^PD is very welcoming and probably thing main thing that has most drawn me back to bluelight over the years. Very indicative of the psychedelic community at large, IME. Open minded, understanding, and interesting.
Just a vent; I'm not really too bothered, if anything I find it intriguing, but regardless; it is so frustrating when people agree to do something then don't, and just make excuses. Just tell me straight up ffs!
I've got a friend from school who I was meant to be working out with this week and seemingly he feels that he expended the excuse avenue on monday, and so has taken to avoidance.
It's not the kind of adult relationship with a friend that I'm really used to these days; but this is a person that developed very intense, weed induced depression/anxiety back in high school, and lacks the kind of social development and openness that all of my other friends have acquired over the years. I've always stood by him, and remain one of his only friends, but I just wish that he'd be honest. I'm very compassionate and understanding towards his situation, and very laid back, but he still seems to be stuck in certain behavioural patterns which I otherwise rarely encounter, and I just know that when he comes to respond he will act (badly, I might add), as if it just casually slipped him by.
Like I say; just a bit frustrating if anything. Be open! Life is
so much easier that way.
On the plus side, it was my birthday at the weekend, so I'll be meeting with a lot of friends to go out for a meal/drinks/whatever else in the coming days.
