it

So intense


Then I just now remembered I have food :D

Later today I am goin to work on my music.
 
Didn't even know you left! I've been gone for a whiiiiile. Glad to hear you're top raking okcupid material you internet wizard hunk! I should probably take off the chanell number 5 commercial photo shoot pix on mine I graduated and I'm working on getting a startup going between dealing with lifes insanity. Just was thinking of life and people I know and watching new generations of psychedelic users arise, old ones grow, or jade out. Was about to post to fb, but decided pd social might be a better place for that haha!

I've been up and down, lifes a rollercoaster man! So much has happened since I was posting to bl on the reg. How've you been man?

Dude I've been wondering where you disappeared to for the longest fucking time believe it or not. Are you still in central FL?
 
It feels like there's so much magic in the air at the moment. seriously, i couldnt have hoped more beautiful trip than this, im speechless

 
I'm glad you had a beautiful experience Xammy =D

My first LSD trip was pretty weak and it definitely left me wanting more, It took like at least a year to have my first amazing acid trip though. When you finally have that first fully fledged LSD experience it's always so life affirming and awesome I'm envious of the glow you must be feeling right now.

what was the most inspiring moment of the trip?
 
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