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i took 250mg of propylhexedrine, and man is it making me want to get my adderall script back. i actually have the ability to focus on work, and i've got the itch for chemistry! I might give me my mom a call tomorrow on this topic.

I wouldn't mind taking 20-30mg xr 3 to 4 times a weeks. I hated taking it everyday because it just changed my personality, but the work I can get done on it is just to valuable at this point. I'm fucking up school because I just cant focus on a damn thing.
 
Cloudy said:
I wouldn't mind taking 20-30mg xr 3 to 4 times a weeks. I hated taking it everyday because it just changed my personality, but the work I can get done on it is just to valuable at this point. I'm fucking up school because I just cant focus on a damn thing.
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If you can keep to that, do it, I guess. Otherwise maybe something like modafinil with piracetam and choline should have you feeling pretty focused without risking crashes or sleepless nights.

All of these CNS stimulants make me bound around from one thing to the next. My attempts to do tasks on them are always quick and precise, but shallow in focus. I'm probably at my best, practically speaking, after a good night's sleep, a little caffeine and some healthy food.
 
psood0nym said:
If you can keep to that, do it, I guess. Otherwise maybe something like modafinil with piracetam and choline should have you feeling pretty focused without risking crashes or sleepless nights.

All of these CNS stimulants make me bound around from one thing to the next. My attempts to do tasks on them are always quick and precise, but shallow in focus. I'm probably at my best, practically speaking, after a good night's sleep, a little caffeine and some healthy food.
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I get more restless nights from piracetam than from amphetamine. I never had much trouble sleeping on stimulants, and usually always waking up feeling fine (or as fine can be w/out any stimulants prior.

I do like piracetam and am using it, but I still find that with a lack of motivation in combo with my normal concentration skills, I dont get much done. From what I can remember about my use years ago, I managed to get a desire to get work done, and actually finish when the task is complete. That is a feeling that I've never experienced besides with the aid of amphetamines. I don't ever plan on using it continually or for more than a year or two. I didn't have any problems stopping the last time I was prescribed after I eventually abused the meds on the side. The potential abuse in amphetamine to me now is pretty low. I don't like the majority of the feelings i get from them at recreational doses. To much bodyload with an overheating mind.

Sure this is a quick fix type of deal, but I'm struggling at the moment right before a very crucial time in my education. I have about a year and half of courses 85% directly related to my degree and I need to get on the ball get some good grades (also actually learn, and enjoy doing it!)

I've been placed in LD classes in elementry school almost purely on the fact of my ADD and lack of motivation. Even with years with no substances to help work through the problem with, I'm still struggling and really need to make these last years count. If I don't I will have gone through ~17 years of school with out making an effort to expand the full reaches of mind.
 
I don't think I know anyone who doesn't have issues with getting motivated. I think it's more a matter of mental discipline. You need to get into habits that are conducive to your goals and minimize behaviors that detract from them e.g. if you're always thinking about posting on bluelight when you're in your room by your computer then you have to make a conscious effort to go elsewhere to work.

Change the environment.
 
psood0nym said:
.......e.g. if you're always thinking about posting on bluelight when you're in your room by your computer then you have to make a conscious effort to go elsewhere to work.

Change the environment.
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What if you're always thinking about reading bluelight when in your room by your computer? ;):D
 
Sega420 said:
ive thought about suicide. dying, just to make her see how much she has hurt me.
all of this ive pushed on through, because i love her and i just want her to be happy, even if that means she's not with me.
i would be a cold faced liar if i said im not hoping for her to come back down the line, however long it may take.


it just hurts so much. and what hurts most is the one person i can talk to about anything, the one person who could (or should be able to) make it all better, is the one person who caused it all... :(
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Ah, man, I'm so sorry....:( Don't do anything rash though- things will get better; they always do.

Love is such an odd emotion; equal parts pain and joy. Its good though; hold onto the love, and try and forget the girl, if you can. Sending happy thoughts you way, my friend <3

Delsyd said:
good job man.

did you do it for job opportunities.
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Yeah, my brother in law has hooked me up with a bit of driving stuff; nothing to big, mainly around victoria (the state I live in), but the pay is decent, and I quite like the idea of tootling around in a big truck, playing tunes and smoking. Good thinking time too :)
 
Why are MAO inhibitors referred to as "an MAOi"....?

Wouldn't writing "a MAOi" make more sense. Why 'an'?

Hmm. I must be really bored. :D
 
willow11 said:
Why are MAO inhibitors referred to as "an MAOi"....?

Wouldn't writing "a MAOi" make more sense. Why 'an'?

Hmm. I must be really bored. :D
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Because of the phonetics of its pronunciation. "An" precedes words with a vowel, e.g. "em, ay, oh, eye". Some people say "an historic...", which really pisses me off since it's merely something to do fashionably and it defies the rule. What the fuck kind of redundant style for style's sake shit is that? If you hear someone say it this way punch them in the mouth and scream the correct way into their skulls until their eardrums bleed.
 
willow11 said:
And Xork, the book- the Book!- fucking awesome. Thank you for sharing it with me :) I'm glad you didn't get your (correct usage) poppy seeds. I'm taking 2mg suboxone a day; I think I will begin tapering soon. Opiates are one of the greatest barriers to true happiness. Even the opiate euphoria feels really fake and- lets be honest- not all that good. To me, opiates are about apathy, nothing more and probably less.
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Thanks dude. :) <3

Dondante said:
mapleleaf2.jpg


;)
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I saw a leaf about half this cool (and that means it was the most amazing leaf I've ever seen in person) in my back yard, in the middle of the summer last year. I love this picture. :)

PepperSocks said:
sorry sega man, I truly wish I couldn't relate to that. :(

Homesickness and separation anxiety has taken hold :( <3
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<3 <3 Hey man, that's natural, sure happened to me. Just try to get out a bit and check out the area, meet some people. Time heals all, it really does. The homesickness feelings will fade away after a little bit. Getting involved in something locally or making friends makes it go away much faster. :)

Cloudy said:
i took 250mg of propylhexedrine, and man is it making me want to get my adderall script back. i actually have the ability to focus on work, and i've got the itch for chemistry! I might give me my mom a call tomorrow on this topic.
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That's weird you mentioned propylhexedrine. I've used it a few times lately to very good results. Today I had about 150mg total, along with about 50mg of DPT (but in like 10-15mg doses every so often). I feel pretty fucking fantastic, really warm combo. Propylhexedrine makes me want to tell everyone how much I love them.

The other good thing about the combo is that it makes me feel super relaxed... I'm going to go in my bed now and slowly drift off into a blissful sleep. :)
 
Never Knows Best said:
Willow, I assume you were trying to pronounce it like the island of Maui? That's how cool people do it. Saying acronyms as if they were normal words is fun.
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I actually sort of say "Mayo-E". Hmm. :D

psood0nym said:
Because of the phonetics of its pronunciation. "An" precedes words with a vowel, e.g. "em, ay, oh, eye". Some people say "an historic...", which really pisses me off since it's merely something to do fashionably and it defies the rule. What the fuck kind of redundant style for style's sake shit is that? If you hear someone say it this way punch them in the mouth and scream the correct way into their skulls until their eardrums bleed.
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So, saying a MAOi is actually correct? Begging pardon, I'm tired...:)
 
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