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^I totally forgot about that show. I only saw one episode but it was hilarious. The funniest part imo was that weird burping thing that the grandpa kept doing mid sentence all through out the show.
 
Oh ROXIanne! said:
Fuuuck. I delete more posts than most people make in a week but that probably doesn't make sense. Escaline/4-ho-mipt/mxe are some hell of a drugs
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I hate getting on here the day after tripping and seeing these stupid posts I make about how fucked up I am. This ultra sense of self awareness caused by mxe abuse is both a gift and a curse. I apologize for cluttering up the best part of Bluelight with these sort of nonsense posts.
 
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You aint even seen my nonsense
watch me get on speed and you might get to see real nonsense. Or find someone who was a regular in 2010.Like 2010 style nonsense was ridic. Cause i was like 16 and pulling allnighters on amphetamine 3-5 nights a week. I kinda want to do that nonsense again. Well i really want to. But a female i am trying to get back with doesnt like how i pick at myself and get ugly on speed like acne. So its like ugh no speed but i know its for the best.
or the time i shot a bunch of meth right after like 5 days after i got outta jail
they were deleted for my sake.
But basically a whole paragraph to say what can be said in one sentence:im high as shit.
but yo mane im getting tolerant to quill.
Took quill tonight, didnt get sloppy, going to go a few days off quill.
Regular porcuepine cause i got dat QUILL
so i iz got my headphones in me phone and i gots a mix on.
anyway
i had something to say
i forgot it. I might edit this post later if i remember.
 
^I bet I edit more posts in a week than most people make in a year lol. Do those dexedrines have that sweet drip like adderall?

thenightwatch said:
you're alright roxi
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<3
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I used to hate when my girl would make me listen to Frank Ocean in the car but I'm really diggin this song:

The water's blue, swallow the pill
Keepin' it surreal, whatever you like
Whatever feels good, whatever takes you mountain high
Keepin' it surreal, not sugar-free
My TV ain't HD, that's too real
Grapevine, mango, peaches, and limes, the sweet life
 
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Its so fucking disgusting. The taste makes me gag it really does the last time i sniffed script speed. I used to be able to sniff 10 dexedrine xr 10s in one sitting, in about 10 minutes. Now i could maybe snort 2 before my nose is done. I really beat it up with heroin and it hasnt been the same since. Nosebleeds when i snort drugs now. It is slightly sweet less so than adderall though. Nasty taste. I dont mind the taste of methamphetamine at all but that script shit is straight nasty makes me gag.
mane dogs. I almost want to go to north philadelphia in search of wet.
i might be able to get it off of someone i know who lives towards but not in philadelphia come to think of it.
 
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I feel like an asshole saying this
but musically speaking, i dont think any music that isnt drum and bass is relevant to me.
aside from kesha, lorde, and katy perry.
and the post i was responding to just disappeared
 
the girl that sings for this band is so hot (and fucked up)



Streets are wrapped,
Childlike faces smooth and blank.
Firm young flesh,
Hung with paper crowns.

Pull me up from where we are,
The big keep getting bigger,
And their hearts keep getting harder,
An imaginary game,
Eating at every living thing,
A wide mouth dripping with sarcasm,
A bloody fat slash grinning over,
Bleached white-fang teeth,
That glow like green warning signs of sickness,
Taking for your kind,
And running with you winnings,
They're just running with your winnings.

Staring ahead and hearing,
Voices saying useless things,
About how to be better,
About how to get bigger,
It's your knight on white horse,
Turn it all around,
The world is just for you,
But you don't want to take it,
Ah - you must be useless!
And you must be lazy,
Have enough then,
With insipid grins,
That swallow hard and
Bear. Big. Burden.

This place is getting tighter,
And all around the angels scream
And close the gates of heaven,
A division of the ages,
Try to swallow wings of traitors,
Robbed of being really human,
And the voice drip with sarcasm like
Bloody fat slash grinning over
White-fanged teeth that glow like green
Warning signs of sickness
And running with their winnings
They're just running with their winnings

Big are getting bigger and
Hearts are getting harder
An imaginary game,
Eating at every living thing,
A voice dripping with sarcasm like,
A bloody fat slash grinning over,
Bleached white-fang teeth,
That glow like green warnings
Warning signs of sickness,

But little things add up
A barbed-wire fence of stiffened spines
Broadcasts violent death through flashing blinds
Look at their faces
Keep it all inside.
If not, we'll all go down together,
A coward's crawling death,
The paper king's big dinner.
Look at their faces
And down into their eyes
And the vacant, glaring, certainty
Of nothing, ever, anywhere

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^yeah I'm a ninja deleting posts in the dead of night lol. I've never really listened to kesha but I remember reading that her SAT scores translated to an IQ of 170. Makes me so depressed thinking about how I scored a 142 on my last IQ test when I was 16. Mxe has probably brought that shit down to a room temp IQ.
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IDK if MXE decreases your IQ.

IMO dissociatives are like weight training for your brain. done correctly, training with weights improves your performance in competitions. but in order for to them to be effective, you have to know when to wear the weights and when to take them off, though.
 
