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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: If 2020 Was the Dumpster, Can 2021 Be the Fire?

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Buzz Lightbeer said:
👍 this does sound great, I have to admit. Surfing 1-3h a day? Am I reading this right? =D
Whatever the answer: nice going man
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Yeah! I'm using one of those GPS watches to log my surfs and I logged 15h over the last week, would be higher if the wind had been more favourable. I'm really lucky to be able to live like this right now and feel so grateful how things have panned out. Kids are starting to surf now too.

But my point is just that you don't have to have a boring un-fun life after kids. You just have to be more organized and build your life optimized for fun. If doing tons of drugs is your main idea of fun, thats not really well compatible or good to be around your kids. But if you're happy doing things externally (and spicing it up a bit here and there with some tidy doses if you want), this world is a blast with kids.
 
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perpetualdawn said:
Yeah! I'm using one of those GPS watches to log my surfs and I logged 15h over the last week, would be higher if the wind had been more favourable. I'm really lucky to be able to live like this right now and feel so grateful how things have panned out. Kids are starting to surf now too.

But my point is just that you don't have to have a boring un-fun life after kids. You just have to be more organized and build your life optimized for fun. If doing tons of drugs is your main idea of fun, thats not really well compatible or good to be around your kids. But if you're happy doing things externally (and spicing it up a bit here and there with some tidy doses if you want), this world is a blast with kids.
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Sure sure, but you know, I'm never you, I'm the guy that was your friend way back that you never saw again =D =D
 
Grateful to have good people behind me to this day. Idk what i would do without my close mates who were always there for me.


I go to parties these days and man something is fucking wrong with society. People judging you on how rich you are.

I managed to quell my anger at society though i just tried to accept it.

I am to real for this fake western society.

Ima revert back to soberity fuck drinking or smoking.

The world is changing so fucking fast these days.

joe rogan is contacting aliens with DMT to bring about the new earth.
 
TripSitterNZ said:
damm have a tsnaumi warning for nz atm. massive volcano blew up under the water and set off a massive tsnaumi through the pacific striking tonga aswell.

entire sky is black around tonga with ash
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I do believe, I don't want to, big events are so imminent on Earth.

Joe Rogan will be a mindless intemediary pawn to bring in the Demons/Aliens.

He is fully controlled, uncnscious, might as well be a robot but is safer and easier to keep and programme as a stupid man.

Remember this fleet of ships to appear, are liars, collecting a harvest, pretending to offer salvation as it appears the surface of our crater here will become uninhabitable.

This will all be as MSM wide viewed as it can get.

I am with you too, except it's myself that disgusts me. My own humanity. A wretched, ugly, vain self-serving thing.

I won't accept myself for a moment, I can't or I've not learnt anything.

I realise it's all for rejection save for a few small parts maybe.

I've been living in delusion land since 1980.
 
perpetualdawn said:
Don't leave us @HeadphonesandLSD! But if you must all the best, you're great.
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It isn't good bye. It's see you later.

This is the year I stop living for others and start living for myself. I'm going on a trip I've dreamed about for many years. I hope that maybe I'll find new friends and they won't leave me here to suffer alone like all the wonderful people I've known that aren't here with us anymore. I have become so terrified of my bad luck causing harm to other people that I stopped being social all together. It's time to change that. I'm working on breaking some bad habits and taking back control of my life. Part of that process requires logging off for awhile is all.

For the next 6-8 months you can find me somewhere between Georgia and Maine. No cell phone, no computer, and no verbal or digital communication until I finish what I'm about to start. One of my bad habits is speaking before I think. I'm going to work on listening to other people and try to figure out how to be social again. I wonder what they'll think about me. They'll probably think I'm rude.

About 3 hours ago I weighed out the last of my kratom. I am going to ween myself off opioids again and seek out some Iboga. I'm going to take a flood dose then I'm going to pay a man to take me to Georgia. From there I plan to walk to Maine. After that who knows where the journey will take me. All I know at the moment is it won't end where I'm living now and I can't keep sitting here waiting for life to happen. I paused my life a few years ago and it's time I get moving again.

Normally, I don't announce when I decide to move on but the people I've met here have been such a positive influence I had to come back to let them know I harbor no bad feelings towards any of them. I am truly happy this place exists and has been part of my life for so many decades. I have met so many wonderful people here that I shared so many good experiences with. My only regret is I couldn't spend more time with them before they died. Always appreciate the time you get to spend together. You never know when it might be the last time.

I'll tell you all the same thing I told someone via PM; I shall return.

Take care of yourselves. Be good. I may contact some of you when I'm in your neck of the woods. If anyone is willing to visit I would very much enjoy it.
 
HeadphonesandLSD said:
It isn't good bye. It's see you later.

This is the year I stop living for others and start living for myself. I'm going on a trip I've dreamed about for many years. I hope that maybe I'll find new friends and they won't leave me here to suffer alone like all the wonderful people I've known that aren't here with us anymore. I have become so terrified of my bad luck causing harm to other people that I stopped being social all together. It's time to change that. I'm working on breaking some bad habits and taking back control of my life. Part of that process requires logging off for awhile is all.

For the next 6-8 months you can find me somewhere between Georgia and Maine. No cell phone, no computer, and no verbal or digital communication until I finish what I'm about to start. One of my bad habits is speaking before I think. I'm going to work on listening to other people and try to figure out how to be social again. I wonder what they'll think about me. They'll probably think I'm rude.

