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Man, what a good, bad and weird night...

So I finished recording the first track of my band's demo CD, that was good, it's funky as shit. Then we went to Tuesday night funk jam, and we went up on stage to play which was cool, awesome actually. The weird part was that this other girl (not the one I've been seeing but the one I was into first before I ever met this one) texted me saying she was at the funk jam and wanted to see me. So I met her there, danced with her throughout the night, it was cool. Then she wanted to keep hanging out so I invited her over to my friend's place afterwards where I was going to be. She came with a carload of people. She was really flirty with me, even sat on my lap for a while, and held my hand and shit. But simultaneously she was making out with this guy that just started living in her house a week ago. And I passed out early due to being tired and drunk, and when I woke up this morning my friends told me about how she tried to get on every single of one them, full on grabbing their junk and everything. It makes me feel weird... it's like, we have talked about wanting to start something with each other without commitment or attachments. I'm like, okay, that sounds good. But we have never even kissed or anything, but she tried to kiss every one of my friends after I went to sleep (passed out uncontrollably due to fatigue from this weekend). And she was making out with this dude right in front of me while I was awake which was weird... after that was when she sat on my lap (and the other guy was talking to me at the time too and seemed unconcerned, in fact my friends said he came onto them to them too and they thought he was gay, but this girl and him were full on making out so who knows). She was being super flirty with me all night too. When we talked about having a no strings attached relationship that wasn't what I had in mind... I mean I obviously assumed she'd be hitting up other dudes but not like that. My friends this morning after I woke up were like, dude, no this girl is not for you, she's a total slut.

I wish it wasn't bothering me so much though. I also wish I hadn't gotten fully drunk so I could have stayed awake and witnessed these things myself. BLAHH. :\ Maybe I'm glad I didn't witness them, I just hate passing out and then having people tell me stuff, it's weird when that happens. Now I just feel weird about it. Total lack of resolution. It's like, we have talked multiple times about how we wanted to start something with no strings attached, which I was down with, but I don't think I'm down with THAT. I was just texting with her and basically voiced these concerns and she said she wishes she knew what was going on in her head but she has no idea. I think it's about time to let the idea of her go, which should be no problem for me but for some reason it hurts. She's an awesome girl with an awesome personality, my friends agree despite the sketchiness, but I'm tired of the ups and down with the anticipation of something maybe happening. I'm mostly bothered by the fact that she tried to hit up every one of my friends after I fell asleep, that's just sketchy man. :\

I think mostly it makes me realize how awesome the girl I'm actually seeing is. She's 100% into me, no games, no bullshit, no weird mixed messages. I'm starting to really appreciate her more and more.
 
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So i cheated last night with the quill
i was out though
today could be a schemin day
DEA ruins all the good schemes i come up with
 
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That's not what the lama of a day or two ago would say. That nigga be all like "yo diggity, I be on that sober ish, I haven't even eaten any dex in like 1.3 days dawg. That sober ish for rillz. Hard house and jungle. Yafillme? Oh yeh 1/4g shots of xtal all day er day, except I'm like sober and stuff now"
 
Lol
speed found.
ate 10 of them/one hunned mg to have a chill afternoon.
You know i dont like house music.
i aint shot crystal in a minute dog.
when i do i like to hit the quarter g though
quarter g got crackas like
SHIT coughcoughcough
well see if i go to sleep tonight.
im betting on yes.
 
Delsyd said:
That's not what the lama of a day or two ago would say. That nigga be all like "yo diggity, I be on that sober ish, I haven't even eaten any dex in like 1.3 days dawg. That sober ish for rillz. Hard house and jungle. Yafillme? Oh yeh 1/4g shots of xtal all day er day, except I'm like sober and stuff now"
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This had me laughing out loud ahahahah

Best of luck to ya llama, the struggle is real.
 
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100mg of d-amp is so much lol

i'd literally be bouncing off the walls
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its not when youve been doing it for 5 or 6 years
quarter g got me livin like im don king
heavyweight im in the ring cracka ding ding
thats tha lmz remix
think i might take moar
well see.
I forgot what i was going to say
oh yeah
a rick ross kesha collab
would be ridiculous
as good as non drum and bass could possibly be
kesha goes in though
When i do speed i put her on.
kesha engage
shes socially conscious to like issues as well
i must say though
i like some bassline house.
but not hard house, are you kidding. I dont like aby music with hard in the genre name
cause it always just sounds cheesy.
even hardstep drum and bass i dont especially care for
like counterstrike kind of shit.
damn dogs i feel absolutely nothing
like i wasnt even looking to get spun, just to make time go by faster.
i might require additional speed.
 
