Man on any dose above 300 ug i cant even fucking type for the dear life of me music into the phone i just have to hit a playlist or struggle for minutes to get it done or the auto suggestion helps alot.
Been reading about wormholes negative and exotic matter. fuck man the future if humanity does not exterminate itself will be very fucking cool indeed with working time machines wormhole travel across the universe. This time period was cool to see the rise of the internet and all i need in any time period is LSD.
If a time machine is made and from only that point is the furtherst you can travel back i wonder what that would entail. Seriosuly the universe would become such a mind fucked place i believe time travel would become outlawed and only high level government militaries would have it. Could lead to a insane time war imagine world war 4 but its fucking with time machines fighting across hundreds of years.
Oh yeah I was going to ponder this phenomenon of impairment, functionality, mobility, reasoning, speech, acting and behaving etc, on super high dose trips.
This is is the exact area where I have always been unordinary. Like, 1000 ug doesn’t impair me at all really. After an initial 3/4 unconscious short interstellar comeup, or a couple hours sometimes, I’m as right as reign and capable.
Having a real bad trip and panic attack one time 2012 on 2.5 mg’s, I visited the hospital 100 metres away.
I went in there, as you know haha, convinced I was going to die.
Soon I was gold! Had an awesome trip then on. Fuck some mega beautiful nurses on shift that night too.
I had to wee a fair bit. This lovely young black guy escorted me to and from the loo, round these A&E hospital corridors, madness everywhere bleeping machines, chit-chat convo catching as you walk past, you know, reading into so much in that person and what they are talking about, an angle of reality etc….
But I was honestly the lightest, most energized, agile, flexible, perfectly coordinated I’ve ever been except one other time in 2004.
The nice black guy escorting me smilingly said…”Speedy huh?” He struggled to keep up with me. I was just so physically capable of mobility. My mind did not limit my body, basically!
It was so easy. That’s that “super soldier” effect I talk about on mega high trips.
And I went to school off it on huge hashish buckets, took shrooms my first time there once thinking it would do nothing (at school lol FUUUCK what a surprise I got that day!)
I went to work on 500-1000 mg MDMA and MDA many times different jobs. Tripping, rushing, peaking hard. Barely able to see lol. Never got caught!
Always stupidly stoned on arrival to work, school. And honestly if I didn’t mention LSD to my mum, I could take 3 months off, or like last week be at home all day with her so gone on acid it was out of my hands…..and unless I tell her I’ve taken acid, either way, she wouldn’t notice a difference or have suspicions.
That’s a sign of groundedness I guess. And ultimately- there’s no “difference” noticed.
I will be be tripping as much as ever in my life. But it doesn’t change one bit who I am and how I am as people know me, being so firmly rooted in myself.
In a positive way I mean. Obviously I/We all change and develop automatically with (was gonna say time but that’s illusory so I’ll say experience.)
