Those MXE binges probably suck and hurt so good at the same time. After you stop you'll probably spend two weeks in the dark place then things should lighten up. Keep cool during the last half. You will prevail!
Thanks! I was unable to quit after IIRC two nights of abstaining and then not being able to pull through the darkness / confusion upon re-entry and doing a few shots again relapsing. But on that third day - when I mentioned the cat visited - I quit and put away the gear. I had a friend who came to visit take it with him - I was just done with it at that point and felt very weak, lost weight etc... but obviously it is better if it just gone from my home.
Am back on Lyrica now and took extra today (a bit over 300 mg), I am feeling very very well and up in high gear again, being productive again etc and wanting to restore my well-being. Bit hypomanic actually but I try to learn to deal with the loss of inhibition. I get a lot of stuff done and feel on top of the world, I don't really do very irresponsible things.
I was doing very well up until recently until I got my neck hurt somehow - probably at work, and oxy etc wasnt able to relieve the pain. I turned to MXE which hardly worked either sublingually and stuff, then I started shooting when I got 3 grams of it basically for free. Used the last of my needles and re-sterilized some of them and reused them. Very bad idea!! It didn't seem to give me huge odds of infection but still with a bit of bad luck that couldve happened. Shit!
bad idea imo. it will do crazy things to your heart.
^Speaking of hearts, meth and seroquel don't play well together.
Yeah, actually only a few mg of dex-amp made me blackout even harder on that MXE and when I woke up I was feeling hot and sweaty and I got tachycardia / palpitations that persisted for a while. Pretty shitty.
A lot of the things I am taking recently including lyrica and oxy and mxe all combine weirdly and badly in my experience. Even when being careful doing that it often doesn't feel right. Although lyrica can really potentiate oxy.
Be careful mixing stuff <2
I hope all you guys are doing ok... and hopefully if I continue with the lyrica and taking it easy with other stuff, I can turn things around and have the DIY / vacation time I have planned for september.
And by the way a chinese vendor screwed me over a bit (think I mentioned this before), but gave store credit now - quite a lot although it still comes up a little short if I calculate it comparing to the order. Sorta typical, very sloppy craftsmanship (lol i like that rick & morty reference).