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Yeah
i mean i edited it like 5 times adding shit
if i do a speedrant ill do paragraphs on stupid shit, you notice the topic switches around? If i bang out a post on speed the topic wont change like that.
uh oh
i might not be able to get more speed.
shit might go down.
I am having the speed shits though
only regular amp does that to me
so maybe it will kick in soon.
yay i am gonna be home alone soon
speed will be snorted, cigarettes will be smoked (indoors, obv. I can smoke outdoors)
massive at the front, massive at the back, semi automatic BLAP BLAP BLAP
<3 eksman.
his shit makes me so hype mane
like him and dj hype dog
if eksman and hype did a party i dont know if i could survive
cardiac arrest would happen from raging too hard you dig? that and id be on speed. I wont ever do drugs at a party again if i am not mixing it with speed (lsd/mdma ya know. I need speed when i am at a party to be able to dance and stay awake. Speed keeps me from getting floored off of MDMA as well)
party party massive
go on soundcloud, go on eksmans page, and put on the westfest set with friction
shit is hard as fuck
llama a real badman, run badman speed ting seen?
 
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Feeling ok
not really cray high
but feeling good.
just put a little up my nose.
had that shit crushed so well it looked like flour.
so oral>sniffing for high doses potency wise.
Cause when i sniffed 120 i mustve clogged my nose and so not gotten that high.
tolerance isnt as bad as i thought, its still bad, but i might only need like 160 to get decent instead of 180 by my previous estimation
 
haha, I guess there isn't an OD social thread though, I can only imagine what that would be like.
 
Ive been a regular here for 5 or 6 years.
i do use psyches occasionally
amps are just my bread and butter recreational drug.
cause they dont alter perception at all, they just alter your emotions, thats what i like about them. And they dont impair you and shit.
methamp alters perception though but thats also because when ive used it ive primarily smoked/IVd high doses and you can get visual distortions and shit off of a high dose. Due to the blurred vision and shit.
but i dont use methamphetamine. I havent for a minute. its the only drug that ive ever taken so much and gotten so high that it was uncomfortably intense (the shakes...). Arguably that did happen to me with mdma once though when i ate a half gram of real brown moonies back in 2010 in 2 hours. But that wasnt uncomfortably intense, i was just sweating so bad.
gonna put more up my nose, so ill be on 140mg.
 
^140mgs8o? Even with a tolerance 60mgs is way too much for me. 30mgs has always been my sweet spot and even then I still get that "impending sense of doom" that cancles out the euphoria. Of course I'm talking adderall and not just d-amp but I'm not sure how big of a difference that makes. 4-FA is the only amp that really gets along with me as it has a great serotonin/dopamine ratio with nearly no crash if you don't go crazy. You should give it a try if you haven't.
 
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Imo you have to be a relatively seasoned speedfreak to tell the difference in effect between adderall and dex, other than the potency and the fact that depending on what kind of dex you have, the XR doesnt work at all.
Like my dex, the time release on this brand doesnt work at all cause the beads are all one size. So i dont bother to crush them when i eat it whereas adderall xrs, they all have working time release.
ir dex vs ir adderall, if you arent tolerant and shit you wont really notice much difference.
140mg isnt even close to my record. I ate 25 dexedrine 10 irs one night in less than an hour with my diggity. Ate 15, then a half hour later i took another 10.
My scripted dose is above 30mg dog.
Low doses of amp, like the scripted dose, put me to sleep and do little more than suppress appetite a little and make me smoke more.
high dose makes me smoke way less though wtf?
i tried some 4fa once, felt nothing.
i dont especially care for a sergotonic effect. Just plain old da and ne is fine for me
MA has a sergotonic effect but i dont even especially like that even. I think serotonin release is why MA makes my pupils completely cover my irises and gives me blurred vision.
cause the eyes is a dead giveaway on MA. That and the sweating, which also might be due to 5ht. Cause damp has way more NE activity and it doesnt make me nearly as sweaty and doesnt dilate my eyes as bad as MA does.
nope, i like good old d-amp and d-methamp. Ive tried like PV, cocaine, propylhexedrine, methylphenidate, 4fa, and i think thats it regular stimulant wise and i dont think any of tjem other then d-amp and d-methamp are worth time/money. I may have tried 4MAR, if it wasnt just extreme purity MA that i got.
4MAR was awesome, better than MA, but exactly like MA effect wise.
hence why im not sure if what i tried was actually 4MAR. When i got it, the source fronted me it, and this person when i asked for MA said they couldnt get me any, or wouldnt get me any, so im inclined to believe them. They told me they marquisd it, no reaction...
MA doesnt have a bad crash for me if i only use it one day, d-amp has a far worse comedown than MA. MA just mainly makes me feel tired afterwards, and some residual stimulation if i do a shitload but not nearly as bad as d-amp.
i dont get too depressed anymore on comedowns. They dont bother me much, ive never been one of those people who absolutely needs benzos for a comedown. I rock out no sedatives 99% of the time.
 
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