PepperSocks said:
Meth in a nutshell. I'm absolutely gobsmacked how a methyl group can do so much. Regular amp would last me forever. This stuff with it's heady high just wants me to keep consuming it, the minute difference of an N-methyl is astounding. I thought oral dosing would be like how I did regular amp, but I could do regular amp and be happy with my grooving high, not constantly desiring more. In a way it's a detraction from the high itself; to want more. When high you should be satiated and comfortable. Meth is findamentally different though; very heady, the most psychedelic non-psychedelic ever. I'm pretty sure serotonin release plays a big part in it, and why it's mucked up MDMA for me. And how it's likely more neurotoxic.
I've tried meth 3 or 4 times, from my ex-neighbor. I smoked it each time. I agree with you, it's quite compulsive and very different from regular amphetamine... reminds me a bit of MDMA but much, much more physical and less lovey (but still lovey to some extent). Fortunately I never had any of my own, he offered to sell me some once and I almost said yes and then said no. I knew it would be a bad thing. The thing about it is, the comedown is so wretched for me that I never want to do it again soon after I do it. I always end up taking poppy seed tea to make myself feel non-shitty, even if it meant breaking my tapering regimen. As a result I am not too keen to do it again.
Speaking of amphetamines, that 4-FA last night was interesting. I redosed once after a couple of hours. The euphoria was quite nice, and there was a light, airy feeling in the center of my head, that grew and grew, eventually I felt like mjy head was floating. After several hours it developed into a bit of a headache. I started feeling a little come-downy, so I decided to take 15mg of MXE to see if it worked like ketamine does. It did bring back a bit of the euphoria and made me feel much smoother physically. So after a while, I decided I was going to have a moderate MXE experience, no trying to hit the oneness or anything, just relax with music and feel nice. So I took 35mg more, and then a couple of tiny dabs with my finger when that wasn't quite enough. I proceeded to have a very weird MXE trip, it was strong, but it felt less "real", like I was a bit removed from it. I was a little more mentally sober. Also, I had a weird headache the whole time, it was centered in the spot that the 4-FA gave me a heacache but it felt like a flat line expanded into a plane across my whole head, going straight through my head through that center point, so there was like a very thin disk of pain. It was small so it didn't hurt overall that much, but the part that hurt hurt quite a bit. It stayed the whole time and I was aware of it constantly. It even lasted afterwards when I was mostly down and trying to sleep. This morning I woke up without a headache, but feeling absolutely exhausted and every time I stood up I would get a terrifyingly powerful head rush, the kind where your vision sparkles and starts to fade out and you can barely stand. I almost fell over in the shower. I went and got some poppy tea and I feel significantly better now, but I feel like I took a beating. I don't know if it was the 4-FA, the combo with MXE (most likely as I never remember 4-FA having much of a comedown years ago)... it's probably also because it's been 3 days in a row that I've done drugs. I think I learned that I can't do how I used to when I was in my mid-twenties anymore. Well that's good, I know I was overdoing it a bit, I was having a surge of euphoria that I can again and that I got a few items for my stash. Live and learn.
Roger&Me said:
i need to go back to the psychiatrist and get more adderall, i miss that stuff
I like Adderall the most of any amphetamine I've tried, I have had some amazing times on it, it makes me feel so warm and functional and nice.
Help?!?! said:
Good is this shit going fast! Reminds me so much of a few years ago! Absolutely ace discussions going on as well! You know it's going good when your confused on where exactly to jump in at because there's so much discussion and someone is posting every fifteen minutes!
Hell yeah! PD Social is straight bumpin'! I love it.
Laika said:
I've never heard of sublingual poppy seed tea. How long does it take in comparison to the shake and washing of the seeds method? is it worth the work?
I have never heard of that either. Samadhi_smiles once tried reducing it down so he had a sort of opium-like goo, he smoked it and said it was dirty feeling. I always just get a 64 oz Gatorade bottle, preserve half the loquid, and put just under 2 pounds of poippy seeds in there. Then I shake it up for 5-7 minutes and slightly unscrew the cap and turn it upside down, squeeze the bottom until I develop a fold-over part that I can compress as a sort of lebel to squeeze all of the juice out. I drink it (32 oz of liquid) and then make another extraction. Then after a couple of hours I pour all the seeds out and put in another pound roughly and do the same thing. Always gets me really nicely opiated.
PepperSocks, how come you reduce it? Just don't want to drink all the liquid? Or is it specifically for sublingual? Some people think the tea is nasty, I don't think it is even with plain water but with lemon-lime Gatorade it's quite tasty actually.
xammy said:
<picture of True Detective>
That's a picture of True Detective, right? I just watched the 7th (most recent) episode this morning. I freakin' love that show, it's SO good. So the next episode is the finale already? Will there be more seasons or is it like a 1-season mini-series?