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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Thread: N-Dimensional Funhouse of Possibilities

5-meo-DiPT had one of the worst 'body loads' of psychedelics that i've ever tried, but 2c-e's is worse for me and makes me vomit almost every time. My friend described being on 5-meo-DiPT at a show as being 'trapped in his body' and I would say I experienced similar effects. I never knew someone died off it either until goddess mode posted about it. It was very stimulating on the body but it seemed like a very unique 'band' of stimulation that made me uncomfortable. There are some psychedelics that I love the body effects of but 5-meo-DiPT was not one of them.

Bahamut said:
What's up guys everything is been going well for me since my little binge on the 4-ho-met. Went through 500mg in four days.
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I can't even imagine how that felt, 4-ho-MET was one of my favorites in terms of body stimulation, it almost seemed to have characteristics of the body highs of both mushrooms and LSD. When I was coming up I told my friends I felt like I was in an 'electric body glove' feeling like there were nodes of electric stimulation placed across some rubber suit of skin I was wearing.... what i'm sayin is it was probably awesome lol
 
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Wow, I just injected (IM) N,N-DMT for the first time, I can barely read the concentration on the label (it was literally the only thing written over the tape with pen 8) ) but after checking it out like a jeweler (the DMT helped, lol?) I am now pretty sure it was 20 mg, also I knew I could trust on 0.5 ccs not being too much since I chose the label to match the volume of syringes. I've had potent effects before with only a few mg of 5-MeO-DMT and was surprised to see people needing such huge amounts when IMing. I had a feeling I may just be more sensitive.
As intended and sort of expected, the effects were significant and certainly mild +++ but not breakthrough level. For now that is enough for me since it is an overwhelming feeling to me, some people say lower doses especially have anxiety issues but jumping in with a kinda uncertain concentration seemed very unwise.

Anyway, it was similar to vaped effects: I was shocked, even petrified with amazement and it tends to take my breath away in a literal way. Things in my home came alive and danced and twisted around, objects assumed personalities and became quirky, even deviant. I knew some could not be trusted to stay still, that realization was hilarious to me... such reactions alternated with overwhelmed feelings and many others. Towards the end I also kinda experienced brain zap like things.
It was also painfully clear that I am chronically sad about things, although I also found very healing and therapeutic feelings of pure love and compassion.

All in all it lasted 30 minutes and I listened to the Goldberg variations for a change (meaning I mostly listened to electronic music on DMT in the past rather than classical / baroque). The dance-like nature of musical movement was a great choice, I am sure it helped with things appearing to dance.

About music: YES improvisation is great and it is one of the highest forms of expression, I'm sure. Playing the piano a lot is in a way saving my life, I get a lot out of it, it helps me connect in all ways.

Right now I am working on a quadraphonic recording / rendering of the first movement from Bach's die Kunst der Fuge. I separated the voices in Ableton and turned that into 4.0 sound. I am almost finished but have to "perfect it" to the best of my abilities and upload it among other things.

Also here is a (normal stereo) prelude from Das Wohltemperierte Klavier:
https://soundcloud.com/magnum-jopus/js-bach-das-wohltemperierte-klavier-prelude-23-in-h-b-major

Sorry I should put the DMT part in the appropriate thread I guess.
 
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You're a very good player Solipsis. :) I really look forward to hearing your complete recording.

I miss playing classical music. As a kid I didn't "get" Bach and disliked playing it, I mostly played intense Russian romantic pieces.
 
^^ That was depressing to see lol. The molecule also threw me, like seriously....

Solipsis, you got that from 20 mg? You're lucky. I've IMed DMT one time, I believe it was about 85 mg, and it was the weakest DMT trip I ever had hands down. No OEVs, no sensory enhancement, not even really any euphoria. Pretty much just vague CEVs and that's it, all phosphene patterns, no hallucinations to speak of. Zero desire to repeat the experience, it pretty much felt like a waste of DMT to me. Smoking that much from that same batch would have taken me orders of magnitude further out.
 
that article said:
(this is not proven, but all indications lead to this being the most likely possibility)
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For real?

Toucan said:
Xork your art in the art thread is fantastic, I especially like the sea monster one
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Thank you so much. <3 That one is called "Down Below" and to me it represents the idea of something dragging you down, stealthily coming up from below. I guess it uses the form of a sea monster to communicate that. :)
 
Xorkoth said:
For real?
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No, not really lol. As far as I know there is almost no evidence to support it, if any at all. I know I've read at least once over the years that serotonin receptors are nearly silent during REM sleep....
 
So I went to the market today and immediately wasn't really feeling it... I stayed til 7:45 and no one really stopped to even talk. My mind started to wander I guess because I got bored, and I was sore and kind of overworked feeling. I started to get in a really weird mood. It was centered around wishing I had female companionship, basically, all the parts of that. Then I started to realize, like really, the parts I played in the destruction of my marriage, I basically undermined the whole thing in her eyes because for nearly the whole thing I had a secret part of my life from her, which is this, Bluelight, and the drugs. Like she really didn't even know that about me because early on I tried to show her and she disapproved and it was either break up with her or lie to her about it. What if I had just made the morally correct decision and broken up with her? What now? My whole LIFE could be different. But I felt like it was something I needed to hold on to, and that she was a cool girl and she would warm to it. Well, she didn't, not enough anyway. But then we were in love. And, even though she doesn't believe it, I was my real self with her besides that, with all my thoughts and feelings, we talked about spiritual and cosmic things all the time, like we do here. I thought we were soulmates for years, if that's a thing.

