☮ Social ☮ PD Social Thread: Trans-dimensional Hyperspace Cocktail Bar - Fractals Apply Within

[Confield]

@thenightwatch: yep, I remember that guy and I did follow his posts during EWS days and also after he made the comeback

@xammy: well, with MXE you can enter a completely different dimension and trip out, 3-MeO-PCP is a more functional and non-trippy compound, but it can mind-fuck you badly. Can't really say which one I prefer as I like them both so much. MXE is a unique drug for mystical weird experiences, 3-MeO-PCP for antidepressant properties and such if used with caution.

 

[xammy]

I have used MXE 2 days after i got 500mg of it, first time about 50mg (25+25) and 2 nights ago about ~80mg divided into 3 doses. If I have time next weekend I'm going to hole, maybe 50mg starter dose and then work my way up with 20-30mg redose(s).

Its weird that these 2 times now after six months break I have got more into the experience and got some pretty euphoric feelings, last time it was quite scary and I was not so comfortable on it. Maybe I have become familiar with it now and I can enjoy it better. I never want to get addicted to it tho and I don't even have any urge to use it weekdays, only weekends I know it can get out of hand if used every weekend but good thing I don't have any supply to get it.

 

[Confield]

and obviously my tolerance is quite high, this seems to affect mostly the trippiness of MXE and not being able to enter the M-hole anymore, but that hasn't bothered me.

 

[pharmakos]

Whats scoop snax btw?

i thin kits some storebought synthetic cannabinoid blend, dunno for sure

and cornfield's description of the difference between 3-MeO-PCP and MXE is pretty accurate. low doses of 3-MeO-PCP are more enjoyable than low doses of MXE, but high doses of 3-MeO-PCP are way more chaotic and unenjoyable than high doses of MXE.

I have used MXE 2 days after i got 500mg of it, first time about 50mg (25+25) and 2 nights ago about ~80mg divided into 3 doses. If I have time next weekend I'm going to hole, maybe 50mg starter dose and then work my way up with 20-30mg redose(s).

Its weird that these 2 times now after six months break I have got more into the experience and got some pretty euphoric feelings, last time it was quite scary and I was not so comfortable on it. Maybe I have become familiar with it now and I can enjoy it better. I never want to get addicted to it tho and I don't even have any urge to use it weekdays, only weekends I know it can get out of hand if used every weekend but good thing I don't have any supply to get it.

that sounds like a good dose plan. of note - i've found that the timing of smoking weed affects the experience a lot. it varies for everyone, but for me personally i prefer to not smoke and weed before hand, and then smoke a few hits when i'm near the peak. smoking beforehand for me can end up making the experience more of an anxious thing than a blissful thing.

some people have said the opposite, though -- they prefer to smoke beforehand and not smoke at the peak. as always, YMMV (your mileage may vary).

 

[xammy]

Yeah I smoked little weed 2 nights ago after my last dose which was about 25mg orally.

I fell into some kind of oblivion after smoking some cannabis.... why did so many people dislike this? it's great, atleast for me!

I wrote that in the MXE thread. Cannabis really added some interesting stuff, everything just stopped and went to real slowmotion... It was Indica, wonder what some potent Sativa would do. I think Indica suits it better, I got some appetite and fell asleep nicely after a few hours

 

[Confield]

I've been pondering why I love dissociatives so much, and I think it's because they possess all the comfortable qualities from opioid, stimulant and psychedelic classes of drugs, but without the effects of those drugs that I do not enjoy.

Opioids, occasionally pleasant but I rather stay away because of the physical addiction aspect, and also because I find the effects somewhat boring in the end, even though it's a comfortable place to be sometimes.

Stimulants, I have mixed feelings, I do enjoy the sense of euphoria and energy and self confidence but I don't like how they make me feel like a narcissistic blabbermouth. Also the 12 hour masturbation sessions get a bit tiring. I loathe conversing with people who are under the influence of stimulants and I also hate myself under the influence, because I know I'm annoying as fuck but don't care because I'm the duke of everything. Stimulants also mess with my physical well-being because of the lack of appetite and sleep.

