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Dude! SKL, that's a real bellringer, now, ain't it?! When I was a young man, during my soldiering days, there were some experiences that have left me wondering if I might have helped conceive a child but couldn't be found to be told about it. The idea of it is distressing. Must be doubly-so for you. I respect your attitude, and the way you are bringing yourself to accept it. Good man, SKL! I wish you good luck and offer bittersweet congratulations.
 
Haha, that's wild SomeKinda! The faerie machine elves behind the curtain must have known that you weren't quite ready to discover one another, until due time had passed. ;)

So, when's he going to learn that you're his real dad?
 
I have a new stash of DMT which needs to be tried (homemade). still too much of a pussy for a breakthrough. maybe 10-15mg in the woods in the next few days?
 
Honestly, I find low doses of DMT more unnerving than high ones. The machine elves are gracious hosts ;)
 
What I find most unnerving is not preparing well and going in a million different directions... if sitting down for like half an hour to meditate and focus before blasting off, instead of chaotic the trip is pure and goes in a straight line which is not stressful but just intense and beautiful.

Wow finding out you have a 10 year old kid must be very intense and a bit of a shock... if he's doing well and of course is becoming a person and not just a random tabula rasa infant then I guess you can see a nice side of each other, and better late than never perhaps. Can you see him every now and then and pretend that you're his godfather or something like that? He might be nearly at that age where he starts asking a lot of questions in general, so not sure if it is easy to casually befriend a 10-yo without him wondering what's up..

I absolutely love Rick & Morty, it's not that vague and random compared to a lot of other adult swim stuff, which is usually quite WTF but Rick & Morty is very intelligent and sometimes deep but playful.

I also like this song at the 3:00 mark combined with this pic:

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Honestly, I find low doses of DMT more unnerving than high ones. The machine elves are gracious hosts ;)
well I had an enormous mushroom breakthrough trip a couple of years ago which I still haven't fully integrated I guess. this was also definately a contributing factor to me developing panic disorder and other mental health issues. so I'm pretty wary to tell you guys the truth.

I smoked DMT three times, all in low doses, last summer. on the first trip I actually saw some CEVs of an elf/alien like face emerging from the middle of the patterns (which were rather flower-like), but it had no real personality or anything to it.
 
The most profound experience I've had with entity contact actually came from mid-dose DMT while on MDMA. At first it was just the usual 'tryptamine swirlies' - distortions, geometric patterning, etc. - but, after a few moments, humanoid elves/sprites/spirits/what have you began dancing around the room, with a presence that is difficult to put into words. They didn't seem particularly concerned with my presence - but they seemed aware, and welcoming. My other entity contact experiences have all involved some degree of physical dissociation - mostly from either high dose DMT, or my youthful experimentation with salvia divinorum - and felt more distinctly 'alien.' I've seen humanoid shapes on high dose LSD before, but I always recognized them as manifestations of my own mind (not to say that DMT/salvia entities aren't, only that I did not experience them as such in the moment). That "deemz flip" experience was the only time those entities seemed 'real' in an almost corporeal sense, while still being distinctly otherworldly. Like I said, hard to put into words.

At any rate, I've found mushrooms much more psychologically taxing than DMT (or virtually anything else, tbh - shrooms can get pretty weird), but if you're concerned about your mental health, by all means, take it easy. The elves will be waiting for you when you're ready.

This whole topic of conversation is reminding me that I have a DMT pipe stashed away with quite a bit of elfspice still stuck to the glass. I probably have at least a breakthrough or two in there. Feeling a bit under the weather right now, but I may have to bust that out before too long and explore hyperspace a bit. It's been a while. I've also been rediscovering my love of 2C-B lately; I wonder what that combo would be like.
 
well my main problem, I think, is the initial rush which makes me reluctant seeking higher doses. you know, the moment you inhale and it's already buzzing and it's almost like an electrical shock goes through you? this sensation, unfortunately, is very similar to the beginning of a massive panic attack, which of course triggers some panic in me. so I feel like a high dose of DMT would be like jumping from a huge cliff into the ocean. I just can't do it already ;)

if you grab your spice pipe, good travels to you :)

btw I finally have an oven in my kitchen, 3 months after moving in lol. tomorrow will be pizza day I guess :D
 
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^As do I... Won't be seeing any for another month personally :\

Going bowling with some friends tonight though, two dollar Tuesdays wooo! Won't need to spend more than 6-8 bucks %)
 
+1. I've kinda started to forget what it's like *not* to be fucking broke all the time. At least I stocked up on weed last time I had money...

Got an interview for a tech support gig at Apple this weekend. Having income and a reason to leave the house on a regular basis would both be good things.
 
Might you become a genius?

(I have absolutely no idea, I dropped out after I had the iPhone 1 or 2)
 
Nope - I'd become one of the people the geniuses call to tell them what to do ;)
 
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