phenethylo j did you ever end up doin that 4-aco-DET?
still waiting to do that DXM although I doubt 180mg is going to do much. The semester is starting off nicely, my gf is living with me so thats nice :D
I really miss tripping, my last real trip was in late december and I did so much K I blacked out for the best parts of the trip
I took (what I hope was) some shitty methylone over the weekend and my god what an awful comedown to such a mild experience. I even took a shit ton of antioxidants to try and make it less harmful for my brain but maybe that somehow backfired? its been about 2 months since my last roll too :/
now I have to wait a few weeks or something for a proper serotonergic experience. I miss those amazing afterglows of just being inspired for weeks on end.
xanax has played too big of a role in my life this winter, something about the cold and being on break from school made tranquilizing myself multiple times a week seem okay. the stuff turns me into such a dumbass
I still don't feel dependency but I know its just around the corner if I keep going the way I am.
so far I've been able to feel myself getting addicted to drugs as its happening and avoid it (at least, after my crazy ritalin habit). Even when cocaine was around all the time and people were doing it at my place in front of me every other day I still maintained myself and only partied with it every once in a while. Dissociatives have never felt incredibly addicting but I did find myself using them biweekly or more for a while.
how about you guys? do you guys feel the habit forming?