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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: If 2020 Was the Dumpster, Can 2021 Be the Fire?

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Yeah ETH is doing really well. I'm waiting for THETA to pop off. It's going to be a big deal in the future, my sources tell me. It hasn't moved really at all yet in this latest surge but has been really stable.
 
Yeah I'm pretty glad to have gotten my second shot, even though I had COVID. Makes it so much easier to have everyone feel okay about my band getting back out there. And worrying less about variants.
 
First night of detox no drug use for a while. Officially fucked my self over sleeping all day again. Was having a bad trip on weed lol after realizing i did the extact opposite of what my higher self commanded i do and GO fucking sober weeks ago. Im truly lucky we don't get much opiates or benzos here i would not be able to handle them. Well i feel good but gonna try get dinner cooked and shake off this heavy feeling of relaxtion and sleepiness.
 
Be thankful you didn't grow up here @TripSitterNZ as NJ is absolutely flooded with Dope and always has been as long as I can remember. It takes alot of willpower to stay away from it its extremely cheap generally 3-5 dollars a bag. Which allows you to work up some ridiculous habits like last summer I was doing thirty bags a day which sounds crazy. But these fentalogs have a short duration sometimes and I have to tie off eight times a day to stay right with some batches, always chasing the rush and oblivion. Had a rough nite that girl broke it off with me again, for no reason I've been clean for damn near 3 months at this point.

Sadly I felt it was in the works and began communicating with this other white chick a week or so ago and we are going on a date when im off this week. She is my age and more interested in a relationship and wanting to get married someday, which is what I want as well so it's gonna work out well most likely. I really wanted things to work out with kitten but she just always starts all this drama and it's unfair towards me I work really hard and don't need the stress. So yeah I'm taking this chick for walk on the beach and then back to my place later on. Don't plan on ever letting her find out about Bluelight that causes alot of issues, I've mentioned psychedelic use to her and she didn't seem bothered by it. She talked to me last nite drunk after going out with her friends, it was cute. She don't drink often tho she said and works as medical office receptionist.

She is a BBW so just my type fortunately I'm pretty excited and since I had this lined up the breakup and transition to next relationship has been pretty seamless this time 🤗
 
Of the four commonly available MXE analogues, MXPR, MXiPR, DMXE, and HXE... What are the established favorites? I have tried MXPR and did like it, it just whooped my ass.
 
Of the four commonly available MXE analogues, MXPR, MXiPR, DMXE, and HXE... What are the established favorites? I have tried MXPR and did like it, it just whooped my ass.
DMXE I think? People tended to really like MXiPr too.
I haven't tried either so don't take my word for it, but that was my impression
 
i might edibles tonight again idk im so bored and my tolerance is so fucking sky high ill be ok by the next day i reckon . but its straight up addiction to hedonism. So idk its a powerful urge to keep taking them but i need to really get my reports done. Had a nice day sober today but meh this addicts craving for any drug makes me sad im not strong enough to stay sober. And the same fucking patterns arise in life. just another endless cycle i can't escape from drug use. Surrounded by people but feeling alone aint no 1 know how powerful addiction is unless they also suffer from it. Makes me sad that even admitting you are addict makes some people look at you differently.

Even after all that i still would enjoy a little bump of meth tbh to get my ass some energy and working instead of sleeping all day stonned af on edibles.

Mid year ima take 5 tabs with the intention of finally fucking quitting everything that is bad.
Edible tolerance works very differently, in my own long term experience, vs vaped, smoked tolerance.

Because I am so dependant for digestive needs upon the edibles, the effect kind of goes over my head.

This is never the case when I vape my weed. It gets me right high, every time, every day.
 
^ I agree AutoTripper tolerance to the different methods of ingestion make me scratch my head. FIrst off edibles no matter how many milligrams THC does not sastisfy me as much as smoking. I am really working to change that as I have been a life long smoker. I can eat 50 mgs of THC and still need to take a puff off of a pipe. Then I am super stoned. Yet it only takes me two pulls from a glass pipe of flower to satisfy me. The milligrams of THC don't seem to factor in. And when I do try and go a day or two with just edibles it totally lowers my smoking tolerance like I have had no cannabis. Vaping also is not completely satisfying for me either. I can get close by a small amount of edible and a few vape hits. But nothing satisfies me like smoking the flower and it takes the least amount.

