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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: If 2020 Was the Dumpster, Can 2021 Be the Fire?

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No zsnes is the other one, it gets dunked upon for being duly deprecated in the romhack community. I used to use zsnes but had to move on to snes9x to keep up. Give it a try?
 
Thanks guys, im feeling really good honestly. Have to do a few more months in this halfway house but i will have another apartment soon enough its nice not having to pay rent for the time being. Jail was pretty wack but I got through it, wasn't my first rodeo. Have to find a new job ASAP and start stacking some money up to leave. I'm so happy to have this freedom now tho you guys have no idea how shitty it is to be cut off from phones/internet in this Era.

Sorry if any of you guys were worried about my disappearance, still alive and kicking. Can't wait to get swirly again but I will have to wait till I move out, have to watch the drug tests and only take Psychedelics when the time comes. Have a couple years probabtion but I got a great deal in court honestly all things considering. Feels so great to be back in PD this is like my home online, lol.
 
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It's good to have your positive energy around here again, man. I have never been to prison so I can only imagine. I would hate being cut off from my people so much.
 
It is very difficult especially in this time of smartphones and whatnot the disconnect is harsh. Actually just got my new Galaxy in the mail today I am back guys, ha. My friend was letting me use his phone yesterday. Need to focus on finding a job ASAP I'm right below NYC so it shouldn't be much of an issue I can find a line cook job and eventually move back to Brooklyn in time.

I'm riding a natural high right now and being able to chat with my Bluelight folks is wonderful I missed you guys so much. Those bastards stole my psych collection so I'm gonna have to start building a new one when I move out of here, all in time. I am alive and intact and that is what matters, came close to dying on that fentanyl have to leave that in my past permanently.
 
A heartfelt welcome back Charlie. Glad you survived another bid. You said something very interesting that most people don’t realize about jail or prison. It’s not that you go to jail, what happens is everything is taken away from you except an assigned toothbrush and jumpsuit. Most can’t conceive of that mindset. And if you’re lucky enough you will eventually make it out of the county jail into a prison. But glad it wasn’t too long for you. But no more man, with a little tender care I’m sure it could be avoided next time. :) I really think everybody should do a little time because when you come out you appreciate the trees the birds the women….

I saw Chris Timothy sighting too. It really is good to see people that have been here in the past. Especially since I’ve been reading this board since 2005.
 
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A heartfelt welcome back Charlie. Glad you survived another bid. You said something very interesting that most people don’t realize about jail or prison. It’s not that you go to jail, what happens is everything is taken away from you except an assigned toothbrush and jumpsuit. Most can’t conceive of that mindset. And if you’re lucky enough you will eventually make it out of the county jail into a prison. But glad it wasn’t too long for you. But no more man, with a little tender care I’m sure it could be avoided next time. :) I really think everybody should do a little time because when you come out you appreciate the trees the birds the women….

I saw Chris Timothy sighting too. It really is good to see people that have been here in the past. Especially since I’ve been reading this board since 2005.
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Thankfully this time was shorter than the last one and I got to the halfway house relatively quickly. Was having a ton of fun before they got me again and I had a great lawyer so I was able to get myself a good deal, no regrets. But jail/prison isn't for the faint of heart I got into this one bad fight in a cell this time and me and this guy fought tooth and nail for like 4-5mins before someone had the cell door opened. That is actually a longtime for a fight it went both ways and was unavoidable.

If you don't stand up for yourself you will be made a mark so I had to do what I had to do. I'm so over this jail shit tho honestly I've given them too much of my life. I have to keep myself outta trouble and literally just stick to Psychedelics and that is it and be strict about it. I had a bad blackout on benzos, cocaine, fentanyl and dissos and did some dumb shit I can't blame anyone but myself.
 
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Thankfully this time was shorter than the last one and I got to the halfway house relatively quickly. Was having a ton of fun before they got me again and I had a great lawyer so I was able to get myself a good deal, no regrets. But jail/prison isn't for the faint of heart I got into this one bad fight in a cell this time and me and this guy fought tooth and nail for like 4-5mins before someone had the cell door opened. That is actually a longtime for a fight it went both ways and was unavoidable.