About 3 hours ago I weighed out the last of my kratom. I am going to ween myself off opioids again and seek out some Iboga. I'm going to take a flood dose then I'm going to pay a man to take me to Georgia. From there I plan to walk to Maine. After that who knows where the journey will take me. All I know at the moment is it won't end where I'm living now and I can't keep sitting here waiting for life to happen. I paused my life a few years ago and it's time I get moving again.

Normally, I don't announce when I decide to move on but the people I've met here have been such a positive influence I had to come back to let them know I harbor no bad feelings towards any of them. I am truly happy this place exists and has been part of my life for so many decades. I have met so many wonderful people here that I shared so many good experiences with. My only regret is I couldn't spend more time with them before they died. Always appreciate the time you get to spend together. You never know when it might be the last time.

I'll tell you all the same thing I told someone via PM; I shall return.

Take care of yourselves. Be good. I may contact some of you when I'm in your neck of the woods. If anyone is willing to visit I would very much enjoy it.
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Keep safe man. Travel well. Be good to yourself, but not too good lol, we are all human shits really, otherwise we would not still be in this grotty, corrupted crater.

Good luck for your trip and all things to come in life. It sounds exciting! I would visit you but you ain't gonna be anywhere near me (unless really extraordinary things occur in time and flight becomes possible, I'm actually working on that too, not flight itself, but the path or unlock to it, whether it's completed is to be seen, time needed).

Take the best care of yourself and hope you find happiness and fulfiment.
 
Plus. Tongan Kava crops= bye bye!

ANOTHER global kava price hike.

Except I don't anticipate supply chains, acting retailers for long from now anyway.

I prob have enough kava for several months.

I can restock from a local guy too. I may, or may just stock up on instant kava, useful when limited water and no washing up etc.

A new zealand store offer a wicked range of instants too.

I'm just waiting on 500 grams of Melo Melo instant from them atm. Any day/week, likely next.
 
HeadphonesandLSD said:
It isn't good bye. It's see you later.

This is the year I stop living for others and start living for myself. I'm going on a trip I've dreamed about for many years. I hope that maybe I'll find new friends and they won't leave me here to suffer alone like all the wonderful people I've known that aren't here with us anymore. I have become so terrified of my bad luck causing harm to other people that I stopped being social all together. It's time to change that. I'm working on breaking some bad habits and taking back control of my life. Part of that process requires logging off for awhile is all.

For the next 6-8 months you can find me somewhere between Georgia and Maine. No cell phone, no computer, and no verbal or digital communication until I finish what I'm about to start. One of my bad habits is speaking before I think. I'm going to work on listening to other people and try to figure out how to be social again. I wonder what they'll think about me. They'll probably think I'm rude.

About 3 hours ago I weighed out the last of my kratom. I am going to ween myself off opioids again and seek out some Iboga. I'm going to take a flood dose then I'm going to pay a man to take me to Georgia. From there I plan to walk to Maine. After that who knows where the journey will take me. All I know at the moment is it won't end where I'm living now and I can't keep sitting here waiting for life to happen. I paused my life a few years ago and it's time I get moving again.

Normally, I don't announce when I decide to move on but the people I've met here have been such a positive influence I had to come back to let them know I harbor no bad feelings towards any of them. I am truly happy this place exists and has been part of my life for so many decades. I have met so many wonderful people here that I shared so many good experiences with. My only regret is I couldn't spend more time with them before they died. Always appreciate the time you get to spend together. You never know when it might be the last time.

I'll tell you all the same thing I told someone via PM; I shall return.

Take care of yourselves. Be good. I may contact some of you when I'm in your neck of the woods. If anyone is willing to visit I would very much enjoy it.
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This makes me happy to hear, man. Take care of yourself and I hope you find what you seek. I have been thinking you need to get out of the situation you're in for quite some time. There is a big world out there and there are a lot of great people, as well as a lot of awful people. Good luck with the opioids, you can do it. A change in scenery and an adventure make the transition back off of them much easier, I find. If you do iboga, I wish you godspeed and would love to hear about it at some point later. I hope it will be as positive for you as it was for me.

Much love man, I hope to hear from you again. ❤️
 
something crazy happened to me last night on just weed and meditating under the nearly full moon.

Holy shit i was tripping to the next level. The herb is good for introspection.
 
I'm hoping that soon there will be cause to add isoproscaline to the BL Psychedelic Index. :)

Oh, how glorious it would be to live in Canada.
 
Pfafffed said:
I'm hoping that soon there will be cause to add isoproscaline to the BL Psychedelic Index. :)

Oh, how glorious it would be to live in Canada.
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Hope it makes the EU rounds sometime!!
When it comes to mescaline analogues, I only have a small amount of allylescaline (haven't tried sadly) and enough MAL (sampled only once, also sadly).

Don't know about living in Canada though. I would probably prefer it to my current living conditions, but I have other plans when it comes to getting out of here. Problem is, I don't know enough about the world and different cultures and just haven't seen shit in general so I am not too confident about my ideal living destinations, but I can say that Canada was never in the conversation. Isoproscaline is tempting but if I ever were to say "fuck everything" that's unlikely to pull me over the line. So far my very superficial analysis.
 
Soooo... Phenibut is gone y'all. Like gone gone. Apparently they got rid of it based upon some rule saying it can't be marketed as a supplement, drug, food, etc. by the FDA. Every single vendor I know of is clean out.

Fuck man.
 
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