coelophysis
Bluelight Crew
You sound a little loopy man, get some rest today.
Maybe I'm just fried to all fuck too but I understood everything he was saying perfectly fine. Maybe it's because he was talking directly to me for a good portion of it?
☮ Social ☮ PD Social Thread: N-Dimensional Funhouse of Possibilities
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Maybe I'm just fried to all fuck too but I understood everything he was saying perfectly fine. Maybe it's because he was talking directly to me for a good portion of it?
Roger&Me
Bluelighter
those of you who've tried both psilocin (pure, not mushrooms) and 4-ho-met, how do you feel they compare? what were the significant differences in your experience?
swilow
Bluelight Crew
I just managed to totally break several cups and glass bottles by standing up, with my headphones on, still attached to my laptop and attempting to stride into my kitchen, causing a mini tsunami of destruction in my wake. Fucken absentminded fuck :D
Bob Loblaw
Bluelight Crew
lel I hate waking up & finding broken glass/porcelain in my kitchen from the previous night's black out. Fortunately that hasn't happened in a while :D.
Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
So I went to the market tonight and didn't sell anything (super slow for a Friday), but I still had a really nice evening. This girl was there, she is starting to sell jewelry for another vendor on weekend nights, which is my main time. She's definitely pretty hot, especially once we started talking. I introduced myself and we talked on and off until she left, about 3 hours. We talked a lot about ourselves too, lots of laughing, etc. And she's an artist too. I think we'll be friends, but I also have a bit of a crush on her now. I said see you tomorrow when she left and she was like yeah! Who knows. I am not sure if she is interested or not or even if she has a boyfriend or husband (but I got the vibe not). Just feels good to be out there meeting people and feeling like this about people again. It's exciting. 
They are very different actually, about as different as two 4-sub tryptamines can be, at least of the ones I've tried. Pure psilocin is immensely powerful, spiritual, deep. 4-HO-MET feels good and seems to put me very in touch with my animal self, or my physical self. I have a hard time fully characterizing it, it's a really strange trip for me. There are some trip thought patterns but it's all super grounded. There are visuals for sure, it has pretty nice visuals. I like how it makes me feel but I am never quite sure what to make of it. It's definitely worth trying but nothing like psilocin.
Nice. I break shit a lot too because I don't always have great awareness of my surroundings, I've been that way since I was little but I am getting better at it now.
They are very different actually, about as different as two 4-sub tryptamines can be, at least of the ones I've tried. Pure psilocin is immensely powerful, spiritual, deep. 4-HO-MET feels good and seems to put me very in touch with my animal self, or my physical self. I have a hard time fully characterizing it, it's a really strange trip for me. There are some trip thought patterns but it's all super grounded. There are visuals for sure, it has pretty nice visuals. I like how it makes me feel but I am never quite sure what to make of it. It's definitely worth trying but nothing like psilocin.
Nice.
I break shit a lot too because I don't always have great awareness of my surroundings, I've been that way since I was little but I am getting better at it now.
swilow
Bluelight Crew
^Do you constantly lose shit also? Its like I need to try ridiculously hard to retain positional information for all the crap I cart around with me, but if I lose focus for a split second, my phone somehow ends up hanging from the ceiling. Also- losing stuff within pockets-wtf?
That reminded me of a weird trippy conversation I had once about pockets being a kind of transportable void- it blew our minds that we carried these dark spaces with us everywhere and used them regularly, but could never understand what it would be like to inhabit them...We then went on a tangent about inaccessible places that surround us constantly, like the space behind a wardrobe or a tiny gap between a fence and our house, going as far as to say that property prices should be lower given the inaccesibilty of 'large' parts of our properties. I would love to use that as a line of negotiation when purchasing my next place, just to see the befuddlement of the real estate agent....
:D
That reminded me of a weird trippy conversation I had once about pockets being a kind of transportable void- it blew our minds that we carried these dark spaces with us everywhere and used them regularly, but could never understand what it would be like to inhabit them...We then went on a tangent about inaccessible places that surround us constantly, like the space behind a wardrobe or a tiny gap between a fence and our house, going as far as to say that property prices should be lower given the inaccesibilty of 'large' parts of our properties. I would love to use that as a line of negotiation when purchasing my next place, just to see the befuddlement of the real estate agent....
:D
swilow
Bluelight Crew
Okay, the day is getting more interesting now that this 4-FA is kicking in
Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
I lose shit that isn't my normal shit. :D My normal shit, like my keys, wallet, etc, I always put in the same spot so they never get lost. I do temporarily lose my phone though.
Bob Loblaw
Bluelight Crew
^^v nice Xork :D!
^Aha that reminded me of my mephedrone days. Losing my phone, then spending twenty minutes trying to find it because after about two minutes I'd forget what I was looking for, fuck off, then remember what I'd lost, rinse, repeat, etc.
^Aha that reminded me of my mephedrone days. Losing my phone, then spending twenty minutes trying to find it because after about two minutes I'd forget what I was looking for, fuck off, then remember what I'd lost, rinse, repeat, etc.
coelophysis
Bluelight Crew
Okay, the day is getting more interesting now that this 4-FA is kicking in
God I love that stuff.
Folley
Bluelighter
Ahh yes.. I've had that internal monologue more than once.
"I -NEED- some gum..." *goes upstairs* "What was I looking for? Oh look, a cat!" *10 minutes later* "The fuck am I doing?" *Goes back downstairs* "Oh, shit. Gum" *Back upstairs* "I should try on my whole wardrobe, right now"
swilow
Bluelight Crew
^I actually like those sort of experiences. MDMA and methylone really zap my memory, and its usually quite funny. Gets frustrating but makes me laugh
Yeah, it feels great. I've only had it twice before, today I had 70mg followed by another 50 about 35mins ago, and its extremely pleasant. Doesn't feel too pushy yet which is a requirement for me and stimulants. I've had a small amount of GHB also just to smooth it out even more. Half-contemplating supplementing it with some DOC or 4-Ho-MET but not sure if I want to trip today....
