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I live in a duplex with very thin walls. The guy that lives downstairs is a good friend of mine and I hear him giving some chic a really good orgasm right now, nice and loud. Go Matt!!!
In other news I made some shatter the other day and been dabbin like a mofo.
 
lol...i thought about texting xorky and telling him to get in here just to blow everyone's mind (even though i haven't talked to him in years)

good to see ya delsyd...looks like we reached through the vortex and pulled you back in :)
 
lol i live in a duplex too.

i'm not sure whether the walls are pretty soundproof or my neighbor is just super quiet. if not, he's listening to 5.26.77 right now cuz i'm blasting it :D

everybody seems to be dabbing nowadays. i'm still smoking flowers for the most part, but get some wax from time to time. shatter sounds luxurious as hell

delsydbro, i still feel bad about not getting in touch with you at rothbury. i remember my phone wasn't getting any reception out there, but i should have bummed somebody else's phone or something and hit you up. i was pretty spun out though so i might not have been the best conversationalist, lol. hopefully someday we'll get to meet up tho
 
Last great show I went to was xmas jam. I saw Phil and friends, Widespread Panic, Govt Mule, And a Greg Allman and Warren Haybes acoustic set. It was a beautiful night and the second half of Phil made me cry when they ended in Terrapin, and played Other one>somewhere over the rainbow>other one right before it. It was magical.
 
I had to look up shatter in drug slang; I thought you said you made something else lol

lulz on apartment neighbour sex, I used to listen to my fair share, of sounds to come from neighbors it's one of the more pleasant ones. :D
 
haha rothbury was indeed a good one.

that dead show, man... i didn't even know what a party was before that.

i remember seeing some naked guy crab-walking towards the stage like regan from the exorcist, lol... and a few seconds after that they started playing that really ominous version of shakedown street, the vibe was intense to say the least

and man.... singing "no my love will not fade away" to the band at the end. that really did bring tears to my eyes. i could feel jerry's presence then so distinctly, like he was hovering right over me and smiling.

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ended in Terrapin, and played Other one>somewhere over the rainbow>other one right before it. It was magical.
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that sounds super crunchy, i'll have to see if i can find a recording
 
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Shatter is butane hash oil that I cleaned up with ever clear and it makes it this dark amber glass like consistency. There are better ways to do it, but I went the poor mans route and had good results.
I still smoke plenty of herb but I like the idea of bho because I have a sweet vaporizer pen for it that makes smoking anywhere very discreet.
 
Ya, I read 'hash oil' when I looked it up. I just thought of the connotation of "shatter" as in shattered glass as in shards, as in crystals... It just sounded, well; "I made some shatter and have been dabbing like a mofo". I thought that kind of lab would be a bit risky, but based on wording I think I should be forgiven ;)

I envy your guys' fit with herb and derivatives. I may eat a bit now and then, but in general is a bit 'off' in me.
 
i've noticed way more anxiety from the herb over the years

i recently quit for 19 days tho, and long breaks seem to help realign the effects from anxiogenic back to pleasant

but i totally understand when ppl say they don't like herb, i've been on both sides of that fence. sometimes the anxiety can get really weird, that's why i try not to overuse it

i smoked it every single day from when i was 17 to 25. sometimes i can't even believe that... i literally didn't miss a day. i was an epic pothead. but yeah, the anxiety was pretty intolerable towards the end. i needed a series of good breaks to get the good effects back
 
In the interest of my health I can't ignore the fact that pot brought a lot of anxiety into my life, and the less I use the better off I am. Even with huge breaks I can easily have a huge pot related panic attack. I retract what I said about eating it from time to time; I really think it's one material I should leave in the past with 'good riddance' labelled on it.

It's so weird how it's able to do that. I can do psychedelics and have a very high chance of a positive experience, but with pot there's a high likelihood of panic; a higher likelihood than a positive experience.

Finally after years of everyone I know IRL being potheads, only one of them still is. The rest cite the same reason for not smoking as I do. The one who still does also has huge anxiety issues, and I wonder if pot is part of that. He doesn't seem to make a connection between them though.

Anyways it sucks because it's so convenient, physically benign, works for so many, but not for me. sigh.
 
tbph i mostly just smoke alone now... i can only smoke around people who are exceptionally cool / easy to get along with. with most people i get pretty anxious if i'm high.

its weird though because i literally learned how to be an adult while high, like i grew up high.... so sober life is very strange to me. i think pot will always be a part of my life in some way, just because its been such a part of me for so long.
 
I'm about to round a decade since MDMA came into my life. While I obviously didn't use every day I feel you on the sense that it's been part of my life for so long. I grew up through my experiences with it, and it will always be a part of my life. My life starts to feel weird if I go too long without a plunge. It gets more and more edgy, until I'm just like 'okay, it's time'.

Amphetamines have a spot in that they're milder, more real-world friendly, and can be used more often. They'll likely always have a place in my life, my summer of love in 2010 wouldn't have been much without it. Psychs were used too, but amp was something I could take, go out and have wicked days.

MDMA is more firmly rooted as something I'll use for the foreseeable future. I might feel that as I get older and 'grow up' some more, amphetamine will feel too immature to continue using.

I think all drugs that click with you will have a lasting presence in some way.
 
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Wooohooo a reunion it's so prime that the PD social is booming again and just like the old days it's getting hard for me to keep up! About noid anxiety, here's my view. When I smoke it especially when liable to get anxious, I just sit and think, " You did this to yourself you idiot and there's nothing to be anxious or paranoid about but my own anxiety and paranoia...since I regret smoking I may as well use the rest of the time to sit baa I and relax!". Also Sour Diesel earwax hash FTW!
 
I just noticed that I tend to contradict myself, often in the same post. :P

PD social is booming again and just like the old days it's getting hard for me to keep up!
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When I read up on a night or so of missed posts I find myself having to read it all and responding in a Xorky-style mass catch up full of quotes.

I miss Xorky's dependable early Saturday morning walls of text :)
 
Yeah, dude liked his DOC on Fridays. I remember if I was at home doing nothing it was the highlight of my night when he would show up. It often happened when I was on my way down from a trip; the contact high he radiated was a big part of my experiences. Looking back the light he brought was a big lift to my own mindset in those formative times.

Infectious indeed. What a guy. :)
 
there are probably whole legions of people he influenced like that, he was definitely one of the leaders of this scene

"xorky's kids" lol
 
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"xorky's kids" lol
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I know eh. There's a few people like him who I'm sure have influenced thousands of kids they never even exchanged posts with via their trip reports on Erowid. If you're reading this MGS; that's you too. ;)

Ya know, the age Xorky was when I was in my prolific tripping and BL posting phase is about the age I am now. I thought he was so much older than me, but now I'm that age, crazyness.

Haha, Rog I also thought you were in grad school, around Xorky's age when we started PD-soshing. When I found out you were in undergrad and actually a year or so younger than me I was amazed, you wise old fart. ;)

Among Xorky's amazing gifts was writing. Man, he was so fluent, smooth, eloquent, I can't recall writing and delivery that was so clear and deep as his. It was almost as if he was in the room talking to you.
 
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