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I found mephedrone to be a superior drug to and MDx substance, but only because it's a hedonistic juggernaut!

I know for a fact that I've articulated thing while rolling that I would never say or feel in day I day life. Sometime things that I'm actually aposed to on a fundamental level. I'm an emotional being of course, but it pushes me beyond my brains limit and spits out lovey dovey garbage that I truely don't subscribe to. On the other hand, rolling can turn me into a great animal and feed my anger to the point of near blood lust(like when I watch combat sports) I've also been in the position where I had to defend my friends from violence while rolling, and it increased my fighting ability like no ones business. It actually felt good to connect my fist with a mans face and see him get knocked the fuck out.

I normally pride myself on being a scientific, analytical man. But sometimes I can be a real animal hungry for blood.
 
I found mephedrone to be a superior drug to and MDx substance, but only because it's a hedonistic juggernaut!

I know for a fact that I've articulated thing while rolling that I would never say or feel in day I day life. Sometime things that I'm actually aposed to on a fundamental level. I'm an emotional being of course, but it pushes me beyond my brains limit and spits out lovey dovey garbage that I truely don't subscribe to. On the other hand, rolling can turn me into a great animal and feed my anger to the point of near blood lust(like when I watch combat sports) I've also been in the position where I had to defend my friends from violence while rolling, and it increased my fighting ability like no ones business. It actually felt good to connect my fist with a mans face and see him get knocked the fuck out.

I normally pride myself on being a scientific, analytical man. But sometimes I can be a real animal hungry for blood.

It would be impossible for it to actually push your brains limit beyond its capacity. I fully believe it's real. You don't have to subscribe to any of it, but as a human you are capable of anything that happens emotionally during a roll without being on MDMA.

And it depends on my mood if I'm wanting Meph versus MDx. Since I haven't had it in so long I would kill for a gram or two of the drone.
 
Well I just mean that I pushes me to an emotional state that I causes me to say positive things that I really don't believe.
But I only roll once a year do its not an issue :D
 
I think I'll have my brother there just in case to take the pipe from me when doing it, I'm in no rush to do that as I think it will literally change who I am! To be honest I'm a little scared but who wouldn't be if you have any idea of DMT (which I think I don't because I haven't tried it haha)

Hey waiter, one life changing experience please! :D


I want to share this song tonight, its so beautiful. Brought me to tears first time I heard it, tell me what you think!

 
I think I'll have my brother there just in case to take the pipe from me when doing it, I'm in no rush to do that as I think it will literally change who I am! To be honest I'm a little scared but who wouldn't be if you have any idea of DMT (which I think I don't because I haven't tried it haha)

It's scary until you do it lol. Then for me it's pure love and happiness and amazement. I had read about it for years before trying it. Still nothing could prepare me for that take off. But even it being more intense than I could have imagined it still didn't scare me. I believe the key is just going with it, knowing no matter what, even if you just hit it, it will be over soon. So just sit back and listen and watch what it has to show you, because it's a lot.

Like Mckenna said, something along the lines of "Ones hand always trembles as they raise the lighter to the pipe."
 
Yeah I heard that there's not even concept of 'fear' when you break through?

Btw I'm getting pretty good at measuring doses of MXE by eye, everytime I'm weighting it and taking it with a knife from the bag it always comes just about 25mg haha :)
 
Yeah I heard that there's not even concept of 'fear' when you break through?

As long as you breakthrough, yeah, I would believe so. I'm sure others would beg to differ. It could be a set and setting thing, or just not being prepared.

My friend didn't have a very comfortable time the first time I gave it to him. He's been reading about it since and believe he just needed to smoke more and he would have been too far gone to try.

I miss MXE. I feel like it's hard to find these days. I must just not be looking in the right places, and maybe the lack of funds assists the lack of drive for it.


I'll be back boys, time for me to S,S & S ;)
 
lol, all this ski talk is making me want to go skiing so bad.

The record snowfall was nagging at me, then the olympics fucked me over. By osmosis I think I fucked over those in here. :D

What sucks is that after all this cold, there's going to be a thaw this coming week, above zero for at least 3 days, peaking around 5C. When that re-freezes it's going to be ice. I'm not able to go before the thaw comes. :(

Laika- how do you not get MDx hang overs? They are so bad, especially if you have shit to do the next day.

I used to get savage MDMA hangovers, but it seems with age and experience, my rolls are very warm and uplifting, but not stimulating balls to the walls. With that lack of intensity the comedown is drastically reduced.

ITT- I'm jealous of the people that have money to ski or snowboard. I guess I don't have much social mobility.

I'll admit, I am priviledged to have parents who had the means and desire to put me on skis when I was a kid, but I have friends who never skied when they were kids, live paycheck to paycheck, and still managed to try it out and go a few times a year.