As legalization happens I am going to work and making edibles work. I mean I do feel them and if I take enough I will get very sleepy which is good for me, but the high from a glass pipe and flower is still my main way of ingesting.

I finally have a D8 cart being shipped to me. (I thought last year everyone here was buying them up because they were to be made illegal?) But they are still available and I want to try and maybe just vape a few days. A few states made D8 illegal which is way moronic. I mean there is weed flooding the streets in the US and they want to ban a form of it? I guess they didn't last year.
 
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I've been bearish on cryptocurrency for a decade and the big drop and attendant Schadenfreude has yet to manifest. It's tempting to see people who bought early and held as being smart, but in retrospect, right and smart aren't necessarily the same thing. I still view it as a kind of tulipomania and the coins as intrinsically worthless propped up only by the madness of crowds, but I've yet to have the satisfaction of seeing those crowds lose their shirts. I don't know at which point my continuing bearish perspective ceases to be based on analysis (I still believe that a huge correction followed by a slow death spiral followed by a rush for the exit is in the future, I just don't know when) and becomes sheer cussedness. I sure was wrong back in the day. I thought the O.G. vendors taking BTC for drugs were nuts for not cashing out as quick as possible, lol.
 
Just seeing over 2020 how much drugs vendors sold then the over x10 increase in bitcoin. There are some rich mf teenage drug lords out there. Some of these lsd kingpins in nz are like 16 years importing making a few hundred k which would now be worth closer to 5-10m if they kept all the btc. Imagine that been a multi millionaire drug lord before leaving high school. That's the reality of the cost of drugs in nz. Any high school kid with a part time job could import cheap drugs and become a millionaire
 
Yeah, I thought people were getting rich off ketamine back in the day (about 10x profit.) But unless you charged dickish prices (as many did) for the average retailer or mid-sized wholesaler, LSD always had shitty margins relative to that, MDMA, or really just about anything, unless of course you were extremely well-connected, in which case it was hands-down one of the most profitable, due to being part of a very insular little world. Don't know if that's changed. I used to keep myself appraised of what was going on in that world in terms of the supply side shit, but not for a lot of years. But yeah, during the time period in which I thought people were nuts for holding onto their bitcoins, I forget what they were worth, but I'm pretty sure it was less than US$1,000. Fuck selling drugs, right? I know a few real hood rich motherfuckers just because the whole idea of bitcoin gave them a stiffy around 2010-2012. But I still think we're about due to run out of "greater fools." Granted, I've consistently thought that and been consistently wrong, but I only have to be right once, especially if you didn't buy in when they were cheap.
 
That’s a very very valid point though @Shadow Cat when it comes to how we individually adopt reliance, focus, affixiation etc, with certain substances, it can depend a lot on exactly where we live, the culture etc.

I would have been up for it all, psychedellic wise, but when I aged 16, 1996, acid was sparse and low dosed until 1998.

Good old ecstasy was the rage, of variable quality from magic to meh, tbh, 1996 to 1998 until those first Mitsubishis bumped things up a huge notch, in uk at least, towards later 90’s.

But it wasn’t until the later 2000’s, when my drug days had curtailed, that all the novel psychedellics were so rife.

Hence, me consuming literally 3500 MDMA pillls. I would have gone a million other directions but on my street they just weren’t there.

Psychedelic wise I mean, there was a huge coke, crack scene, not my pond at all though.

And good old skunk was everywhere too. At £35 1/4’s too. Insane stuff. 20 per gram pure ket.
 
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Yeah, I thought people were getting rich off ketamine back in the day (about 10x profit.) But unless you charged dickish prices (as many did) for the average retailer or mid-sized wholesaler, LSD always had shitty margins relative to that, MDMA, or really just about anything, unless of course you were extremely well-connected, in which case it was hands-down one of the most profitable, due to being part of a very insular little world. Don't know if that's changed. I used to keep myself appraised of what was going on in that world in terms of the supply side shit, but not for a lot of years. But yeah, during the time period in which I thought people were nuts for holding onto their bitcoins, I forget what they were worth, but I'm pretty sure it was less than US$1,000. Fuck selling drugs, right? I know a few real hood rich motherfuckers just because the whole idea of bitcoin gave them a stiffy around 2010-2012. But I still think we're about due to run out of "greater fools." Granted, I've consistently thought that and been consistently wrong, but I only have to be right once, especially if you didn't buy in when they were cheap.
lsd is anywhere from 8x profit margin at the bare minimum to upwards of x30 in NZ. its truly fucking insane lol.
 
