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i havent indulged since june (and that was the stash i had since february saved for that occasion and just .2)
atm i cant grab or not easy but i dont even want any too much ATM.
i'z herd from junkie bout MD gettin better
 
Idk man, the concept of the rite of passage have been embedded within human culture for quite some time. In fact the super cool dude Joseph Campbell makes compelling arguments saying that a lot of the bad behaviors and psychological dissonance found in society in this day and age is due to the cheapening and disappearance of a true transition from child -> adult.


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joseph_Campbell#Function_of_Myth

His books and the filmed interview "The Power of Myth" are really awesome (with a later published transcript in book form by the same title).

That being said, does not mean you should ever lose that child-like curiosity for the world and life, where would science be without that?

Sounds interesting, I'll have to see if my local libraries carry any of his books.

Man, I woke up at like 3:30PM today, so I couldn't start cleaning out the couple rooms I shall live in. Oh well. Must try not to waste all my money frivolously (but it's hard, being broke all the time has led to spending habits of "Hey I have money for the first time in weeks, lets go spend it all right now 'cause I know what I wanna buy!"). I'm still going out to eat today though, because I deserve it. I used to quite enjoy eating out, but a small budget leads to only buying drugs and gas so I haven't in a while.

Oh and my rooms are gonna be totally awesome, only have carpet for one, the other will have astroturf, %).
 
Sounds interesting, I'll have to see if my local libraries carry any of his books.
I recommend the transcript of that interview, covers a laaarge number of topics to get a general idea of what he's on about. Even if you don't buy into some of his ideas about the psyche of out population, he does an elegant job at tying together all of the different great stories (christianity, and other religions as well well known mythology).
Oh and my rooms are gonna be totally awesome, only have carpet for one, the other will have astroturf, %).
Gonna practice your putt?
 
Hi guys, how is we all? Such a beautiful day in my neck of the woods, nice gentle sun, bit o' wind, smiley people....Me and a friend did a lot of recording last night, used my congas and his bouziki and a harmonica and made a kind of tribal folky ambient song. Was fun, we mic'ed up the conga's up close and also used two different sized didj's and placed them below each conga with a mic in the end of each- sounded really ominous and beautiful. :)

In other news, I've been of diazepam completely for a bit over three week! :):) I feel awesome, lots of spiritual anxiety but in a proundly amazing way; I feel like the Godess is smiling upon me...;) I don't know if its seizure activity or basic surrender but I have been drifting in an out of these eerie mystical states, kind of what it feels like when you have meditated for an hour or two; this happens a few times a day. RATHER GRAND!

So...on tuesday, I board a plane to Dubai, then to France and then to Norway/Sweden/Finland and beyond. Very excited indeed...

Peace guys <3
 
Hi willow! I was just thinking about you the other day :) and coincidentally, I was actually wondering how your benzo taper was coming along.

Seriously, congratulations on being benzo free. That's a huge milestone.
 
youre damn right i am, thats cool as shit and i have no interest in golf or whatever
and i bet its easier to get spilled amphetamines off of.
or never mind you wouldnt know the story of when i spilled some dex.
willow nice on the benzo quitting.
you're off everything now or wat?
 
Lol, so I found something with a better alcohol/dollar ratio than 2$ wine!

I was at trader joes, buying said two dollar wine (remember that 2 dollar wine is (750mL*0.125alcoholpervolume)/2bucks =46.9mL ethanol/dollar and has a better ethanol/dollar than any beer or hard alcohol I've found), and I noticed their Trader Joe's brand vodka.

Its 11 bucks for 1750mL! Which means its a whopping 1750*0.40/11 = 63.6 mL ethanol/dollar!!!! Wooo! Far better than two buck chuck and anything else!!!!

(I still bought the two buck chuck as well though).
 
ey yucatan what are you a dr in again?
wassap diggity
yuo should like figure out the cost of brand name dexedrine vs generic
and then calculate mg/$
 
Llama, yeah I'm off everything now, I am taking promethazine some nights for sleep, and I have a script for phenobarbital and oxcarbazepine, but pretty much clean.

^ I like that you are enjoying the diazepam withdrawl.