Psychedelics I do love and don't really consider them as "drugs" in the same sense as opioids and stimulants, but instead of escaping reality they make me face it, which is something that scares me sometimes when I know spiraling towards something depressing, and I'll rather cheat myself for the sake of comfortability.

Btw I don't smoke weed. Ha!

 

[.:Holy::Toast:.]

That's actually a perfect description of dissociatives. ^^
For me they also are my go to drug to hide from my problems and I always wondered why, I kind of wondered why and I came to the conclusion that they don't necessarily force happiness like stimulants do, but are so perfect for numbing your mind and brain.
You can enjoy the experience sooooo much but at the same time feel so numb and zombified.
I guess it's a great escape to completely stop feeling anything at all for a while.
However I do like them soooo much more now that I am not really depressed anymore

 

[Just A Guy]

Only dissociative I've ever experimented w/ was DXM. While I enjoyed it, I'll choose a good psychedelic over it anytime. I've never tried MXE, though. I did experiment w/ PCP once, and it was so long ago, and only the one time, that I don't really remember it that well.

 

[xammy]

DXM was nothing compared to MXE imo even tho I've done DXM just once (600mg).

 

[Confield]

DXM was my first dissociative (and one of my first drugs altogether) and I instantly fell in love with it. It's just a bit harsh on the body/mind and a pain in the ass to extract etc. if you don't have the pure stuff which I have never had, and also I think it may not be very suitable for chronic use... Haven't done it since 2010, but I have very fond memories of DXM which I will always treasure in my heart!

Next was 4-MeO-PCP with which I experimented couple of times but then along came MXE and WHOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA here i am now 2 years later

 

[xammy]

I hated the nausea, vomiting and itching that I got from DXM (even though they passed after a while). The trip was ok but it didnt feel very recreational substance.

I also had tried MXE and a few psychedelics before DXM so it wasnt that mind blowing

 

[Confield]

yes the nausea was bad, if there was no nausea I might still be occasionally taking DXM but it was just too uncomfortable, even if it only lasted for 15 mins during the come up but I absolutely hate throwing up. never had the itch but I've heard it's common

DXM gave me open eye visuals even at lowish doses, never really had OEV's with other dissos

 

[pharmakos]

yeah, cough syrup is vile, and not everyone can stomach the pill form either.

pure powder DXM, though.... fantastic stuff.

 

[Confield]

I always extracted the DXM from syrup but it was a still very vile thing to consume. They put sorbitol in the syrup here so chugging a bottle will lead to an explosive diarrhea. Some people do it anyway!

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

Opioids, occasionally pleasant but I rather stay away because of the physical addiction aspect, and also because I find the effects somewhat boring in the end, even though it's a comfortable place to be sometimes

Agreed, and well put, my good sir (or madame). If I had to describe opioids in a word, it'd be "pernicious."

DXM gave me open eye visuals even at lowish doses, never really had OEV's with other dissos

I haven't had any on a dissociative alone, but I have on 4-MeO-PCP + GBL + JWH-18 (haha, remember the naphthoylindoles? Dead as disco.), and DXM + lorazepam actually made me delirious, and I mean that in the mAChR antagonist sense, not the popular misuse of the term as short for "really confused and mentally incoherent, with OEVs." I have to rate the latter as my second favorite OEV experience (not acutely, but in retrospect), #1 being the one I had with Sonata (those Z-hypnotics man...WTF).

Dissociatives do give me auditory and tactile hallucinations, typically when I'm closing in on a hole.

he seems to be an unfortunate minority / extreme case, but cornfield i think it'd be good for you to read through his posts.

Word. Like K's bladder issues, it'd be best not to find out the hard way that you're in the unfortunate minority.

 

[PepperSocks]

That course looks terrifying, and I heard 20' vertical mentioned in at least one instance. And we caught up to you medalwise (we can snowboard like nobody's business), though Norway's dominance seems untouchable for now.

Oh man, someone crashed spectularly on the landing from one of the crests and the announcer up here impulsively and emotionally said "Jesus Christ!!!". They've played it over a few times in highlights to show the danger of this course, it's one of those broadcaster slips that really brings out the truth in things; I like when they purposely replay it for visibility instead of trying to hide it.