I've been bearish on cryptocurrency for a decade and the big drop and attendant Schadenfreude has yet to manifest. It's tempting to see people who bought early and held as being smart, but in retrospect, right and smart aren't necessarily the same thing. I still view it as a kind of tulipomania and the coins as intrinsically worthless propped up only by the madness of crowds, but I've yet to have the satisfaction of seeing those crowds lose their shirts. I don't know at which point my continuing bearish perspective ceases to be based on analysis (I still believe that a huge correction followed by a slow death spiral followed by a rush for the exit is in the future, I just don't know when) and becomes sheer cussedness. I sure was wrong back in the day. I thought the O.G. vendors taking BTC for drugs were nuts for not cashing out as quick as possible, lol.

I have generally been bearish on crypto long term too, but I'm starting to revise that opinion. Of course there are large cycles, there is always a bull market (like now), followed by a giant correction and mass exit, but the floor stays higher every time, and the next bull run is much higher. I don't see this stopping anytime soon, especially now with stablecoins (always the same price, pegged to dollar usually) like Tether, which are backed by real US dollars. I plan to exit at the correction into Tether, then stake the tether for monthly returns until the new floor, then buy up various things that I think will surge next time. Some of the altcoin projects in 2017 that promised to provide real-world use cases for blockchain technology are actually in use now and being used. I don't think blockchain technology is going anywhere, at least not in the near future.
 
That’s a very very valid point though @Shadow Cat when it comes to how we individually adopt reliance, focus, affixation etc, with certain substances, it can depended a lot on exactly where we live, the culture etc.

I would have been up for it all, psychedellic wise, but when I aged 16, 1996, acid was sparse and low dosed until 1998.

Good old ecstasy was the rage, of variable quality from magic to meh, tbh, 1996 to 1998 until those first Mitsubishis bumped things up a huge notch, in uk at least, towards later 90’s.

But it wasn’t until the later 2000’s, when my drug days had curtailed, that all the novel psychedellics were so rife.

Hence, me consuming literally 3500 MDMA pillls. I would have gone a million other directions but on my street they just weren’t there.

Psychedelic wise I mean, there was a huge coke, crack scene, not my pond at all though.

And good old skunk was everywhere too. At £35 1/4’s too. Insane stuff. 20 per gram pure ket.

Growing up I could get from the cities here Heroin, Cocaine, Crack, PCP, Weed, Ecstacy and local connects benzos, Mushrooms, LSD various Opioid Pills. But once I discovered the RC World in my early 20's I never really looked back I mean I occasionally buy Narcotics like I was last year quite a bit but generally I just get Psychs, Dissos, Stims and Empathogens shipped. Actually getting couple grams of 4-AcO-DMT this week im super pumped about that and im gonna conserve it. I still have more than half a gram im gonna eat off and just keep the new batch on ice until my main vendor synths more eventually, im sure they will. Will have few doses worth of Norflurazepam 11-12mgs also im gonna mix with the Methadone on a day off and chase the Nod...

will have to take it right after I goto the clinic tho and im pretty unsure of the half-life so I may hold off on it until the same day they test me next. Took some Xanax last Wednesday but that will deff be cleared in time. I'm about to dose some sublingual DMT with the HPBCD and lay down in fractal land in my bed for awhile.

Last time I was on a bunch of benzos so im guessing it's gonna be stronger tonight for sure sorta nervous, lol. 😆
 
Feel clearer today but really fucking slow. Tryna get my brain into gear and its failing hard on simple shit. Also my sex drive has gone through the fucking roof lately idk why. Fuck kind of overdid it with my coffee was using table spoons lmao. The coffee seemed to have zero effect when under edibles unless i had a huge amount. now half way thru my cup im sweating and getting anxiety.

I think doing that LSD aswell was not smart since that just spiralled me off into escapism. ima focus on passing and get back out into the work force asap. Ima skip any future studies i could not manage writing a thesis with how i still am.

Tryna stay clear off the meth game aswell So many people i know replasing on it. Glad i out of of where i was last year though and gave myself something to do for a little while. Gonna get back into gym routine i went off the rails these past few weeks gained all my fat back fucking munchies. all i want is some pure dextroaphetamine to at least focus but any psychoactive chemical is gonna be bad for me.
 
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