I'm actually not in withdrawal, that phase seemed to pass a few months back- i did get some mild shaking, anxiety/panic, twitching, but I tapered from 14mg's to 0mg in 2mg increments; the acute withdrawal was really only present when I was going down from high doses (300mg~per day). The actual anxiety I feel now is more like having too much information fed to my mind, but its a satisfying sort of confusion, not unlike being under the influence of a psychedelic.

Peace <3
 
damn willow thats real proper of you
cause i sure as hell havent quit, good for you
cause i'd rather not go without amphets
3 weeks i started to get used to wanting it but i hated it
and i'm sure thats not near as bad as the shit you went through
 
I'm enjoying 30mg of dexamp dosed two hours ago with a 22 of stella artois (5%), and two steal reserves 24s (8.1%), after a long day at work. Was supposed to work 8 hours, but ended up working 9. In the end not a bad thing, as I'll end up getting a little bit of over time this week.

About to smoke a stoggie (a Marlboro special blend black, one of my favorite cigs - with the other favorite being camel filters). Pay check came in so I reward myself with some beer and cigs during lunch break (not that i drunk any alcohol, just went and purchased it.
 
300mg~per day

That much, impressive, were you using pure powder or something? I can't imagine tapering from such a high dose though. That must of taken some serious fortitude.


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Lol, so I found something with a better alcohol/dollar ratio than 2$ wine!

I was at trader joes, buying said two dollar wine (remember that 2 dollar wine is (750mL*0.125alcoholpervolume)/2bucks =46.9mL ethanol/dollar and has a better ethanol/dollar than any beer or hard alcohol I've found), and I noticed their Trader Joe's brand vodka.

Its 11 bucks for 1750mL! Which means its a whopping 1750*0.40/11 = 63.6 mL ethanol/dollar!!!! Wooo! Far better than two buck chuck and anything else!!!!

11 bucks for 1750mL?! Woah. I think I'll go for the wine myself next time I buy booze, my innards are still a bit fucked up from my overdoing it the other day (apparently there was some blood vomiting, but whatevs). When I fuck up with the hard liquor I do it hardcore.
 
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God, getting my voice to sound like anything remotely musical is like squeezing blood out of a turnip. My sister on the other hand, is a great singer. Lucky...
 
^ LOL, yep, SoCal here too. I've got the same bad habit...

I just work better at night, for some reason. I'm more focused and motivated. Although I think it's probably a lot healthier to sleep... at night... haha. But lately I've been taking advantage of my night-owliness and staying up.

Actually I think I'll just stay up all night, and then go to bed early once evening rolls around.
 
Well, I went to sleep at a reasonable time last night, only to have epic dreams, one of which was about burningman. It was huge, I remember going to burningman, although it was in like a terraced plain, not the desert, running around barefoot, smoking weed with some random dude from a big pipe (it was so big i was having trouble smoking it and the weed kept falling out, although I did blow a few smoke rings and he asked me "what do you see"? I think he thought i was tripping, I told him I just saw the particles in the smoke moving.... which I did), and even to the point of hurting my foot while running barefoot. At one point I was crying saying how happy I was to decide to go to burningman this year even though it was really hard. There was also random bs like robots with guns shooting at me and a rampaging bull and getting lost and trying to find my camp because I slept in a bar the first night. Then I woke up and I was like... awww man, I'm not at burningman. FUCK! Such a letdown.

I also had a dream about being at a clinic where all my friends from college came and got injections (dunno what for, it was some kind of vaccine, not drugs), but it was being done illegally, and we all got busted and had to get pat-downs from the cops. Weird.

Dreams are crazier, more psychedelic things for me than any of my escapades with psychedelic drugs have produced. These dreams were intensely vivid and detailed, although the details did change fairly rapidly.

Edit: woo 1700 posts.
 
llama have you ever tried peevee? All I hear is crazy shit about it, like CRAZY tweaked out shit. And for some reason the first thing I always think is "man I bet llama would dig that shit". :D Not that I'm recommending it, of course, because I don't wanna be a bad influence.

I'm actually tweaking right now on some dexies, 'bout to hit the library for the afternoon.

Whevener I hear about MDPV I always think of this song and the corresponding video, which both seem like something made in the depths of a rediculosuly depraved stimulant binge or DO-X psychosis:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uwM3c8G3yyk

This makes my inner Prankster/speed freak smile broadly :)
 
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