If you don't stand up for yourself you will be made a mark so I had to do what I had to do. I'm so over this jail shit tho honestly I've given them too much of my life. I have to keep myself outta trouble and literally just stick to Psychedelics and that is it and be strict about it. I had a bad blackout on benzos, cocaine, fentanyl and dissos and did some dumb shit I can't blame anyone but myself.
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I would do so badly in jail, that's like the opposite of how I operate. I don't know if I could avoid being a mark. I just don't want to fight people. I guess if I was in that situation maybe I'd just do what I had to, but I don't know if my instincts about it would be good.
 
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I would do so badly in jail, that's like the opposite of how I operate. I don't know if I could avoid being a mark. I just don't want to fight people. I guess if I was in that situation maybe I'd just do what I had to, but I don't know if my instincts about it would be good.
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I hear yeah bro the last thing in the world I wanna do is be fighting people. Sometimes in there you just don't have a choice this guy was a douche bag and got in numerous fights while he was there he would just start fucking with people. I'm like the nicest most laid back guy but sometimes people take that as a weakness.

But when I'm in a corner a bite back hard it also helps I copped narcotics in the inner cities of the north east for twenty years and I'm very street wise. In that fight tho I started running outta breath and steam like 3mins in and had to yoke him up in a headlock and wail on him beat I could thankfully I didn't lose the hold cus it could have gone worse. I'm getting too old to be fighting these young twenty somethings it could have gone real bad.

Trust me the last thing I wanna be doing is beating people up I avoid it as much as possible, he literally ran in my cell after he got passed I was giving a friend of mine coffee instead of him, how petty is that shit like bro you aren't my kid it's not my fault your an asshole on the street and people don't wanna send you money for food...
 
Yeah I got into one small fight in the county jail, and I avoided one just as I was about to be released from Yardville. The first one I punched a dude in my own room when he wouldn’t leave and he kept being a douche bag about my robbery. I was sitting on my top bunk I threw my blanket over him jumped on him and threw one punch. Then of course after that we were playing spades together because people don’t fight for long.

Second time I was on laundry duty and one of the assholes knew I was getting out and tried to pick a fight so I go into the hole. My blood was boiling but I held back and realized words aren’t gonna keep me in jail.

One of the main things I saw in jail and prison was that if you give respect you get respect to. The people that were getting beat up we’re stealing shit from peoples cells or cutting on the chow line or something. Some form of disrespect got their ass kicked. I got along great with everyone pretty much and one old timer told me because I’m so quiet I’m the guy that would put a scissor in your neck without any words haha. But yeah give
respect and get respect and your time will be a lot easier. I will say all the sex I saw was consensual, not this Hollywood raping drama shit.

Thank God that was 32 years ago for me, I only ended up doing one year out of a five year bid. I was lucky enough to get moved to a prison from the county jail after six months. That was a miracle. I had a tribute that to singing in the church choir. After that other guys wanted to join the church choir as if that would get them out of that county jail into a prison which is much better. Then I was on parole for two years and those two years I did not smoke weed but was able to take acid. Those were the only two years that I did not add weed to my acid. :) My parole officer was a very cool dude, I could tell you stories.

Edit: I forgot to mention my last two months were in Rahway state prison. And I met one of the guards that was in the movie Lock Up. He was telling me about meeting Stallone.
 
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Yeah honestly fighting is pretty rare considering all the years I've done I got into one other fight in Northern State once years ago with my bunny I lived with for a year, actually we fought twice and were friends tho, lol. We just lived in such close quarters for that time and got on each other's nerves sometimes onetime he pushed me when I wasn't looking and we fought for couple minutes but it sizzles out and we always made up.

Never did I get caught for any of it and the CO this time knew we fought and told us stay outta view of the camera in the cell and he sees nothing. Most of the sex I saw was consensual also and I only heard about rape in like Trenton which is the worst prison they send like lifers generally.

I went there to the hole once for months tho when I got caught with drugs in Southern State. Jail/Prison isn't as bad as the movies it's mostly just really boring so I have my family mail me books and I read alot, like I have read over thousand novels with all the time I did there and in programs.

I'm really sick of it tho thankfully this time I did like ten months and I got to the halfway so it was quick last time I did 31 months behind the wall which felt way worse cuz I did almost a year of it in the hole all together. Sadly I have become adjusted to this criminal lifestyle and I need to stop the bullshit and focus only legal work and leave it behind me.

I almost got ten years this time at first but my lawyer was able to get me an amazing deal on a technicality. I was pretty sick those first months in jail fighting it when I signed for my plea deal it was like a weight lifted off my shoulders.
 
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