pharmakos
Bluelighter
well god loves you, the fear you feel is within yourself
dude llama i know you don't like me, but if you ever need someone to talk to PM me. i think i understand what you're going through.
LSDMDMA&12130608 said:Never did met
Lsd+snorting a hunned and 20 mg of adderlol on the peaknwas coolnthough.
It was good ass L and i took 3 or 4 cause ive never taken less than.2 tabs and most of the.times i dropped.acid.id eat 3-5 tabz.
DOC was ok too except i can either take superman amounts and be fine or the doc blotters i had a few years ago werent as potent as they were supposed to be.
I actually.did dxm last week or the week before that. I was bored. That shit sucks, guzzling cough medicine/swallowing 20 geltabs sucks so bad, nasty as fuck, and then it doesnt come on for like 2 hours and i always end up just feeling really uncomfortable physically and retarded for about 26 hours after dosing
The retardation starts when the dxm kicks in though. Cause supposedly being an adult and doing shit like otc cough medicine to.get high is imo really desperate, juvenile and retarded.
Its like ketamine but if you mix in a healthy portion of discomfort, brain damage/retardation and a comedown where you feel dumb and out of control so bad, it feels so awkward and nasty
Id rather have a meth comedown than a dxm comedown its that bad imo. A night of doing amp/methamp leaves me feeling better than a dxm hangover felt imo
That and you can make a.speed comedown go away with benzos and heroin, no remedy for feeling retarded. And even meth doesnt make you feel borderline special ed the next day the way dxm does. Which is sad, cause meth is horrible.for about every organ and the brain, but dxm makes me feel so retarded that when i take legit neurotoxic drugs all night, iv and smoking, and in high doses it seems like, it still isnt near the dxm level of retard.
Figured id tell you guys.
Right? I pretty much understood why some call it "DMT-lite". Most talk I've heard makes it seem like DET is the stronger version of the two. Don't get me wrong though it's most certainly a wild ride at higher doses but still not absolute insanity or anything. I find it downright playful at lower end doses.Strange, I found MET to be quite 'light' and borderline recreational.
MGS-if you read this I want you to know that I am sincerely grateful for our discussion last last. You taught me a lot in such a short amount of time :D
so much love heresuch a nice page to come back and read. It's my birthday today, my first bday clean from opiates in 4 years :D
how are the pcp analalogs tnw? im not a huge fan of pcp proper but i love mxe.
Not sure where to post this, but I think this article will be of interest to BLers (or maybe it's already well known?):
https://medium.com/matter/19f753fb15e0
Its a journalistic piece about RCs, interesting.
solipsis said:dumping a bunch of garbage in your system making it into an obscure mess, that's just not subtle anymore but instead convoluting your shit indifferently.
way too much 3meopcp last night ugh
had to buy a new mouse today, and i broke my ipod charger