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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: If 2020 Was the Dumpster, Can 2021 Be the Fire?

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Yeah roti canai! Same-same. Except I don't think I've seen it with fried egg in it labelled as "roti canai", have you?

Have you nailed it making it yourself? I've only ever bought it partially pre-made in a package and fried it up at home, which was OK.
Restaurants here have roti canai, but I still haven't found my favourite, the egg version, around here.
 
There's an egg version?!? No, I've never had that! And tbh I've only ever done the same thing with premixed rc curry paste. I make Indian dishes from scratch, but I don't have any experience with diy Malaysian ones. The premix I've been getting is still pretty good, at least. Well, if you haven't had the real thing in a few years 😅
 
I guess the problem with trying to make these at home is that you need a gigantic skillet, which almost nobody has. It's really a food that's ideally suited to these food carts and little restaurants.
 
a little quote to share

"We cannot assume that simply because we have had profound experiences of spiritual illumination or enduring insights, all aspects of our psychology have been touched by our awareness … Rarely does heightened awareness take the place of the necessary and humbling task of learning to feel and digest our own psychological pain, or of the gritty challenges of dealing with human relationship, self-hatred, shame, sexuality, and intimacy with others. Spiritual insight can, but often does not, penetrate psychological conditioning."
 
Getting excited for my brother’s bachelor party next weekend. We are staying at an airbnb with some of his friends and they will probably all do a lot of drinking. Almost needless to say...I’m tempted to bring some psychedelics but I don’t think my brother wants to trip that weekend.

For my bachelor party 9 years ago we stayed in a cabin at a state park. Me and 5 close friends each took one red star microdot, supposedly 150 ug. All I know for sure is they are some of the strongest doses I’ve ever eaten - probably second only to the “red shivas” that I only got to try once. I gave my brother a half of a hit at a music fest for his first ever trip. I ate 1.5 and it was enough to make me see rainbows in a clear blue sky, like my eye was a prism separating the sunlight into the different colors.

So back to the red star fueled bachelor party. The 6 of us had a great tome tripping all day, a couple of my friends didn’t trip. We hiked around, spiced rum was drank liberally.

After 6 hours my friend inquired about any other psychedelics I might have. I had brought a few doses of 4-aco-dmt as well. Three of us took some, my dose was 32 mg. Less for my friends but not sure the exact amount. The friend who didn’t take acid earlier, and is not so cut out for tripping ended up in a dark bedroom alone for several hours being shown all his life’s mistakes. Whoops

The other friend who had dosed, and who had drank a lot of rum ended up having a seizure or something similar. I was out by the fire when this happened inside so I didn’t see it, but pretty scary shit.

We still had a great night after it seemed that he was ok health wise. But that was one of my more irresponsible times giving out psychedelics and also the last time I touched 4acodmt. It usually produced tremors for me and I’m not trying to seize or whatever that was, even though that was probably caused by combining with alcohol, maybe low blood sugar...who knows?

I learned that night not to base other people’s dosage on my own experience with the drug. I’m no hardhead compared to you guys, but in my circle of friends, I’m the one most interested and knowledgeable about psychedelics and the only one who routinely trips.

So it’s not gonna be 4acodmt, but I am tempted to take some 4homipt or lsd or maybe even dmt for myself at least. Maybe play it by ear and only trip if it feels right and I get my brother’s ok.
 
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The friend who didn’t take acid earlier, and is not so cut out for tripping ended up in a dark bedroom alone for several hours being shown all his life’s mistakes. Whoops
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Tell him better to do it now than when he already goes to the grave. :) It would have to have been done at some point anyway. And he still has time to clear up mistakes. Clear up those muddy tracks. So that is a good thing.
 
xammy said:
You guys ever have moments when you realize you had a dream about the event you're living right now? Kinda like deja vu, but then you remember you dreamed about it ages ago and now it's happening.
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AutoTripper said:
I’m thinking it’s perhaps the beyond, that flux capacitor inside us all. Human equals mortal to me, temporary, grounded.

But we have something extra to tap into. We just do it far too rarely.
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Xorkoth said:
We're all connected because we're all the same being, we're the universe. Sometimes we tap into something beyond this particular instance of ourselves, and when we do it's pretty amazing.
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TripSitterNZ said:
My father had dreams about meeting my mother 5 years later he met her and they got married right down to so many details. Happens to everyone but most people ignore their dreams
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Oh yeah. I can't say for sure whether it's God/the universe/fate/premonition/whatever, but I always listen to my dreams because they often reveal things to me that I'm blinded to in my waking hours by daily life.
 
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I genuinely dreamt mid 2019 the most exciting, shell shocking premonition dreams of my life, or the coming pandemic. I had two vivid powerfully symbolic, visionary dreams.

One from unsuspecting humanity’s angle, the second was the from the eyes of the perpetrators, the ultimate target in mind and literal track humanity was on, represented by a train on a high mountain top, nearly at the top but suddenly enters into a dark barren concrete unnatural cave. No way back. But no way forward as then to the Orwellian wonderland envisaged the other side of the 40 metre wide 40 metre deep concrete ravine to the entrance gates to that society the other side.. Literally a huge, uncrossable gap needed to be bridged before they could usher us up the concrete car park type slopes into the new grim world.