Another super nasty one was the crash of the Czech girl in slopestyle. Hard heel edge catch on the landing of one of those huge jumps, first part to hit the ice; back of her head, and ridiculously hard. Helmet shattered, she was passed out ragdolling until she came to a stop, and began moving ~20 seconds later. No helmet on that one would have been death if not for miracle.

Things like that bring up the "what risk is acceptable in sport and entertainment" thoughts, it seems really bad to influence people to risk their lives for a score.

Oh and Mark McMorris should have got better than bronze, but I like how he handled it. When asked; "I did the run I planned solidly, I'm satisfied with it, but it's a judged sport and nothing's concrete. To me I did what I intended to do, and it's out of my hands; I'm just going to keep snowboarding." He's only 20, but he's really mellow and humble. He was known for being fiercely competitive, but his willingness to let it go and be happy with how he did on a personal level is good to see.

As for figure skating Patrick Chan is under insane pressure. Canadian men have gotten countless world cups, and silvers over the years, but never olympic gold.

In a dark and sarcastic thought I had: I'm surprised Russia didn't ban male figure skating for these olympics.

 

[Confield]

(those Z-hypnotics man...WTF).

oh man, I totally forgot about this one combination; zopiclone even in small doses combined with MXE produced crazy open eye visuals! quite similar to something you might see on LSD for example. morphing, 2D things like some minimal patterns on my floor appearing in three dimensional illusions resembling seaweed floating around with about 10 cm of water on top of them, very detailed. I actually tried to take a photograph of some of my visuals, which made me lol very hard after I realised how insane that was.

there were also some deliriant type effects present that sometimes are produced by zopiclone (or zolpidem) alone, that made me confused occasionally, auditory hallucinations and the feeling there are other people in my room when actually I was alone etc. also the day after I was feeling really extra retarted and amnesiac, but it was fun.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

crash of the Czech girl in slopestyle.

I saw that one, I felt awful for her.

Mark McMorris should have got better than bronze

Indubitably.

I actually tried to take a photograph of some of my visuals, which made me lol very hard after I realised how insane that was.

Hilarious, can't say that such a thought ever occurred to me. :D

MXE

Oh, I forgot a couple things. My first day on MXE I had been building up with small oral/sublingual doses, by night I still wasn't where I wanted to be, and I thought to myself "fuck it" and shot some, after which my floor was visibly tilted at a ~20 degree angle, it was fun walking on that. Also, dissociative induced Alice-in-Wonderland syndrome is always nice.

 

[Roger&Me]

the american girl who won gold in women's slopestyle was totally smokin' hot

god she was beautiful, and she could shred like crazy, it made my heart hurt

edit-- btw, p-sox my bro, i'm glad as fuq you're back. i gotta say, there are hundreds of BLers that i like a great deal, but you're at the very top of that list for sure. i dunno, man... i guess we just go back. i truly consider you an old friend. hopefully we get to hang out some day and eat mad dr00gz and throw used motor oil on a giant bonfire and dance around it. fucken A

 

[PepperSocks]

the american girl who won gold in women's slopestyle was totally smokin' hot

god she was beautiful, and she could shred like crazy, it made my heart hurt

I honestly find the vast majority of female winter athletes are hot. They all seem to be super fit nordic descended beauties. If I ever have a boy I'm totally going to encourage him to get into professional winter sports.

edit-- btw, p-sox my bro, i'm glad as fuq you're back. i gotta say, there are hundreds of BLers that i like a great deal, but you're at the very top of that list for sure. i dunno, man... i guess we just go back. i truly consider you an old friend. hopefully we get to hang out some day and eat mad dr00gz and throw used motor oil on a giant bonfire and dance around it. fucken A

I'm glad as fuq you were here when I came back! We definitely go back man. It's nigh on impossible for me to meet people that share a similar sense of humour and way of thinking. I find I definitely have someone I can relate to in you. It's nice to know there's someone else out there who gets IT.
I hope the same thing man, sometime when resources are more plentiful and there's travelling in the cards we'll fit it in. Eating droogz with a bonfire and covered pails of used motor oil in the middle of nowhere has got the be the most hysterically mad thing you can experience, gotta fit that in. I just wrote it on your bucket list.