It's not expensive unless you go on trips to far away resorts at big mountains. Those big mountains are fantastic, but far beyond my means at the moment. The closest hill to me is $27 a day, the bigger, further one is $22 on Tuesdays, $30 on weekends. It's really not that expensive; I spend more on gas than I do on lift passes.

i think MDxx hangovers also have a lot to do with your mindset during your roll.

i.e. if you have the right state of mind while rolling then your comedown will not suck as much

Totally, bad rolls (had them with real MDMA; like psychedelics there is such a thing) are the worst hangovers. The next worst is the super stimulated, bursting with ecstatic joy. The experience is amazing, but one pays for it afterwards. The chilled out, mellow, reflective, happy rolls have minimal hangover.

Secondly I make sure I don't have anything to do the next day lol.

Ya, even with the minimal hangover roll I wouldn't want to have to work the next day. I think just having in your mind that you have to work the next day would be a very undesirable set to have.

About MDA; I've wanted to try it since I got into MDMA, but it's simply unavailable where I am. The only reason there's any MDMA market is because there's people who take it frequently to "get fucked up". I think MDA would be something I want to try, but it'd be just a trial thing. The more long term combo I would use is MDMA/MDA. I've read so many glowing reports from that combo. With MDMA, I do desire a tad more 'je ne sais quoi'. I sometimes add 2C-B, but it's a bit less 'empathogenic' than I'd like it to be.

The other experiences that have more of a hangover are when I'm out camping. I think the physical activity, waking up the next day with sun blazing, and the fact that there's always work to do while camping has something to do with it. Camping rolls are where I add 2C-B to it, I think if I had MDA I'd use that as the adjunct instead. I'm also thinking for the future I might obtain something more in like with what I seek by using less 2C-B; instead of 15mg, use maybe 5-8mg.

4x per year its optimal I think, doing it too. Shulgins said that 4 times is a maximum per year if you don't want to lose the magic in the long run :)

When I was using it relatively often this was my frequency, it seemed to work out.

Imagine if you could be on MDMA 24/7, would you get bored of it ever?

Oh man. On my very first experience I was so distraught when I began to comedown. I was like "NO, NO! it's not fair! you can't show me that and return me to normality!" For the longest time I wanted to live my life in an MDMA state. It's just not sustainable in the slightest and nothing would ever get done. Simply put; life wouldn't work very well.

I think if there is ONE drug everyone should experience in their life, it should be MDMA! Even if only for once.

I've felt this from the first peak I had. I think the world would be an immeasurably better place to live with much happier people if the whole collective experienced it, at least once.
 
a picture of my frostbitten foot

nsfw for grossness

NSFW:
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god i'm in a horrible mood today. really just want it all to end.
 
Lol that was definitely NSFW

all the best for you thenightwatch. Have you considered going to a doctor?
 
i don't have insurance and very little money, but i think i'm going to have to go to the doctor.

looks like its going to have to wait until the walk-in clinic hours tomorrow, though.
 
My god tnw, NSFW for sure. You really should see a doctor, that does not look good at all.

I'm curious as to how you got that. I have crappy circulation, hence why I once filled my socks with cayenne pepper. Anyways, I've had my feet from toes to mid-foot be totally numb; like local anaesthetic. I could feel pressure, but no sensation. Even that wasn't actual frostbite; after warming up my foot returned to normal. I've never seen anything like what you have in my life.

i don't have insurance and very little money, but i think i'm going to have to go to the doctor.

Universal health care looking pretty good eh? :(
 
the middle toe wasn't that bad at first.... but i rubbed it and it sort of popped, and i had to cut a huge flap of skin off.

the rest of the foot actually looks sort of mild compared to some of the frostbite horror pictures i've seen online. still really not good, though.

i'm scared as fuck to be honest. reading a lot about frostbite online. doctors can't even make the call about whether or not an amputation needs to be done until at least 4-6 weeks after the damage occurs. and apparently when you're learning about frostbite in med school, a saying is 'freeze in january, amputate in july." as in it can actually take that long for all the damage to progress.

also, apparently it takes like 1 to 3 months to heal up if its going to heal.

fuck my life, god i'm such a fucking idiot.
 
How long were your feet exposured to the cold?

Back in the day my brother was in this scout camp and it was super cold there and he got some frostbites. They almost had to amputate his toes but he got lucky fortunately. I think he still doesn't have so much sense of touch in his toes even its been over 10 years
 
no clue how long i was out there. i don't think it was that long? hard to say. i was about 95% blacked out.

it didn't help that when i got back i took a hot shower, thinking that would help. apparently hot water can make it worse.... i should have just soaked my feet in warm water.
 
How cold it was outside when you got those frostbites? Report back what the doctors say, I really wish that you get better bro
 
it was about 5F / -15C

and i remember walking through snow banks

and i'm pretty sure i ran a few blocks home once i realized how insane i was for being outside barefoot and i think mostly naked (pretty sure i had my undies on? i don't even know)

god i'm a fucking idiot.
 
lol i have no clue

i live on a dead end street, in a section of houses with mostly old retirees living in them. hopefully they were all asleep.

i don't remember any cars driving by.
 
Does it hurt?

I just snorted 25-30mg MXE and downed a beer, im quite high
whats happening here? did anyone give a go for my song i posted?

heres another
[video]www.youtube.com/watch?v=0lGJY-MYMq8[/video]

everytime this time dilation.. 2 mins is like 2 hours rofl
 
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