But that's the thing; she can't know that's how I felt, that what she saw was real. Because then after she found out I got clean from opiates too, for a year. Then I relapsed and for the next 3 years it was SO MANY lies. All to hide my addiction. So many cycles of getting caught, reconciliation, relapse. Oh my god, how did she live with that? She constantly feared the house was in foreclosure because she knew I was spending a lot of money on drugs (even though that never happened). She can't feel like she really knows a single thing about me because I was so good at lying to her, it was almost 9 years before shit hit the fan. I'm trying to imagine how that would feel, fuck that sucks that I did that to her. I will always love her because of what we had and I really just wish the best for her and I hope we can be friends someday. She hurt me a lot too but I think I might have caused more pain and I also caused a tremendous amount of fear.

I thought that I was doing the right thing because I felt it was unfair of her to make me restrict part of myself. But what I should have done was ended it and told her the truth. Parts of ourselves are not compatible, and 12 years was the longest we could manage to hold on because we really did love each other very much. And I miss that so much, what we used to have. If I could have that with her I would do it still. But it's not possible, and it never will be. And she fell out of love with me before I did with her, and that was horrible to experience. I think some part of me has been secretly holding on to her. I want to let go, but I don't know if I can do that yet. But when I do, that will be the time to try to find someone else.

I think I just get too impatient for things to happen in life... this is obviously going to take some time and that's healthy, even if it's not always easy.

Just some thoughts I wanted to get out... thanks for letting me do that. <3
 
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oh man, those are very very good xorkoth. what amazes me the most is how original your style is, you really invented and developed your own style of painting. :) very impressive, bro

this one is my personal favorite. it reminds me of one of the "impossible objects" i've seen during dmt blastoffs.
 
Thanks guys. :)

I watched the first episode of the new Cosmos show and now I'm glowing again. :) I've been having a lot of universal thoughts lately so it was just what I needed. <3
 
^I really liked the one titled "Deep Below", it reminds me of all the various negative forces that we all face. I also love cosmos, whether I'm on disso's or stone cold sober it's always one of my faves. I've been meaning to pay up and buy the original cosmos box set with carl sagan.
 
I watched the original Cosmos with Carl Sagan a while back (4 of the episodes on DOC actually), it's wonderful. I was hesitating to watch the new one thinking it might be a rehash but it's not, they're both wonderful.
 
im about to eat some cinnamon rolls, then i'm gonna go get some prometh cough syrup from my doc hopefully.

cosmos is the shit, I might watch it later when I return all the extra cable boxes I have from my last house to comcast. I haven't had cable in like a month or two but haven't cared because of the internet.

xork keep up the good work, i'm definitely digging your style
 
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Thanks, I will :) If I don't produce art of some sort (writing, painting, music, etc) I get depressed.

Yeah I cancelled my cable probably almost 2 years ago now, you can watch anything on the Internet, ANYTHING if you're willing to stream uploaded videos. And you can do it on your own schedule. No reason for cable and it was $70 a month. Plus something about TV is more hypnotic and sinister feeling, even though with Hulu and some others you still get commercials.
 
Screw Hulu, we tried the trial of it and thought the commercials were just because it was a trial but nope. Why the hell would I pay for commercials? That's the exact reason I don't have cable.
 
Yeah true that. Lots of hulu is free though. I use it when it has a show I want to watch so I'm not streaming illegal videos 100% of the time.
 
Wuts up PD family <3

Today has been pretty sweet so far. Woke up and took 7 "OO" capsules of kratom, it's bali mixed with malay. Very good mix by the way they complement eachother nicely. Sadly my girlfriend took the same dose and became very nausous and had to lie down for a few hours. Then for lunch I made a tereika veggie stir fry which wasd absolutely delicious. After I made sure I had a sufficient amount of food in my stomach I decided to vaporise 25mgs of a-php and follow that with 7mgs of etizolam under the tongue. The vapor was kind of harsh and there was way too much of it considering its taste but thats just my opinion. I also found the flavor to be god awful and it stunk up my whole room, which the lady friend wasn't to pleased about. This RC is much better than MDPV in my personsl opinion that stuff always had me sitting on the edge of my seat sweating like a lunatic. Less fiendish and I havent been acting any stranger than normal. I also could have had such a smooth ride due to the the sublingual etizolam.

About an hour and a half later I injected 15mgs and I've gotta tell you the rush was nice, I feel extremelly euphoric right now and grateful to be alive.
Probablly going to only stick to that ROA and oral for now on,
I'm about to go get some house painting down while I'm all pumped up and ready.

Later on I'll come by and talk all your ears off about some of the various new psychs that will be tested soon.
Have a nice day everyone and enjoy every moment of it.
 
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Sup man. :) Just working, trying to clean my house in the spare time between tasks. My house is still a mess from the end of my relationship, basically... I need to get it cleaned up, get my ex's stuff packed into boxes, and arrange it the way I want it.
 
I'm actually in the process of moving out of my house to. We're going to be selling it within the next couple of months. Me and my girlfriend are going to rent a two bedroom apartment in someplace cheap and quite nice. It's in a good location pretty close to the hood but where we are going to be living is not so bad.


http://youtu.be/pQSVqCTfFtk

Great album :D
 
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