Yo dogs
so canines
what is up with all these rc benzos dropping lately.
like i seem to be permatolerant to benzos right
Cause i dont take them even once a week anymore, well i havent in more than 6 months, but before that right, id take 4mg of klonopin to get benzod out, and i wouldnt be that fucked up off that right
but i tried etizolam, as my friend had gotten some free with an order of mxe, and friend was source for klonopin so he gave me like 5 of them, took them all, shit sucked worse than ativan
so why is everybody on this rc benzo trip and not focusing on the classics a la temazepam, xanax, klonopin?
 
thenightwatch said:
IDK if MXE decreases your IQ.

IMO dissociatives are like weight training for your brain. done correctly, training with weights improves your performance in competitions. but in order for to them to be effective, you have to know when to wear the weights and when to take them off, though.
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How do you figure that? To me dissociatives like K have felt a lot more like atrophy, like from opioids such as oxy I feel weakened by them. But that is talking about couch zonked abuse... from moderate use of K and especially MXE, I mostly get the anti-depressant after effects.

And I don't understand how people are getting positve musical performance boosts from dissociatives like MXE, I cannot play the piano for shit on it. Even at temperate dosages..

By the way, seems like everything is a go for the cartooning gig :D and I even get a photo interview myself, and am getting suggested for a project where a company will be set up for artists who haven't been entrepeneuring their art. Even if that works out, it will still probably be a few years before I can make a job of it. But it is nice to do this on the side of a job, just in case that won't be 'the dream'.
 
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I also get mental and muscular atrophy from dissociative abuse.

I literally can barely figure out how to play an instrument on dissociative. Basic functions are nearly completely lost. Still, they're near my favorite drug class.
 
yeaah, dissos interfere with my academic skills a lot. Trying to take a long long break from them, 6 months without MXE would be nice
 
The show was AWESOME... we rocked that place so hard. :) It was by far the most people I have ever seen in there on a Wednesday night, and everyone was freaking out to us about how great it was. We had everyone raging. I could tell as soon as we started practicing that I was going to be on, and I was. I got SO many compliments, from the audience as well as the band. All nervousness disappeared as soon as we set up, I just KNEW it was going to be good. We even played a new song we'd never done in the end of the second set and it went great, just played it by ear. Now we've got someone wanting us to play a show in Albany, NY in February, and some other places in town that are interested. We had people in the audience doing poi and glowing hula hoops and people were screaming after each song. The 4 hours went by really fast, it was amazing how fast actually. Each set seemed like it was over much too soon. We jammed out every song for a good while. It was indescribably beautiful to experience. <3 And I feel like now we're a real band, starting to build up a reputation. We also had a flute player and sax player randomly show up who knew the guitar player so we had some extra instruments for a few songs. The flute player was really cool. Oh, and we had this friend photographing us extensively/professionally and then at the end (the whole third set was 2 long jams) he got up and started playing a wood flute with us, and my other friend came up too and played a second lead guitar.

The ONLY gripe I have is that the sound guy there SUCKS A BAG OF DICKS. We have our own sound guy and he was all ready to do it, but this sound guy (who has a reputation around town for being terrible) wouldn't hear of it. He was just entirely disinterested and basically watched shit on his laptop the whole time, didn't pay attention at all. We had to call for him in the middle of the show multiple times for him to adjust anything (even really obvious stuff he'd have heard if he had listened for one second) which everyone could hear us talking about of course since we had mics. And every time he rolled his eyes like we were asking him some huge favor. The part that pissed me off the most was that this girl at the end was coming up to sing (we were going to do a Bill Withers "Use Me" cover that has this incredible jazzy piano jam in the middle that we generally rock out really hard), but the microphone was turned all the way down so she couldn't be heard. The sound guy was oblivious so we had someone go ask him if he could please turn her up, and he glared at him and said "nope sorry". And she had to just get off stage and we cut that jam out. I mean we handled it but it pissed us off, I mean what the hell, why would you say no? It's your job asshole! And he was a real dick about it too for no reason. Actually all night he was a dick. The bass player figured maybe we did something to piss him off so he apologized for any trouble we caused at the end of the night and the guy just scoffed and walked away without even acknowledging the thanks. All night from the first time we saw him he was giving us the stink eye, and it was like pulling teeth to get him to do his job. He wouldn't turn the mics up for the extra instruments either but at least those could be heard somewhat anyway, they were on, just quiet. We decided that if we are asked to play there again we will say sure, but only if we can use our own sound guy.

But even so, the show was a smashing success. And afterwards we afterpartied until 6am. I had some MXE and we just had all kinds of fun. Honestly the whole night was perfect. It was about the best rush I can imagine to perform for people who were into it. <3

I wish so bad it had been recorded. Oh well, next time. There's no making this crappy sound guy do anything for you.

LSDMDMA&12815463 said:
i hate fucking pharmacists
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I don't know... some of them are pretty hot.

I literally can barely figure out how to play an instrument on dissociative. Basic functions are nearly completely lost. Still, they're near my favorite drug class.
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I can do it on MXE, but it takes time to get into it, and I have to be on not too high a dose. I was on MXE the other night and my bass player friend and I started jamming randomly, and then the guitar joined in... I was doing one long solo on the piano and it got really good, but very out there.
 
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