I knew something huge was coming, going to affect the entire globe. I just didn’t know what obviously and was never prepared for the life I’ve had since.
 
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Yeah roti canai! Same-same. Except I don't think I've seen it with fried egg in it labelled as "roti canai", have you?

Have you nailed it making it yourself? I've only ever bought it partially pre-made in a package and fried it up at home, which was OK.
Restaurants here have roti canai, but I still haven't found my favourite, the egg version, around here.
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If i remember they make it on a curved hotplate, like the bottom of an upturned wok. Which they throw it onto. Might be tricky making it on a flat hotplate or frying pan.
 
Oh my god guys, I had the best Friday/Saturday. The show went great, we bonded a lot, hung out all night, I did MDA and DMXE, which is the second time with that combo and it is absolutely lovely. Drummer and I stayed up all night talking about really deep, honest, important conversations. Then the whole trip back in the car was amazing, so many good talks. On a whim, I picked up some nitrous carts on the way back and went in twice and had the most beautiful, affirming experience both times. So lovely and beautiful and profound. I am just absolutely glowing right now. Feeling very grateful and appreciative. I'm doing the right thing with my life. It's happening. I am excited every every new weekend. We're gonna do a Colorado tour in January it looks like. Pumped about that. I realize there are things I can improve in my life, it's not perfect, but I love it, and I love where I am and where I'm headed. Living the dream, really. The dream I always wanted, never thought I could have, eventually even forgot I wanted it, denied I wanted it, and had an emptiness and sadness inside about the loss. And then rediscovered it. Life is such a trip. Such a series of random, chance encounters and connections and decisions made that alter the course of your life. I could have SO EASILY never made this happen. So I'm extremely grateful for how it is turning out. ♥️

The only bummer is I busted my phone and have to get a new one (mine was like 5 years old anyway), AND I left it at the band house 40 minutes away. At least I assume, it's not anywhere in my car. But whatever, small potatoes. :)

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Oh man! I really wanted to go to that festival (I think Moon Hooch is playing?) but I thought I was going to still be working night shift in Texas. I just remembered it today 😔
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It wasn't a festival, just a show at a venue, but on a beautiful place.

Buzz Lightbeer said:
Charlie is okay guys, I heard he's in prison, he said not to worry =D
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Thank god, that only increases the gratitude I feel. :) ♥️
 
Life certainly is a trip. I’ve been feeling pretty great lately as well in that life affirming type way. I’m at the peak of my scientific career and still growing, finally making good money, have two smart and awesome daughters thanks to my wife and all of this thanks to a lot of serendipity. So lucky that I met this woman falling asleep next to me on the couch right now
Coming up on...16 years together. We have had a few trips in our earlier days, but she no longer likes to trip. Not worth the after effects for her, like low serotonin feeling after taking acid.
 
the dumbest shit i ever did for my adult self was chasing ego dissolution. You need a strong fucking ego to survive this world. Embrace the ego its your humanity its a tool if you master how to express your ego authentically you can achieve many great things. Be assertive in yourself Don't take any shit Be a real true g never fear anybody else just look at them like they aint shit to you and your mindset of grinding to the fucking top. Be proud to admit you want a fucking ferrai and live in a mansion and fucking the hottest women dream large grind to become a billionaire life is a fucking video game that you can try really hard at and can dream and achieve your goals you pour your heart soul blood sweat and tears into it. Never let anybody doubt yourself and your inner potential friends you bluelighters are beautiful souls i send love to everybody on their journey in this fucked up world its a dark place but good people in this world make life worth living.


ima just stick to ketamine for future healing. Like SKL said about that guy saying the age of LSD is over. It truly is man LSD had its days but its not as good as ketamine man. Ketamine is the grade A top shelf healing for psychological problems.
 
I love that little town, Xorkoth. I would move there in a heartbeat of I could find more than seasonal work there. It's beautiful, the people are great, and I love the vibe
 
TripSitterNZ said:
the dumbest shit i ever did for my adult self was chasing ego dissolution. You need a strong fucking ego to survive this world. Embrace the ego its your humanity its a tool if you master how to express your ego authentically you can achieve many great things. Be assertive in yourself Don't take any shit Be a real true g never fear anybody else just look at them like they aint shit to you and your mindset of grinding to the fucking top. Be proud to admit you want a fucking ferrai and live in a mansion and fucking the hottest women dream large grind to become a billionaire life is a fucking video game that you can try really hard at and can dream and achieve your goals you pour your heart soul blood sweat and tears into it. Never let anybody doubt yourself and your inner potential friends you bluelighters are beautiful souls i send love to everybody on their journey in this fucked up world its a dark place but good people in this world make life worth living.


ima just stick to ketamine for future healing. Like SKL said about that guy saying the age of LSD is over. It truly is man LSD had its days but its not as good as ketamine man. Ketamine is the grade A top shelf healing for psychological problems.
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Indeed I never once aspired personally towards this ideal. We’ve talked about this before I think. We are mortal, with an identity. Our ego is a part of that. It needs checking, keeping in check, but like you say it’s a necessary backbone in a way.

John Lennon told in interview how he fell into that trap, went through the whole ego dissolution thing, was crushed, no self esteem, getup and go, in a dismal place.

He tripped with some friends, and realised he needed his ego, how it served him, and he was unable to cope or at least be productive without it.
 
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