My buddy obtained some 5-MeO-DMT for some reason and decided to try it last night, by himself in his house- he texted me telling me that he was about to blast off, and then 15 mins later called me in tears and panicking and repeating indecipherable vocal sounds. I drove over to him, he lives 10 minutes away, and by the time I got there he was fine and ready to smoke some more!
I dunno, 5-Meo-DMT is so fucking frightening to me, I have NO DESIRE at all to consume that shit.
His second hit was smaller and more pleasant, though he didn't look all that happy during it. I actually found it really unsettling and got quite anxious just to harmonise with him. For me, at least, and for many Iguess, its almost a panicogen. The only time I've 'enjoyed' it was when mixing a tiny dose of it with DMT. I once mixed DMT, 5-MeO-DMT and salvia into one hit, but the salvia seemed to overwhelm- god, my body felt like it was made of electricity. Never again- parathesia, panic and automatism is not my cup of tea at all....
Hmm, e-babbling here....:D
Laika said:
Yeah, it feels great. I've only had it twice before, today I had 70mg followed by another 50 about 35mins ago, and its extremely pleasant. Doesn't feel too pushy yet which is a requirement for me and stimulants. I've had a small amount of GHB also just to smooth it out even more. Half-contemplating supplementing it with some DOC or 4-Ho-MET but not sure if I want to trip today....
My buddy obtained some 5-MeO-DMT for some reason and decided to try it last night, by himself in his house- he texted me telling me that he was about to blast off, and then 15 mins later called me in tears and panicking and repeating indecipherable vocal sounds. I drove over to him, he lives 10 minutes away, and by the time I got there he was fine and ready to smoke some more!
I dunno, 5-Meo-DMT is so fucking frightening to me, I have NO DESIRE at all to consume that shit. His second hit was smaller and more pleasant, though he didn't look all that happy during it. I actually found it really unsettling and got quite anxious just to harmonise with him. For me, at least, and for many Iguess, its almost a panicogen. The only time I've 'enjoyed' it was when mixing a tiny dose of it with DMT. I once mixed DMT, 5-MeO-DMT and salvia into one hit, but the salvia seemed to overwhelm- god, my body felt like it was made of electricity. Never again- parathesia, panic and automatism is not my cup of tea at all....
Hmm, e-babbling here....:D
Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
It's my birthday today. Gonna go work out and then possibly rent a pressure washer and wash my house and deck, or do some other house work, then go to the market. Tomorrow I may take some DOC in the morning, because at night I'm going to see friends... I like to end DOC sessions with people, and not while I'm selling my art. :D
Gonna go work out and then possibly rent a pressure washer and wash my house and deck, or do some other house work, then go to the market. Tomorrow I may take some DOC in the morning, because at night I'm going to see friends... I like to end DOC sessions with people, and not while I'm selling my art. :D
Bob Loblaw
Bluelight Crew
Ahaha I just came here because I saw on FB that it was your bday.
Happy birthday :D!
Happy birthday :D!
swilow
Bluelight Crew
Hey birthday boy, you really know how to treat yourself! :D
Happy b'day.
4-ho-met doesn't get as "deep" as pure psilocin. Pure psilocin fucks with your head a lot more than 4-ho-met.
pharmakos
Bluelighter
happy birthdizzle xorky
SONN
Bluelighter
I once mixed DMT, 5-MeO-DMT and salvia into one hit, but the salvia seemed to overwhelm- god, my body felt like it was made of electricity. Never again- parathesia, panic and automatism is not my cup of tea at all....
Hmm, e-babbling here....:D
wow, that sounds like a wacky tasting hit. How did you manage to get all three into one? changa with dmt and 5-meo mixed with salvia extract?
happy bday xorkoth, mine is coming up in a few days basically tomorrow night I'll be able to drink legally im so excited lol
Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
Thanks guys. I did in fact rent that pressure washer, I have about 2/3 of it done, and I am spent, I will have to keep it for a whole day ($85 at Home Depot, WTF? But I have gift cards to cover it all so whatever). Got a blister on my finger from it, I have so much deck and house, gonna finish the rest early in the AM. When I'm done I'm gonna take 3mg of DOC and return the washer (it's close, won't probably even be coming up when I get home). Then I'll have a nice solo trip all day and when the plateau hits it'll be time to go hang out with friends and partay. And after I eat I am going to the market where I shall have a great evening and talk to this girl I have a little crush on again.
Damn, just got a steam burn from escaping steam from my rice cooker, it's starting to blister, craziness.
I did in fact rent that pressure washer, I have about 2/3 of it done, and I am spent, I will have to keep it for a whole day ($85 at Home Depot, WTF? But I have gift cards to cover it all so whatever). Got a blister on my finger from it, I have so much deck and house, gonna finish the rest early in the AM. When I'm done I'm gonna take 3mg of DOC and return the washer (it's close, won't probably even be coming up when I get home). Then I'll have a nice solo trip all day and when the plateau hits it'll be time to go hang out with friends and partay. And after I eat I am going to the market where I shall have a great evening and talk to this girl I have a little crush on again. Damn, just got a steam burn from escaping steam from my rice cooker, it's starting to blister, craziness.
coelophysis
Bluelight Crew
Happy bday Xork
I'm fuckin; wasted
I don't belong here
I'm fuckin; wasted
I don't belong here